I know some people hate it when we post these pleas for help and I try not to do it often but I am in need of some assistance finding a story.
It is a Bella/Jasper story.
Bella is a bartender who works only because she wants to. She is remodeling a log cabin from the ground up. Something happens to Bella and she can't die. An abusive ex finds her and she ends up killing him after having her throat cut.