Disclaimer: Teen Wolf is not mine.
Warning: mentions Past attempted suicide and Angst.
Stiles was having a crappy night, everything wasn't working out. He tried, God he tried so hard but with no dent, nothing ever happened, he would never be loved and never be seen. He was a fragment of a footstep on existence. So he is silent like night, not even a whisper left his lips, why say word when they're never heard.
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"Are you crying?" Stiles whipped round to face his widow, furiously wiping away tears as Erica climbed into his bedroom.
"What do you want?"Stiles asked trying to hide the evidence that he was slowly breaking apart at the seams.
"There's too much shit happening around, for you to be acting like a baby Stilinski," Erica growled and Stiles snapped.
"What do you fucking know?" Erica flinched back her eyes dropping to ground
"Today's the day my mom died, so you know nothing," Stiles let tears drip down his face like there was nothing left to lose.
"Stiles," Erica started but flinched when Stiles hit a mug sending it crashing into the wall, glass littering the floor like falling leaves in autumn.
"I was my fault; she would be here if it wasn't for me," Stiles' knees gave out at the weight of the confession, he couldn't breathe his life was a lie and his mother's death was the start of it.
"It wasn't your fault," Erica said softly moving closer to the broken teen, which let out racking sobs making Erica flinch once more.
"You know when you asked years ago, how I got those scars on my arms," Stiles said weakly looking up at the werewolf in front of him. Erica gave a slow nod watching stiles pull up his sleeves, to view the faint scars on his arms.
"The night my mom died I tried to kill myself, I killed her so why shouldn't I die too; if it wasn't for me she wouldn't have been shot and died, she would be ok," Stiles let out a sigh and traced his fingers over the scars and Erica stepped forward.
"Derek loves you, you know I lied when I said he said you were pathetic," Erica whispered pushing stiles' fingers away and covering the scars from view with her hands
"Why would anyone love me?"Stiles murmured tears dripping down his face and landing in crystal splashes on her hands. Erica was about to answer when she felt her Alpha's presence. Erica got up leaving without hesitance; this was not for her to do. Derek needed to fix him and Erica knew he would.
Derek replaced Erica position pulling stiles attention to him.
"You are loved because you are beautiful, smart, kind, strong, amazing talented and so much more." Derek whispered kissing stiles' forehead and pulled the shaking Stiles into his arms
"I am so glad you didn't die, because I would have been searching my whole life for someone who wasn't there."
The End.