Love Freely
Ch.1
Ok hi guys! This is my first fanfiction, so please be kind. I started this a long time ago on a whim. And unfortunately have not updated in a long time…I have made some updates to the story recently, just little additions and changes that I think will improve the storyline. Here are some quick little things before you start.
I have read the books, but it as been a while. So I am using a mixture of both the books and the movies. But I will change somethings around a bit!
My character is going to be 21 years of age, and I am making her 2 years younger than Jacob. Her best friend, Claudia is going to be 22 years of age.
I really adore Taylor Lautner as the actor for Jacob. But my only gripe is that he is not as tall as Jacob from the book. So when reading my story it would help to picture him at the 6'7 like he is suppose to be and not Taylor's 5'10 frame. The size difference will be brought up.
The Renesmee in my story is going to be almost fully-grown, but she is going to reach her full potential (physically) in my story.
Disclaimer- I don't own any characters of the Twilight Saga and I am only using them for pure fan purposes only
I promise you it will be more M rated in later chapters
Also it happens after Breaking Dawn with flashback references to New Moon and Eclipse
"..." Means dialogue
Italics Means thoughts
The whistling from the teapot woke her from her trance of staring out the window, watching the remaining water from last night's rain stream down the windows. Slowly she uncurled her legs from the wooden kitchen chair and stretched to relieve her aching muscles. She made her way to the stove and picked up the screaming pot. The mug next to the stove began filling with steaming water, as the tea bag rose with it. Setting down the pot she moved back over to the chair and began to sip her tea when she realized she forgot the most important thing with her morning cup of tea, the honey! Again she rose, from her almost sitting position, and moved to the cupboard above the stove. On her tiptoes she struggled to reach the important honey jar.
GOD! Why the hell does Charlie always put the honey all the way up here?! He knows I use it every morning! Damn!
Finally the tips of her fingers reached the edged of the jar and the jar, inch by inch, was slowly reaching her full grasp. Eventually, and finally she managed to get the precious jar of honey down and she relished in her victory. YES! Ha-ha! Take that!She said while pointing to the footstool across the kitchen. I don't need you!And just at that moment Charlie walked in on her so called 'victory'.
"Well I see you have conquered the footstool once again."
"Well if you would only put the honey jar by the stove instead of in the highest cupboard in the kitchen then I wouldn't have to do my victory dance every morning! I mean come on Charlie I'm small enough as it is, now you torture me with height obstacles!" Her tongue teasingly poked out while she joyfully poured the honey into her mug.
"If I didn't put it up there for you every morning you wouldn't have the luxury of enjoying your little victory dance, now would you?" This time he had a chance to slip in a wink.
She hated to admit it but Charlie was right. "I do enjoy it very much, actually," she said while placing the jar on the table. "So um anyway how was your shift last night?"
"Well nothing to special, just late night patrolling." I hate lying to her
I hate it when he lies to me. "Ok, so what they just want you guys to be extra careful and take precautions on the incidents last month?"
"Yup, that's just about it, precautions." Charlie began to walk up the stairs before he could finish. "You think you could keep it down a little bit while I get some sleep?"
"I always do Charlie," She yelled up to him.
"I know," he said, I know….
She resumed her spot on the wooden kitchen chair and began to sip her tea, the warmth of the liquid traveling through her whole body, calming her as it did. And in her now, calming trance, she began to think of how she ended up in Forks, and how it hadn't been the arrival she expected. Just once she wished a horrible experience wouldn't grace her presence. It was bad enough that as soon as she arrived one just had to happen. She was grateful that Charlie was here to help her out, and she was glad that it wasn't the first time she had stayed with him.
Her mind began reeling with memories of her previous visits to Fork. She often visited to escape her family. She once tried visiting Bella when she was on break from school, unfortunately Bella wasn't, and her stay was one of the worse she had ever had. She had arrived just before Bella's devastations. She witnessed Bella spend almost every wakening moment with the odd, awkward, pale boy. Even her birthday was spent with his family, which she should have spent with her own. But just days later Bella had her heart broken by the guy she loved immensely. Then she witnessed Bella have night terrors and severe depression. Luckily Bella had Jacob to pull her through all of it, if only … She had only met him once before and he was gorgeous. She left before Bella's recovery and here through the mail and phone calls, from Charlie, that Edward and Bella reunited. Finally she snapped out of her memories and noticed that her tea was ice cold. I need a new hobby…
She exited the shower and entered her room just a few feet away as quietly as she could. It had belonged to her second cousin, twice removed or something like that, my grandma being her grandma's sister. And that makes Charlie my uncle? Anyway it belonged to her relative, Isabella. Or as she insisted, Bella. As quietly as she could she shut the door behind her and the locked clicked. With a sigh of relieve she let her towel slip of her body to the floor, revealing her slim, toned body, which was achieved from years off intense workouts. Plus it did help she was naturally slender anyway. Her body was perfected for only two reasons; Self-confidence, and her job. She didn't have anyone to impress after she lost the love of her life. Walking over to the closet she began thinking of what she would wear.
Jeans?She looked to the window. Still somewhat wet out, jeans it is! Dark wash or light wash? Well I'm going to be wearing my gray v-neck today so I should go with dark wash. All right then lets get ready for the day! I hope I get to see him today!
Throwing her jeans on the bed she walked over to the dresser and began to rummage through her bra and underwear collection. As long as I stick to Victoria I think I can muster the confidence to face him today.She picked up her black, lace push up and matching thong. Wooh! Sexy! Her thong gently glided over her milky legs and the bra only enhanced her somewhat average, but very perky, breasts. Slipping on her jeans followed by her shirt she almost had the chance of sitting down to put on makeup at her vanity when the loud BEEP of a car horn sounded from the road.
Damn! She is late, again! What, she can't show up just a bit early to catch him?!
She bolted out of the room and ran to the front door, the whole time praying the Charlie wouldn't wake up.
* Before she makes it to the front door we view a glimpse into Charlie's room where he is drooling on his pillow, remote in hand, and the channel on a football game *
Making it to the door she steps out onto the porch, closing the door behind her.
"Hey there Sarah, is um Charlie around?" Bella said while walking up the stairs.
"Well um he just got back from his shift a little bit ago and is resting now."
"Oh ok, well um how have his shifts been going? Ever since the incident I know he has been working really late and I just wanted to come over and check on him. Yah know see how he is doing. And how you are doing as well. I know it hasn't been easy for you over the years either."
Sarah looked to her feet trying to hold back the memories from flooding her head, and the tears from flooding her eyes. Within seconds she composed herself, practicing this whenever she was overwhelmed with such emotions. She looked up at Bella, and Bella was staring back with her golden eyes, intensely.
Bella has sure changed since my last visit.
"Well I'll tell him you stopped by. And um why don't we plan on dinner sometime? I'm sure you and Ed would love to join Charlie and me for dinner." Sarah waved to Edward, who rolled down the window to say hello.
"That sounds, um, great actually. Do you have anything particular in mind? I me dinner at home or out someplace."
"No, but if you have anything in mind, suggestions would be nice. I could always cook up something delicious though". Its not like you ever eat anything that I make anyway, you or Edward.
"That sounds a lot better than eating at any of the places around here for the hundredth time".
"Well I'll just make something really simple for whenever you wanna come over, and it was good to see you again Bella, thanks for stopping by. You should stop by more often though. And next time I would love to see Renesmee."
"Um yah I'll talk to Edward about it and let you know."
The two stood awkwardly before Sarah finally took a few steps forward and put her arms around Bella. With all the same awkwardness Bells reached her arms around as well. After a few seconds Bella released and Sarah followed suit. God, Bella why are you always so cold?!
"Goodbye Bella." Sarah waved to her as Bella walked off the porch. "Bye Edward" she shouted from the porch.
"Oh and by the way your shower cap look is starting a whole new trend" Edward shouted back teasingly. Bella sat giggling to the comment her husband had said.
Fuck! Not again. I can't believe I forgot to take it off. Maybe that's why Bella wouldn't look at me. And why are her visits so awkward? Why is she so awkward? At least Edward's father and I don't work together, that would be a nightmare!
As they drove off Sarah removed her shower cap and shook her long, dark hair from her bun. And standing at only 5"2, her hair made her look more mature and slender. She loved it!
All right back to making myself somewhat attractive, wooh!
She ran into the house and up the stairs straight to her room with the door locking shut behind her. Sitting at her vanity she looked at herself thinking of only positive things about her appearance to boost her confidence. If she didn't she might as well have just stayed home today. Repositioning herself on her stool she glanced down at her shadow and decide to go with the light brown shadow to compliment her deep, gray, blue eyes.
Ever so carefully, as to not disturb the shadow, she applied mascara only lengthening her already full lashes. The more natural the better.No concealor was needed as her many freckles covered any flaws, of which she rarely had. She looked again to the mirror; her huge doll eyes stared back.
You can do this, he will be there, and he will finally notice you…She repeated to herself over and over as she grabbed her white and gray-stripped cardigan with the navy sailor buttons out of her closet and threw it on. Before she headed out her room and down the stairs she threw on her long silver chain necklace with a small heart dangling on the end. And giving herself a look over, again, she grabbed her purse and ran down the stairs and out the front door. Grabbing her keys she hopped into her car, blasted Vampire Weekend and headed towards her destination, the hospital.
He will be there, he has to be, and he will notice me…