It was late at night. I couldn't sleep as I thought of my dreams, who I want to be. Amulet Heart, Amulet Spade, Amulet Clover and Amulet Diamond.
''When people realized their dreams, the roles of Shugo Chara will end and they disappear. However, they will always be watching over you…'' the founding king's words came through my mind.
Ran, Miki, Su and Dia… will they disappear if I became the person who I wanted to be? But will I ever make it? I yawned. My eyelids are getting heavier and soon, I fell asleep…
''Amu, wake up! Breakfast! '' I heard my mother's voice from the kitchen. I got up and prepared for school.
''Amu-chan! There is Physical Education later! We will be playing Basketball, right? '' Ran cheered.
''What's there to be so happy about it? I suck at sport. It's not like I enjoy it, either…and don't character –change with me! '' I dreaded. It's not like she will listen. I ate my breakfast quickly and walked to school.
Time went past quickly and school ended. I walked towards the Royal Garden.
My dreams, who I want to be… Sometimes I envy the people around me. The reason why I have four guardian characters is maybe because that I am hesitating and wavering. That is also the reason why Dia had turned into X-Dia last summer. But I'm glad that Dia came back to me. Hesitating and wavering might not be such a bad thing after all. Things are settled down now. Easter's case has been solved. Ikuto went to search for his father. Utau's concert was successful. We all knew Nagihiko is a boy… I don't blame him from hiding his gender secret from me. In fact, I am glad that he trusts us. Rima's parents divorced, I hope she can cheer up soon. The Guardians are there for her too… But I'm still lacking confidence in myself. Who am I? Why am I not somebody else? I sighed.
''Don't worry, Amu-chan!'' Miki said.
''We are here for you desu~ '' Su added.
''Those questions you asked yourself are the reason why we were born! It's a good thing, right, Amu-chan? '' Ran said positively. I am amazed by Ran's optimism. That's who I want to be, after all. I smiled.
''N-not really!'' I replied .
''Amu-chan's being stubborn again!'' Miki teased.
''Cool and spicy!'' Ran, Miki and Su said together.
''Shut up!'' I shouted.
I reached the Royal Garden, only to find that I was late. Tadase, Nagihiko, Yaya and Rima are discussing about hanging out tomorrow. It's a Saturday, so it will be fine. Maybe I could talk to Rima about my doubts…