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Chapter 1: My Carlisle

Esme's POV

Sitting in the comfy chair in Carlisle's office had always offered me peace. And at a time like this there was no better peace than now. I was hugging my legs to my chest. It was the perfect way to look like I was thinking when I was really staring at my incredible was facing me sitting at his desk, filling out forms for the hospital. The hospital was his life and it was a job that made him happy. Sometimes he spent days there, but I knew that helping other people was what he did. I would never make him feel guilty not spending time with me when there were lives to save. I could hear the scratching of his pen when he signed his name. I know he had signed his name so many times that I was sure that he knew every moment off by heart. He made it look like one fluid moment. Dr. Carlisle Cullen MD. It had a ring to it. Sometimes I could hear a faint little chuckle from him. While he would be rustling the papers. He was probably remembering a cute little girl that had Cancer that he helped. His heart was so huge. I couldn't believe that such an amazing man was mine.

Carlisle was my never ending heaven. I would do anything for that man. And it wasn't just because I loved him with everything I had, it was because he saved me that day so long ago. The day that I tried to end my life. I wanted to jump off that cliff and end it all. I would never be able to live without my baby boy. He had just died earlier that day. So why not end it all so that I would have to feel the pain of not having the only thing that truly loved me for me?

What I didn't know was that soon my saviour would actually come and save me. With one touch of his lips I was his forever. It would always come back to me. I still get a sense of being home when his lips touch my neck. Carlisle has told me the story of how he changed me so many times that I know every word of it and could recite it.

I knew one thing right now and that was that I had to touch him right now. There were things that he did to me without even having to say a word. Seeing him with that slight grin on his face made me want him completely. There were also these certain looks he had that reduced me to nothing. We had this love that was just on another level from the others. It was like we were one person. Our hearts were melted into one.

I got up slowly from my chair and went over to him slowly, I took my index finger and lightly dragged it along the desk. Carlisle slowly looked up at me from what he was doing and asked, "Esme, my love, I love you so much. Why don't you come here this instant."In one fluid moment he grabbed me and set me on his lap. I put my hand on his cheeks and looked him in the eyes. I put my lips to his and gently kissed him. A smile came to his face, one that I had seen so many times before. The one that I loved.

"Carlisle, can you take some time off of work? I would love to go to Isle Esme with you." I said to him while I played with his hair.

With a low growl he answered, "You know I can't resist anything you say when you ask me like that. And also while playing with my hair. That seals the deal. We will leave tomorrow afternoon when I've tied up loose ends."

"There are only two names I'll be calling on our trip. Yours and God's." I said with a smile.

"Perfect." Carlisle said with a cocky smile.