chapter one

I'm going to see Jacob, He hasn't talked to me in weeks . Every time i call billy comes up with some bullshit excuse and I'm pissed ! Jacob promised he wouldn't hurt me well he is now and i wont take it . I pulled up to his house and waited in my car to see him . i rolled my window down , it was raining yet it was hot in my car for some reason the rain hitting me cooled me down only slightly i was still burning up I took my sweat shirt off so i was only wearing a blue tank top and my jeans . I would have gotten rid of those to if i could ."Bella , what are you doing here?" Jacob growled ."i came to see why the hell you have been ignoring me." i yelled frustrated . Jacobs eyes widened in surprise me yelling wasnt something that happened often . he quickly shook off his surprise . '' Bella , you need to leave ." he snarled giving me a fierce glare ,this wasnt anything like the Jacob I know jake never had a mean or angry bone in his body it shocked me

."Why!" I snapped looking him Jacob's attitude wasnt the only thing that had changed .Jacob had his shirt off , i couldn't judge him for that though i was so hot i was so glad it was not just me , therefore i could see he had a leaner more muscular body then he had weeks ago. "because i don't want you bella, I know why the leech left you now."he averted his eyes and ran off to the woods meeting sam and his little gang he left without giving another glance in my direction . i looked at where he had been for a moment then headed to my car breathing heavily in and out .

i sat there a few minutes then started the car and headed home ,I couldnt breathe i was half way home when i just had to pull over on the side of the road it was just so hot . I opened my car door and flung my self into the cold mud. tremors went through my body and i shook violently pain seared through me ,my bones hurt I couldn't take it I screamed in agony . the pain lasted for a few minutes then it was over and i felt great besides being weirdedout over what happened whatever happened now it was over and it was probably just stress so i climbed in my car and drove home luckily Charlie was gone so I didn't have to explain my appearance .but just incase he got home soon i hurried and took all the mud from me .while I was in the shower i thought of what Jacob said to me and honesty I hated him for it he had no right to say that to me i didn't have the patience for that anymore I refused to be that weak girl anymore i would be a new and improved Bella i wouldn't depended on people anymore .

okay guys sorry this is so short but there is much more to come this was only a taste so remember to read and review means alot :)