Hey guys :D

I decided to write story with tragedy, even though I don't really know what triggered me to do it

Anyway, here is the first chapter


Chapter Number 1

Happening All Over Again

That was another day at the Yorozuya, except the fact that Kagura didn't felt way this day

"Gin-san, why won't we go check a doctor?" Shinpachi was worried about Kagura, and wanted to be sure that she will be alright

"Do not worry Pattsuan, give her strawberry milk and it will solve everything"

Of course Gintoki was more interested about the new JUMP issue compared to the sick Kagura

"It's alright Shinpachi, I always fine" Kagura faked a smile and pretended she is alright

She stood up and headed towards the door, but she fell from lack of power and coughed blood

"Gin-san!"


Shinpachi and Gintoki entered the Shinsegumi with blank expression

"Yorozuya!" Kondo noticed that they are coming and hurried to them "What bring you here?"

Shinpachi shed a tear, Gintoki noticed it and decided to break the silence

"We would like to say it to the other two tax robbers as well"

The confused Kondo guided them to the room that Hijikata and Sougo, and offered them to sit. Shinpachi and Gintoki accepted the offer and sat down

"What happened danna?"

"The doctors discovered an advanced lung disease in Kagura, and…she doesn't have much time to live"

Everyone's eyes widened from the shock, especially Sougo's. it's happening all over again, his sister, and now Kagura. Why the fate is so cruel to him?

Sougo shed tears, and Shinpachi find it weird

"Okita-san, I didn't know that Kagura-chan was important to you… well it's just that you fight every time you see each other and…"

"It's not that Shinpachi-kun" Kondo interrupted him "His sister Mitsuba died from a lung disease…"

Shinpachi felt sorry for bringing this again, but he and Gintoki wanted to inform them too

"Sorry, Okita-san…"

Sougo stood up and went to his room. He wanted to be alone

Even though he hated her, and considered her to his rival, he always found it fun to tease her and fight her. Even after his sister died, he had a place to comfort himself when he was with her. Now what? Its like the fate is taking from him everything.

"Oi Sougo, we are going to visit her in the hospital, are you coming?" Hijikata lit a cigarette and invited him to come along

Sougo turned around and faced him, not sure what to answer

"Sougo, it will be good for you to come…"

Sougo nodded and decided to join


Everyone entered her room in the hospital and her eyes widened from shock of seeing that even the baka trio from the shinsegumi came, even the sadist came. She smiled a big smile, her eyes were shining. It looked so…fake…

Sougo noticed it, but it seemed like he was the only one to notice.

"Shall we visit her in turns?" Shinpachi offered, and everybody agreed

Sougo was chosen to be the last one to visit her. He wasn't sure if they decided it because he and Kagura hate each other so much, or because his sister


"Sougo, come in" Kondo got out of the room and said

Sougo entered the room, and Kagura's fake smile turned into a frown

"So it's you now huh?"

"You know how it is china, the best for last"

Sougo noticed the chair that was beside her bed, and sat

"You don't have to stay sadist, actually you better go, I don't want to see you"

"Why?"

"What do you mean why?"

"Why are you faking that you happy?"

Her face turned blank. It was like her eyes were staring into the space. She didn't know what to answer, and why from all the people it was the sadist who noticed it?

Sougo turned his face, so he won't see Kagura's face. "It's okay to cry now idiot"

Kagura started to sob, and tightened the blanket to her hands. "I don't want to die… not yet…sadist…"

She cried and cried, and Sougo remained silent


"Sougo, it's your turn in patrolling" Kondo got back to the shinsegumi and said to Sougo

"Yay" he said with his deadpan voice, grabbed his katana and went out

In regular day of patrolling, he would slack of to the park and have a duel with Kagura. But from now on, it will be just boring walking around the city.

Sougo realized that he is near Edo's hospital, although he didn't know what the hell brought him to this place. But then he didn't want to go back all the way, and decided already to check Kagura's condition. He got to her room and noticed that she is sleeping, and her eyes are all swollen from crying from yesterday are gone. He sat on the chair and put his hands and head on her bed, staring at her sleeping

What am I even doing here? Hethought and scanned her face. Her orange hair, that was no longer in buns. Her soft light skin and her big blue eyes… wait… her big blue eyes? Sougo realized that Kagura woke up, and jumped for a second

"What are doing sadist?"

"Checking if you are alive"

Kagura frowned, but she seemed to remember something and blushed

"Thank you, for yesterday…" she said it quietly, and Sougo smirked

"Heh china? Did you say something?"

"Forget it sadist, I won't repeat it"

She looked up to the ceiling, looking somewhat hopeless

"You know… its sucks ass to die in this disgusting place. They won't even let me go out of this room!"

A good idea crossed into Sougo's mind

"China, wait here"

"It's not like I have any choice"

Sougo went to the corridor, and grabbed a wheelchair and sneaked it into Kagura's room

"How about we sneak out?" he smirked, and Kagura smirked too

Sougo grabbed Kagura, and lifted her 'princess like', and he noticed her fragile body in her current condition

He placed her in the wheelchair, and grabbed the handles

"China, you better to be prepared because I will do it super fast"

Before Kagura could even realize what is he talking about, he drove her in a flash speed, which made the people they past, thinking it was wind. It was like rollercoaster, scary, but very fun. Kagura didn't enjoyed so much for a long time.

She felt the speed slowing down, and realized they were in the hospital's garden. The garden was filled with beautiful flowers, and butterflies were filling the place. Kagura's eyes shined with the place

"So pretty…"

Sougo noticed that she is finally happy, and she is actually happy. He found a bench and sat on it, placing the wheelchair with Kagura sitting on it besides him. They remained silent and enjoyed the view

"You know…" Sougo decided to break the silence. "My sister Mitsuba, also died from lung disease"

Kagura looked at him shocked, he never told her that, or anything personal at all. Even in the Rokkaku incident, even both were trapped, he didn't say to her anything that happened in that incident

"I'm sorry…"

"For what? It's not your fault anyway"

Kagura looked at his face, his face that could break any second and start crying

"Sadist… there is something I want to tell you…"

"Hmm?" The confused Sougo looked at her, and noticed that behind her Shinpachi is running with worried face

"Kagura-chan!"

"Shit" Sougo stood up and started running, before he could even hear what Kagura wants to say to him. But he is sure, that he will visit her again


"Sougo, it's your turn in patrolling" Kondo said to him

Sougo grabbed his katana, and walked with a smile to the exit

"Did he ever smiled like that from patrolling?" Kondo mumbled to himself


Well, it was the first chapter!

I'm going to do something like 3 or 4 chapters to the story, and I hope you liked the first chapter ^^