This is mainly based off of the beginning of season 6's sanctuary. Okay so this is going to be a bit out of the order of the canon. So Mer gets in the elevator with Gary Clark instead of Christina and she's on her way to tell Derek she's pregnant. Also yes Reed and Alex have both been shot so yeah. There's going to be some dialogue from the show. I'm sure everyone already knows but I don't own Grey's it's owned by Shonda.


PREGNANT. She held the white stick in her hand and read it again. It still said the same thing PREGNANT. She, Meredith Grey, was pregnant. She was dealing with her mommy issues, pregnant. She was never having a moment to herself again, pregnant. She was never having a clean house again, pregnant. She was never having quiet again, pregnant. She was never going out drinking with her friends again, pregnant. She was having more commitment than she could imagine, pregnant. But nonetheless the biggest smile spread across her face. She hurried out of the bathroom trying to find her "person", Christina Yang.

She held up the pregnancy stick showing it off to Christina. Christina quickly responded "No freakin' way."

"Right?" she replied. "Oh, my god. O-okay. Um… were you trying to g-," Christina stammered.

"No. Total Accident. I used the thing," she said.

"Oh, so are we happy, uh about this? Or are we exercising our legal right to choose?" Christina asked tentatively. Meredith smiled placing her hand on her chest unable to put into words truly how happy she was.

Christina laughed saying, "Okay. All right. Congratulations, let's hug it out." The two friends hugged smiling and laughing.

"Okay." Meredith replied laughing.

"Oh, my god. Are you- are you- are you gonna tell him? Have you told him?" Christina questioned.

"No, I just found out" Meredith answered. Both their pagers beeped at the same time. Christina said it was Teddy, and Meredith said it was Derek.

"Well, are you gonna tell him now?" Christina asked.

"Yeah" Meredith said and paused for a second "How should I do it?"

"Just tell him where he proposed to you, he'll love it" Christina said.

"Yeah," Meredith said nodding, "I'm gonna go now." She turned around and walked away smiling.

"Hey, I hope it has his hair" Christina called out as she and Meredith walked away.

"Me, too" Meredith replied laughing. She made her way to the elevator. She felt as if light was radiating off of her. She was half expecting Alex to come up to her and ask her why she was bright and shiny but he never came. She pressed the button and was playing with test in her pocket. The door opened and she walked in quickly barely noticing the man in there, that was until he spoke.

The man said "Excuse me. Could you tell me where to find the chief?"

Meredith paused before replying "Well I'm paging him here so you could probably just talk to him then." Meredith took a deep breath before asking "Would you mind if I stopped the elevator for a second?"

"You can stop the elevator" the man said monotonously and asked "Why are you paging him here?"

"Oh" Meredith said laughing "I'm his wife and I'm pregnant and it's a long story but I'm going to tell him in this elevator."

"My wife and I never had any kids before she passed," he said looking out.

" Oh, I'm sorry for your loss. If I lost my husband it would be worse than dying." Meredith said mournfully, "I'm Dr. Grey by the way if you need anything else feel free to ask."

The man paused for a second taken aback, "Dr. Grey, like Lexie Grey?" He asked.

"Yes, she's my sister," Meredith replied confused that he was asking about that.

"She was on my wife's case as well as your husband, Dr. Shepherd." He said suddenly a thought popped into his head.

"Do you know Dr. Webber he was on my wife's case as well?"

"Yes, I do," Meredith said "He's the closest thing I have to a father." She didn't know why she was pouring her soul to this man, but it was probably the nerves.

"That's interesting, I'm Gary Clark by the way. I think you'll remember my name," the man said quietly and quickly added, "Congratulations on your child."

"Thank you," Meredith said confused, "I'm sorry I'm so nervous to tell him, but I think I'm going to page him now. It was really helpful having someone to talk to. This is our first kid so I have no idea what I am doing… Oh, god I'm sorry I'm rambling I do that when I'm nervous."

"Oh no it's fine" the man said as he was fingering something in his pocket. He had a change of plans but he knew this revenge would be better. He stared at Meredith as she was paging Dr. Shepherd. "Dr. Grey, I just thought of something you can do to help." He said cooly while pulling something out of his pocket in one swift motion.

"Yes?" Meredith said as she looked up staring into the barrel of a gun. She gulped trying to stay calm."W-what are you doing doing, Mr. Clark?"

"Getting my revenge." He practically growled as Meredith put her arms over her stomach shaking.

"W-why? W-what revenge?" Meredith cried slowly backing away. "Please don't kill me." she whispered.

"I came here today to kill Dr. Shepherd, your sister Dr. Grey, and Dr. Webber." He said fiddling with trigger "But I met you. You're the perfect victim. You are my eye for an eye. I kill you and I not only am I killing their wife, sister, and daughter, but I'm also killing their child, niece or nephew, and grandchild. It's the perfect revenge."

Meredith shook blinking back tears "Please" she pleaded "You don't have to do this!"

"It's either you or them" He snarled as he walked closer to her.

"Me! Take me, don't hurt them, please." She begged. He brought the gun up and fingered the trigger. "Wait!" she yelled stopping him "Please at least let me tell my husband I love him one more time. You got to tell your wife goodbye, please!"

Gary Clark's mind ran, this wouldn't hurt him, and if anything it would hurt Derek Shepherd more. "Fine" he said "but make it quick."

"Thank you" Meredith sobbed as she grabbed her phone pressing her first speed dial. The phone rang and rang until Meredith heard the robotic voice telling her to leave a message. She let out a sob, but waited for the beep to leave her final goodbyes. "Derek, I love you," she said her voice shaking on the verge of sobs "I need you to remember that I love you. I don't want you to blame yourself for this. Derek, this isn't your fault. Please let Lexie know that I love her too and not to blame herself either. And make sure Christina knows how much I love her. Okay? Please find love again, I will be waiting for you but you deserve a big happy family. I need you to be okay. I love you more than I can put it into words I have always loved you. I love you, Derek Shepherd," She said hanging up with tears streaming down her face. She turned to Gary Clark, and he pulled the trigger shooting her point blank in the chest. A deafening crack followed the exploding sound of the gunshot as her head hit the bar on the elevator wall. Her body hit the floor with a thud. Blood poured out covering the floor around her unconscious body.

Gary Clark stared down at her and saying "I always hated children," and shot her in the abdomen. He picked up her pager to finish paging Derek. He had to make sure Derek saw her. He grabbed Meredith's arms and started to pull her limp body. He pulled Meredith to where she was laying right in front of the doors and searched her pockets to find the pregnancy stick. Once he found he placed it by her hand, and restarted the elevator hitting the button for the floor below the one Meredith had pressed. The doors opened to a entryway filled with people. There were some nurses waiting for the elevator. Anger filled him. They would ruin his plan. They would find her and call for help. He opened fire. Derek Shepard had to be the one to find his wife. He had to feel that pain. He through the entryway he heard screams as people ran away from him and his tirade. 'Of course they were scared of him,' he thought 'they aren't afraid of the doctors because they hide their killing. They're in a hospital what can they expect besides death.'

Derek Shepherd waited anxiously outside the elevator. He heard the elevator bell ding. He chuckled, smiling at the thought of his wife's embrace. "Meredith Grey, this better be important! You took me away from some very interesting paperwork." He said laughing as the elevator doors opened. The second they opened his laugh stopped and his smile dropped. He stared at his wife, the love of his life, lying on the elevator floor in a pool of blood. "Mer!" He said his voice breaking as he ran into the elevator pressing the button for the OR floor. He picked up her limp body and held it close to him as he sobbed. "What happened?" He begged as he pushed her hair out of her face. "Meredith. Meredith. Meredith! MEREDITH!" he said to her trying to get her to wake up. "Meredith, you're in shock. It's alright. Tell me what happened. Meredith, please. It's okay, you're okay." She slowly opened her eyes as he spoke. She stared forward her eyes unfocusing trying to find him. Blood seeped out of her mouth as she opened it. She sputtered and choked trying to say something to him. "D-d-ddeemmm" She said choking. "Meredith. shhh. It's okay, I got you. You're okay." he said as he set her back down.
She stared upwards her eyes becoming more and more unfocused. Her eyes rolled back in her head and she suddenly started seizing.
"Meredith!" He screamed as he rolled her on her side. "Oh god Meredith" He sprung into doctor mode. He searched his pockets for his pager with one hand as he held her with the other "I'm going to page someone it's going to be okay. Goddamnit! Where is it!" He gave up and searched for her pager. He found it in a pool of her blood next to a pregnancy stick. He picked up both of them. As he paged Bailey, Teddy, Hunt, Christina, Lexie, and Mark to the OR floor he looked at the pregnancy stick. One word stared back at him. A word that would normally make him ecstatic. PREGNANT. He looked at his wife seizing on the ground tears streaming down his face. All he could do was wait: wait for the elevator to stop, wait for her to stop seizing. *

Okay I hope that wasn't that bad. Please Review