A/N: I can't believe I am even writing a Victorious fic when I should be writing my first 10 pages of my TV show. This is insanity but here we go. I am also writing an iCarly "Someone like you". I have a couple of Victorious stories in my head. I guess I should start with this story, and then fast forward about 10 years or so into these kids lives and write more about what happened.
Secret Lives of Tori and Andre
Killing me Softly
Tori
He thinks he's over Jade huh? Why, I ask you, did he even fall for her? She is rude, crass, and plain scary. Why can't he see that I love him? He came to my house at three in the morning, and I listened to him cry for her. He cried for HER! I mean, why can't I have someone cry for me like that? The only boyfriend I had was cheating on me with Carly Shay, which I admit she is pretty cool, but am I really that unlovable?
I lay in bed staring up at the ceiling, my mind replaying the events of the night. I had just come off the Friday night stage with Andre. He had sung a song for Jade telling her how much he loved her, couldn't make up his mind about how much he loved her, then he left with some random chick and left me there alone.
God I'm tired of being relegated to just the friend. I don't want to be his friend. Andre and I are great together. I guess it is time I show him how great. I will tomorrow. I thought making a resolution right then and there.
I looked at my pear-pod alarm, and smiled. "Two thirty in the morning." I shot out of bed. He'd done this to me last week, this time it was my turn. I slipped on my bootie slippers, grabbed my Hello Kitty hoodie and pear-phone, and tiptoed down the hallway so I didn't wake Trina or my parents.
I hurried down the stairs and made a dash towards the door. I had to talk to Andre. I had to tell him I liked- no, loved him, no reservations. I opened my front door, and nearly ran into him. "Andre!"
He stood there in his pajama bottoms and white tee looking as wide-awake as I was. We stared at each other stunned for a moment, and then he reached out and pulled me towards him, crushing my lips against his. I thought I would melt right there as heat swept over my entire body. He had come to me, and I couldn't believe that for once we were both on the same wavelength. We were both willing to take that next step, without fear of killing our friendship. So I languished in those kisses. No words to spoil the mood. No thoughts of anything or anyone else but him.
Andre
I just wanted to be with her. I was about to text her to tell her that I wanted to start a group, just her and I, my band, and Cat. I needed an excuse to spend even more time with her than I already did. I realized after the concert that what I had felt for Jade was really just part of music. It had temporarily overtaken the feelings I had for Tori.
I had come to her with the Jade thing because I hated that Jade was on my mind so much more than she. The only reason I always had someone new on my arm was that I wouldn't look like some lovesick puppy around Tori. I mean, girls don't dig lovesick guys. I needed to be hard, so that she could eventually love me.
Then she opened the door before I could text her. She looked so hot in her pajamas and Hello Kitty hoodie; I couldn't help it. I wanted her so bad. I kissed her. Then she just sort of exhaled and wrapped herself around me. She seemed to melt into me a little. It made me so hard but I had to restrain myself. I pulled away "Hi," I whispered.
Tori smiled, "come to my room, it's a little more private, we won't be interrupted by anyone walking in."
"I don't know, I don't think it's a good Idea." I answered weakly as she pulled me up the stairs.
"I don't really want to talk Andre, and I really need to make up for some lost time." She whispered, as we walked quietly into her room. She came to me again kissing me deep and slow. Her fine little hands worked their way under my t-shirt. She took it off me and ran her hands along my chest. She moved to kiss me on my chest, and then looked up into my eyes.
What were we doing? By making up to lost time, what did she mean? She took off her hoodie and tank top, exposing the most perfect little nubile breasts I had ever seen. I reached out to cup one. I could feel her tremble beneath me. I put my mouth to it and her breath was shallow. She pulled me until we both fell onto her bed; me on top of her, the naked skin of our torsos touching, made my excitement even more pronounced. Oh god, she was not the first chick I had ever done anything with, but it felt like the first time.
At that moment I wondered if I was her first. I pulled back a little and whispered. "Have you ever?"
She looked a little ashamed and nodded. "Is that a problem?"
The first thought was, who was the fool that had her and let her go? But then again, this would mean that this could be less awkward than anticipated. I shook my head and set to work.
Tori
When he asked if I had been with anyone before, I instantly regretted having been with Steven. Especially after finding out he had cheated on me with Carly. I thought he would be the one, since I couldn't be with Andre, I figured I had found the sweetest guy in the world besides him. Oh, what a mistake. I wanted to forget Steven and remember this time as if it were my first.
He shook his head and I smiled. We finished undressing and he entered me, and I was not disappointed. It was way better than the first time. He filled me completely. He was entirely more satisfying.
When we were done, we kind of talked about a plan he had to make a band along with Cat. "That's a great idea."
"Yeah, I talked to Keenan Thompson. He said he had a friend that owned a label, and we should play for him next Friday at the concert. See if we could get some studio time."
I listen softly and ran my hand along his chest. "So we'll work out a set list with Cat tomorrow."
Andre looked at the alarm clock. It was four. "You mean later today?"
I smiled, "Yeah."
"Then maybe we can hang with everyone, and tell them all we're going out?" Andre asked kissing the top of my head.
I look up at him with a smile, "Are you asking me to be your girlfriend?"
"I think, the question is kind of a given now ain't it?" Andre answered. I laughed and wrapped myself around him. He turned a bit, and his hardness grazed my inner thigh. I found myself wanting him inside me again. I leaned forward and kissed him readjusting myself to guide him inside again.
We had a bit of a scare when in the throws of this round. Trina kind of sleepwalked into my room. We stayed stark still as she babbled something over my bed. My muscles twitched from him being inside, then his manhood started to convulse. Andre kind of squeaked and collapsed on top of me as I began to orgasm because of the surprise of Trina walking in on us, and the vibration in Andre. Finally Trina kind of passed out on my floor, and Andre and I laughed hysterically for about five minutes.
"I think I better go, before it's your parents coming through that door." Andre said giving me a kiss before sliding out of bed.
We began to get dressed. Andre's tee shirt was trapped under Trina. We tried to take it from her, but she only held on to it even tighter.
I walked with a shirtless Andre to our front door, and kissed him goodbye. What a great night. I smiled all the way back to bed. When I got back to my room, Trina had left. Andre's shirt was on the floor where she had lay, and I picked it up and smelled it. I decided to keep it as a memory of this night. I lingered in the smells of the night for a little while longer before I reached out and opened my window, then drifted off to sleep with a big smile.