Jealous
I was going to make this a serious fic when I started, but then I realized I simply wasn't in the mood.
(revised 2008.5.14 - I finally decided to fix the gender that I had mixed up. XD)
x Jealous
Fuji was jealous.
Oh he knew his boyfriend loved him well enough. At least enough to invite him over at least once every week. They had their little disputes (with the seme/uke one being the longest) but is all worked out after a few days.
But Fuji could not convince his lover to get rid of him. He had glared, threatened, pleaded, begged, but his lover simply thought he was being possessive. As if Fuji would be so fickle.
Fuji simply didn't like being cheated on.
Fuji hated seeing his boyfriend checking on him everyday to make sure he was doing okay. (Fuji also noticed the glances his lover sent him, glances that Fuji never received.)
Fuji hated seeing him suck up to his boyfriend so transparently, his intentions obvious. (Fuji also noticed that his boyfriend fell for it every time.)
Fuji hated seeing his lover's face light up when he saw him, when Fuji had to work so hard for even a small real smile on his face. (And the lengths that Fuji went to were nothing to laugh at.)
Fuji hated seeing his lover showering him with small gifts, doting on his every whim. (Fuji also noticed that he, Fuji, almost never got any gift from him.)
And above all, Fuji hated knowing that when he wasn't in his lover's bed, he was there taking his place. (Or was it the other way around?)
But all Fuji could do was smile and bear it.
Sometimes, while daydreaming, Fuji washed that he and him could switch places just for on day, so that he could be the one making his boyfriend's face light up, the one being doted on, the one sleeping with his lover every other day of the week.
And then Fuji would wake up and think about how awkward being a cat for a day would be.
x owari
Thank you for reading! Reviews (flames included) would be greatly appreciated. -awinchan