Disclaimer: I do not own Degrassi in any way shape or form.
A/N: This is my first story, pretty much ever. I'm not much of a writer and I need a lot of help so I came to fanfiction, CONSTRUCTIVE critsim is greatly appreciated. Please don't just criticize without any reasoning behind it, because I will delete those comments. Also, super short chapter to set things up. Future chapters will be longer. That is all. Thanks for reading!
Clare's POV
After the cabin incedent-Alli and Jake kissing, Alli and I have made up, as we always do. It's just to hard to stay mad at your best friend, the one who helps who through everything, over a boy.
So, with the last few remaing days of break, Alli and I have made a pact, we would both swear off boys for our first semester of grade 11. We have so much boy drama it our lives, it's ridiculous. We both agreed that it would be best to just focus on school work, at least for the first semester.
Now thats it nearing our final week of semester 1, I'm having some feelings that mabye I shouldn't be having, for someone I shouldn't be having them for. Don't worry it's not Jake, he's my brother! But someone else from my past...not KC. So, by process of elimination, it's...Eli.
I know it's wrong, and we broke up because he was pretty much obsessed with me, but he's bipolar. I think I could give him a second chance, but what would he want with me?I rejected him, after we had been through so much together. His hoarding, my parents divorce, Fitz. I have been feeling incredibly guilty lately, and I can't stop thinking about him. My mind just keeps drifting back to when we were dating-the good times. I miss him so much!
Truthfully, I never really let go of my feelings for Eli, I just tried to cover them up with my feeling for Jake. I never felt the way I did with Jake as I did with Eli. He was my everything and I lost him. He would never want to see me again, and I don't blame him, I'm a terrible person. I want to give our relationship a second chance, but I can't imagine that Eli would even want to.
I need to talk to Alli, I'll see what she thinks of all this...