Hey everyone! I decided to rewrite this chapter because it didn't feel right to me. I hope it will still keep you interested.

Chapter 1

I sat on the windowsill and stared outside. The sky was dark, a sign that a storm was going to fall. Some people are afraid of lightings and thunders, but not me. Somehow rains like these always made me feel better. Call me weird if you want, but they always made me relax and I get this feeling they were a reflection of what's on my soul. It wasn't always like that, though.
I had a girlfriend. Her name was Rachel Berry. She was a little self centered and desperate for attention, but she had a big heart. We were both singers, and I often had a great time singing duets with her and watch her perform with the other girls from the Glee Club.
Then one day she decided she was ready to take the step I was waiting for. I knew it was a special day for her, and I tried to be as careful as I could. It would have been more perfect if it was my first time too, but I had already lost my virginity to another girl. I still can remember the day she found out about my betrayal, as she said so herself. I don't consider it a betrayal, or even cheating, because we weren't together back then. Anyway, Santana told her. You should have seen the look on her face. She was so… broken and hurt. You'd have to be the most insensitive person not to feel compassion for her, even still I doubt you wouldn't. I was glad we didn't get to sing at the Regionals because it would be extremely difficult. Singing ballads to the one you love and not being able to hold her in your arms is not easy. Taking our history into account makes it a lot harder.
That was when it all changed. Rachel got really upset at me and she kissed my best friend, Puck, to get back at me. Obviously it worked and I broke up with her.
Then he holidays came. I know Christmas is forgiving and all, and she tried all she could to make me forgive her but I wasn't ready to do it yet. So I made myself clear. Way too clear, if you ask me. She took me to this Christmas' tree place to buy a tree for our club. I almost backed down when she kissed me, but I had to remain strong and told her I was a mess and couldn't forgive her for reasons known. My ex-girlfriend also cheated on me with Puck, but the difference is that she got pregnant. I don't think I would handle it if Rachel was carrying Puck's baby too. So I walked away and left her alone there, as much as it hurt me.
Now I'm standing here, unable to do anything. My friends encouraged me to go look for her. But it's not like I can search all United States, if she was in fact in the US. Knowing how she is sometimes, I wouldn't doubt she'd fly away. There's no way I can chase her over seas. I think I lost her forever this time.
A few days passed by since Rachel left. I avoided the Glee Club as much as I could. I didn't want to hurt even more. But I started missing it a lot, so I slowly came back. I say slowly because I didn't get to sing with the same frequency I used to, it was a condition I demanded before I came back. To my surprise, they had something unexpected for me.
"There." Quinn, my ex-girlfriend, handed me a small envelope.
"What is it?"
"We've been seeing what a mess you are lately, so we decided to help you."
I slowly opened the envelope and my jaw fell open when I saw its content. Not in a million years would I have thought they'd so such thing for me.
"But guys… I can't simply go…"
"Sure you can." Quinn interrupted me. "I've done some searches and happened to find out where she is. I talked to Mr. Schue and we all agreed to raise money and help you."
I looked at her, completely speechless. I honestly didn't see it coming. Then it hit me. I was actually going to do it.
"Alright." I stood up with a wide smile on my face. "I'm going after Rachel. I'm going after the woman I love."

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