Disclaimer: I don't own Vampire Academy

(Rose's POV)

Well, today we went and seen Tasha. I know it sounds like loads of fun, I wish it where. I really want to hate her, but I don't think it is posible to. she is so nice, if only she would stop flirting with Dimitri. Doesn't she know it is never going to happen??

Lissa loves her, becasue she is absolutaly perfect. Why can't I be more like her?? Dimitri is always smiling around her, he acts so carefree. He smiles when he is with me, but it is nothing like how he is with Tasha. Why not be like that with me??

She offered to give Dimitri kids, if he would be her gaurdian. I want Dimitri with my whole body, heart, and soul. When she comes around and keeps offering the same thing over and over to him, I just want to kill her. I know how great of a chance this is, and he says no becasue of me, and I am glad he does. he is missing a great oppurtunity tho. She can give him children, and a happy life, and he has no chance of killing his charge. Well, with me, he could possibly get Lissa killed by not protecting her, but protecting me, and I can't give him children. Wow, I am hating Tasha more and more.

Why can I not hate her?? Why am I so jelly of her? I really don't like th Ozera family! There is Christian who is just a plain asshole, that is all I am saying about him, becasue I could go into a page long detail about him.........uuuggghhh.........I hate them!!!

Ohhh, Dimiti look at that, look at this. I swear thats is all she says. She has to have his attention at all times..

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Well, do you like it so far? i know this chapter is really short, but it is going to all be like journal entrys. Well, please review and tell me if you like it. If I get 2 reviews saying they like it I will continue it! Well, please review. I am sorry for and grammar issues. If you see any major mistakes please tell me, so that I can fix them.

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