Today, the weather was extremely cold and windy. This was pretty rare for Forks,Washington. It was always rainy,but never this cold. Perhaps the gods above presented this as a
challenge for me. A challenge to determine whether or not I deserved Edward Cullen. Edward Cullen remained one of the most beautiful creation of the gods. His piercing green
eyes and messy bronze hair brought me into a state of eternal fantasy where I never wanted to leave. We could have been so great together.I was made to fit into his arms where my head would rest against his slender yet muscular chest. I made it known to him before. I made sure he
knew how much I desired him. Too bad he's in love with Alice, his brother's girlfriend. Leave it to Edward Cullen to turn you down politely with sincere concern for my feelings. It still hurt rejected by the one that holds your affections. Worse, knowing he's in love with my best friend. Still,this never cease my impulse to want to get a glimpse of him everyday. Today, he's going Cherry Street Coffee House like he has for the past 's been going there for morning coffee and sometimes maybe a chocolate chip muffin.
I know because,well,by coincidence of course that I happen to be passing by to get coffee as well for the past he presented me a greeting in the form of 'hi' or 'how are you doing today'. The smile was there but I can still see the crease forming between his forehead. He still feels guilty for rejecting me. Oh,always so kind my shining knight. If anything this made me love him even more. Did I not mention that I loved this man? No? Well darn, I guess I should have started out with the most obvious fact. Nevertheless, today was a special day to him.
Evidently, Alice was back in . Perfect little sweet Alice is back in town. Can't hear the sincere tone in my words? Well, that's because there are none. "Charlie, I'm going out."
Charlie never understood how his face can be so easily read. His disapproval of his daughter going out this weather reminded me how much I loved him. His frown was evident. "In this weather? You'll get sick,Bells." Well, it never stopped me before.