Stay with me
She came running to the gate, tears streaming down her face. He wanted to run to her but Ravens weight was pressed down on him. He sat in silence holding the girl who had lost the only person she had. Finn was her family, he had Octavia, Clarke had her mum but now she had no one.
However his eyes were still locked on Clarke, even with Raven. She stood at the gate while some guard, Bellamy thought it was Nathan but he was to far away to be sure, opened it to let her in. She slipped past the guard and ran to the ark.
Abby who was standing near Bellamy also ran to the ark, she caught Clarke just before she reached the entrance. She reached for Clarke's arm but her daughter moved out of her reach. She tried again to reach her but this time a loud "NO!" Escaped Clarke's lips. Her daughter looked at her and the glare she gave Abby was frightening.
"Get off me."
The blonde said under her breath. Abby stepped back and Clarke entered the ark.
A man with blonde hair and bright blue eyes came up behind Bellamy and Raven. Bellamy had seen him around the camp talking to Raven before, 'this must be Wick' he thought to himself.
"Raven?"
Wick questioned sitting down on her right hand side. Raven turned to him and her weight was lifted from Bellamy and instead placed on Wick as she burrowed her head into his chest. He lifted his arms cautiously and placed one around her shoulders and the other arm around her waist.
"I'm sorry."
He said into her hair, which made her cry even more.
Bellamy rose to his feet weary and shaky, but he couldn't think about himself, not when he knew Clarke was near breaking point or even past breaking point completely. He walked slowly to the large door of the ark. Abby caught his eye, she was bent over with her head in her hands. He walked to her and placed a hand on her shoulder, she was startled and looked up at the boy, who she thought knew her daughter better than she did. She tried to smile but she was in shock.
"Bellamy..."
She paused not knowing what to say. He looked down at Clarke's mother
"She did what needed to be done. If she hadn't he would have suffered."
Abby looked to the boy, finding it unbelievable that after his friend had died it was him that was trying to comfort her. She smiled and placed her hand over his,
"Thank you Bellamy. It's just..."
She paused looking at her the ground while she straightened up,
"I feel like I don't even know her anymore."
She said tears coming to her eyes.
"Abby the ground changed us, who we are and who we need to be to survive are two very different things, she knows that. She's the strongest person I know, she will get through this."
Abby looked to the boy, he shot Jaha, got on the drop ship to save his sister, saved Clarke multiple times from what she had heard and had lead 100 teenagers. This boy was a boy no longer.
"Thank you,"
she repeated,
"Clarke said you give inspiring speeches."
Normally he would have smiled at this, but it didn't feel right to smile. Not when Finn was tied to a post dead.
He walked towards the door but Abby grabbed his arm,
"She doesn't want to see anyone."
Abby looked distraught that she couldn't help her daughter.
"She might not want to see anyone, but she can't do this by herself."
He added. Abby let go of his arm
"You're right."
She said as she entered the drop ship. She hadn't been in the ship a minute before Bellamy heard Clarke scream
"OUT NOW!"
Abby came out of the ark with tears in her eyes.
'Here goes nothing' Bellamy thought. He went to enter the ark, but turned when he heard a sigh. It was Abby, it didn't really matter what she said he was going to see her daughter, but Abby only nodded.
"The kitchen area."
She added informing him where her daughter was.
Bellamy walked down the corridor and entered the third door on his right. He looked around the kitchen and saw Clarke hunched in the corner with a bowl of water, that was stained red with blood.
"Mum I said get out."
It was a harsh tone, she said the words while keeping her back to the door.
"Clarke."
He almost whispered. She turned slowly tears welling in her eyes again.
"Bell-"
She broke of and the tears poured down her face. He rushed to her side not knowing what to do. Bellamy sat on the other side of the bowl, Clarke looked away from him and down to her hands, she kept scrubbing and scrubbing and scrubbing. Bellamy took her hands from the bowl, he knew what she was doing he did the same after shooting Jaha and killing Dax. It felt like the blood was forever soaked into his hands.
She tried to struggle against his hold but after 15 or 20 seconds she stopped. She looked at her hands like they were not supposed to be attached to her body.
"What have I done?"
She mumbled. She looked at Bellamy tears streaming down her face.
"What have I done?"
She asked meaning it to be rhetoric, but Bellamy answered anyway.
"You,"
He said moving the bowl of water with one hand while still holding Clarke's hand with the other,
"did the impossibly. You,"
He said moving so he was right in front of her,
"helped Finn, if you hadn't done it, the grounders would have made him suffer an unimaginable death. You,"
he said placing his hand on her cheek,
"set him free."
The whole time Clarke never took her eyes off Bellamy.
She moved towards him and wrapped her arms around his neck. He was unsure but returned her hug wrapping his arms around her waste. She buried her head into his neck and they sat in silence just hugging. He stroked her back and some how she ended up sitting to his right side.
After a few minutes she released him from the hug. "
"Bellamy, what am I going to do?"
Panic crossed her face. Clarke turned around so they were both facing the same way and leaned against Bellamy's frame. He placed his arm around her waist and her head fell to his shoulder.
"Survive."
He said simply.
"You're going to survive. You are the bravest person I know, not to mention the strongest. If anyone else had to go through this I don't think they'd survive but you are going to get through this. We have people to save from mount weather and I can't do it without you."
She placed her chin on his shoulder and he turned to look into her shining blue eyes.
"Jasper, Monty, Miller and the others need you. I need you."
She smiled at him before returning her head to his shoulder.
"Try to get some sleep."
He added.
"Can you stay with me? Plea-"
Bellamy cut her off
"You shouldn't have to ask."
He smiled
"I'm right here."
So I have one fan fiction on the go but it's really hard to write sometimes. I never thought I'd write a fanfic with them actually in their time and place if you know what I mean, like I thought I'd do modern stuff and change the situation like with my other one.
I decided not to make Clarke or Bellamy happy because even though Finn was a bit of an ass (sorry Finn people) she loved him and Bellamy was his friend. They're not going to be happy because he's just died, so I'm sorry. If I continue this (and that's a big if) don't be expecting anything from them anytime soon. Anyway this popped into my head today and got stuck so I decided it might be good to post.
I think it's more of a one shot thing but if you lovely people would like to see it continued I will try my best. Give me some ideas. And IF I do continue it don't expect regular updates :)
Also I'm awful with names and descriptions so sorry The isn't much speaking so it's in bold just to break it up a bit :) Reviews are always welcome