Our faces only an inch apart..our hot breath in the cold winter air. even though i think He'd rather be somewhere else, theres no place I would rather interlocked and foreheads against each other, i'm loving every second. "oops gotta go." Butch pushes away from me. "wait..why?" i pause,distraught. "because i said i have to go, think i'm lying?" he laughs sarcastically. "oh..no Butch." i sigh. "good girl." he smiles and walks away and leaves me alone yet again. i sigh. 'you let him walk all over you buttercup.' the voice in my head hits me like brick. 'i know,i'm stupid okay?' i think, answering it. i slowly start walking back to my house. a tear rolled down my face.. i loved him but he was using me for a physical relationship. he's all i have though. and i won't let him go. His smile his poison in my system, it fuels me but kills me. I open the door to my small brick house, nobody home, as usual. my phone vibrates, i take it out of my pocket, "new text" i say out loud, i never get texts. its from him. I groan. "Show me a good time tonight or its a beating." i drop my phone in shock! he's said brutal things in the past..but this? another clear tear fell down my pale cheek and i moved my short black hair out of my face and sobbed as I ran up my stairs to my room and ran to my bed. How will i get out of this one? END OF CHAPTER ONE. sorry its so chapters to come.