Hi guys, here is just a short story I made up after seeing PLL's 4x07, it is based on Ezria's relationship and some recent happenings on the show. Hope you like it ! xoxo
P.s. I do not own any of the characters
Things just got totally messed up.
And with that I don't mean things like my room being a complete mess or my clothing being all dirty. But real things, like Hanna's mom being in jail, Emily's house being crashed by some mysterious car, Spencer's sister being married to Ali's potential murder.. Mike being accused of ruining Connor's car, the rumour (I still call it like that, even though it is true) of Ezra and me sleeping together and the weird situation of me and Ezra.
I know that things won't be solved by it, but all I need right now is someone saying that everything will be alright. That I don't have to be afraid. To comfort me. That someone being Ezra.
Every time I pass by his classroom I look through the window. Each time being totally confused about our situation. I wasn't used to this. Ever since he started teaching, we had been seeing each other secretly, in his classroom too. Now it just seemed to be an empty space. It was too empty for me, for us.
It felt good to be single, to be free. But at times I felt alone too. And I hate feeling alone.
It is good though, to experience these feelings since I have never been completely single in high school, or middle school, or ever actually.
I was growing older, more mature. I felt different, different feelings. It became clear to me that I needed space, but on the other hand a person to take care of me.
That is why I liked Jake, things weren't complicated. But though I still loved Ezra, I had fallen in love with him and never fallen out of it. I did feel something for Jake, he is handsome, sportive, smart, he knew what I felt. But I missed the comfortable feeling I had with Ezra. No, not comfortable. It was.. I don't know, I can't explain.
We were just used to each other, knew what to expect, that made things way easier.
But at the same time, that was the only thing to be easy in our relationship. He had a son, a manipulative mother, an ex that hated me, he is my teacher. I had a father that didn't accept our relationship, I was his student. And a stalker that made things even worse.