Fell words etched

By a dagger piercing

Shape shifting as whispered words

Spoken in utter darkness

Piercing as blade cannot

Fingers threading down my neck

Vile, vulgar

I watch rendered helpless

As if bewitched, akin to one who love as a father

A still lingering shadow I have become

I look strong, a daughter of kings

Yet inside I crumble

Half believing evil words, spewed from a snake's mouth

I scream,

No sound issues.

Some days I dare to hope

Oft hope to be free

To die fighting with valor

Not within this cage

Others I lose myself in despair

Drowning

I'm a sister to the lonely darkness,

Forlorn, alone.

Darkness is all I now know

in the bitter watches of the night

Half spoken secrets uttered to enclosed walls

It was then I beheld him

Ranger, exile from the north

Hope of a dwindled race

Last of the line of Numenor

Veiling a royal beauty felt

Sternness akin to kings of old

a crown of wisdom on his brow

Beyond the measure of man

Our hope to banish the darkness laying siege

Became my struggling, gasping, hope

Love was kindled for the captain of men

Proud heir of kings

A song my heart sang

Yearning for a love not mine

A love I knew would tread no farther

I know not whether I loved

a shadow of a thought

Yet as I healed

I knew, I grew to love another

I knew of a love that healed,

Let my spirits free.