Unspoken Feelings-Kamichama Karin Oneshot Fanfic

Pairing: MicchixKarin

Disclaimer: I do not own Kamichama Karin, or any characters from Kamichama Karin

Note: This was written about a year ago. :'D I just haven't gotten around to uploading it~

Confused.

It was the only word she could seem to find to describe how she felt at that moment. She sat at her desk in class, having just given up trying to listen to the teacher. She felt her thoughts wash over her like a massive wave, coming down on her so hard that she didn't even have a chance to guard herself against them. The first question was quick to rise, taunting her with its perfect contradiction, being the simplest question with the most difficult answer.

Why?

She couldn't answer it, and wouldn't answer it, as it would contradict everything that she had told herself thus far. She knew that somewhere deep inside of her, the answer was there, but she was reluctant to let it come into the light. She didn't like the answer at all, but no matter what she did, it wouldn't go away.

Why was that smile so different today?

The question came at her in a more complete form. It brought her back to the beginning of her day, a day that had started so perfect until the wave of complications crashed down upon her. It was something so simple, yet just the thought of it made her feel dizzy.

He smiled at me.

But Michiru Nishikiori had smiled at her before. Today shouldn't have been any different than any of those other times, but she knew why it was. And she wasn't ever going to admit it to herself.

But I like Kirika.

That felt like a lie when she thought it. It had been true not too long ago, but now…. She didn't want to think about now. Or did she? Her head hurt just thinking about it.

You can't keep lying to yourself, Karin.

She hoped that wasn't true. Lying to herself was better than admitting what she knew was true, but somewhere inside of her, she was bursting to yell out the truth. She felt she couldn't take it any longer, and let the thought she had been keeping from herself wash over her.

I think I like Micchi.