An Insane Touch
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a/n: hey everyone thank you for reading this fic. This is another combined story with me and my partner Haru'srooster. If you don't know I'm sorry to say but this fic. Will be replacing Bitter Sweet Seduction. I was having troubles with it. I really hope you all enjoy this one. It's going to have a lot of problems and drama. By the way, I'm expecting this chapter to be pretty long.
Disclaimer: we do not own Fruits Basket. I can't wait for the next Furuba book! Go 19th volume!!
Name: Honda, Tohru
Age: 16-17
Height: 156.7
Weight: 46 Km
blood type: o
Disorder: Clinical Depression, a major depressive disorder, a clinical term for a state of intense sadness, melancholia, or despair that has advanced to the point of being disruptive to an individual's social functioning and/ or activities of daily living.
The thick, humid summer breeze flew into Tohru's pale cheeks as the car continued its journey to her prison. She had rolled down the tinted window, afraid that she might not be able to feel the summer whenever she pleased. She imagined she would be spending most of her days inside a room, staring out the only window they provided for her. It scared Tohru to death. The feeling of loneliness, feeling of being trapped and isolated.
"Almost there Tohru." Came the only reassuring voice in the car. Uo had cut her hair short again. Boy short, but she was still as beautiful as ever. Tohru sighed as she got the last long looks of her friend.
Tohru turned her head again to look out the window. She watched as the green scenery buzzed by. Her fingers clenched the small picture frame she held in her lap. A picture very dear to her. A picture, of her mother.
It hasn't even been a year since Kyoko died but Tohru was able to smile. Till now. She felt she might not be able to smile again. what am I thinking! I have to smile, or else Uo will worry, and so will mom, I have to keep my spirits up! Tohru encouraged herself.
"I'll visit every chance I get! I'll even walk here if I have to." Uo vowed. Tohru shook her head and smiled gratefully.
"Uo-chan, you know I can't let you do that. It's already an hour away by car. How about you call me everyday!" Tohru reached into her purse and pulled out a pink cell phone with a kitty chain connected to it. "See, I have my cell." Tohru smiled.
Uo couldn't help but beam back. "I'm really gonna miss ya girl. If anyone bothers you give me a holler and I'll rough em' up!" Uo raised her fist and shook it menacingly. Tohru laughed.
"I love you Uo-chan!" Her arms wrapped around Uo's waist tightly. The blonde began to pet Tohru on the head. Tears wanted to fall so badly from Tohru's chocolate eyes, but she knew, that would just tear Uo to pieces.
"I love you too Tohru." Suddenly they pulled up in front of a huge charcoal black, iron gate. And through those gates, was her jail. It was enormous and looked like an ancient castle. "Holy-" Uo caught herself.
Tohru released her friend and stuck her head out of the window, like a dog. She let out a nervous breath as she watched two people in white over coats walk down the steps to the entrance. The black gates opened and the car pulled up onto the nice gravel that covered the courtyard.
"You must be Tohru-kun." Came a soft voice. It was a girl in all white. She had shoulder length, brown hair and brown eyes. "I'm Kagura." She bowed.
"I'm Hatori." A tall, very refined looking man said as he bowed. He had black hair with bangs that covered his left eye.
"Pleasure to meet you both. I'm Tohru Honda." Tohru stepped out of the car and bowed. Uo followed.
"Yo, I'm Arisa Uotani, Tohru's friend." She said as she ran her fingers through her blonde tendrils. The driver popped open the trunk and started to unload the luggage. Tohru freaked, noticing she was being rude to make the man deal with her bags so she ran to the end of the car and took her things for him.
She then handed the man some money for her ride here. "I'll pay the rest when I get back to Tokyo." Uo told her friend.
"A-are you sure?" Tohru fiddled with her wallet, stumbling to put her change back in the coin pocket. Uo nodded and noogied Tohru on the head.
"Be a good girl. Call me sometime Kay? Don't make me worry." Uo smiled as Tohru grabbed her and pulled her into a long wanted embrace.
"I'll miss you. And don't worry, I'll call you every chance I get." They hugged for another minute before saying their goodbyes. Tohru watched as her friend got into the cab and departed out of the courtyard and down the road. Disappearing.
Don't cry, don't you dare cry now. I have to keep strong, I just have to. Tohru stayed strong, though she wanted to fall to the ground and sob so badly. She practically yearned for it.
"Come on. Time to get inside." The shy girl named Kagura spoke as she took one of Tohru's bags. "I'll help you with this."
"Oh you really, you don't have to I can-" Kagura waved her words away and started up the marble stairs that led to double doors. Tohru got her last glimpse and last feel of summer as she walked reluctantly into her new home.
It was cold inside the castle like hospital. Because Tohru was wearing a sun dress, her legs and arms were exposed to the frozen air, she shivered.
Everything was white. The walls, the stairs, the ceiling, floor, and the clothes. All the nurses wore white cloaks and caps. The doctors wore their white over coats and the guards wore white pants and white shirts with white gloves. Everything…white. Tohru sat her bags on the floor while Kagura checked her in.
Tohru walked curiously over to the middle of the lobby and there were long, spinning stairs. They curved nicely and stretched up for about three stories. Absolutely amazing how big this place was. She turned her gaze to the two sets of elevators across the hall, then she noticed the silver table with wheels that had trays with lots of tiny little cups on it.
Ping-pong - - "Paging Doctor Momiji to his office- -I repeat, paging Doctor Momiji to his office, thank you that is all."' Tohru looked up at the ceiling where the woman's voice came from.
"Doctor Momiji?" Tohru asked herself aloud.
"Yes, he's the physical therapist here at Jade Cross," came Kagura's soft voice. "You're all checked in. I'll show you to your room now if you'd like."
"Oh, thank you Kagura-chan" Tohru bowed her head and smiled. Kagura couldn't help but smile back. Tohru picked up her suitcases and followed the girl up the winding stairs to the second floor. And guess what…more white! The whole second floor was the same color as before. Most of the bedroom doors they passed were closed, a few were cracked open.
Tohru could hear the hum of low music being played from a stereo, she heard the laughter from a television set. Pages turning in a book. But other wise…it was very quiet.
Tohru's brown gaze suddenly met with eyes of garnet. It was a handsome looking boy. His skin lightly tanned and orange hair covered his head. He wore a scowl that made him terrifying but at the same time almost…irresistible. Did I just think a boy was- - irresistible?! Tohru laughed awkwardly and suddenly noticed the light blush on Kagura's cheeks, which only appeared there after they had passed the orange haired boy.
"Do you…like that boy Kagura-chan?" Tohru asked bluntly. Kagura flinched, but didn't answer. They stopped three doors down from the scowling kid and she placed the key in the lock. The tumblers clicked and released as the door unlocked, the hallway echoed the sound.
"209, this is where you'll be rooming." Tohru stepped inside and saw two beds, a middle table in between the beds with a lamp, two dressers, two desks and one window. But it was a middle sized window, not a tiny one she imagined. "Your roommate isn't in right now but please, make yourself at home."
Kagura turned to leave. "Wait…what do I do when I'm done setting up?" Tohru asked.
"Either they'll page your name or a nurse will come get you. Please, do not wander around." Kagura bowed and shut the door. Immediately Tohru ran to it and opened it again. Letting the cool air rush in to the room.
Tohru walked back to her bed and sat down. For a minute she sat and stared at her roommate's things. The bed had a red comforter and black pillows. A small stuffed cow sat on the bed as well. On the middle table was an alarm clock and a book with the title, My Cow Lover. On the desk was a laptop, more books, cds, and some candles.
"Hmm, by the looks of it, she likes cows, music, reading, and candles." Tohru smiled. "Sounds like a sweet girl." (ha yeah sweet…pff, oh sorry I'm foreshadowing- - I think)
Tohru sighed and started to unpack.
After not even an hour she had all her things set up, including all her clothes put away, her computer and stereo plugged in, and her desk and bed were made. Her comforter was big and fluffy with strawberries, her pillows a matching red. Her stereo was on the floor next to the bed, her cds stacked next to that. Her desk held her Computer, a few vanilla scented candles and some of her own books. She also hung up a couple of posters on her walls. One was a poster of a famous band and the other was of a famous anime, Mogeta. Her clock was on the middle table. And next to her clock was her mom, happy and smiling. "Look mom, everything's all in place."
Ping- pong - - 'Paging Tohru Honda to the main Lobby, I repeat, paging Tohru Honda to the main lobby. Thank you that is all.'
"That's me." Tohru said to herself. She picked up her mom and trotted from the room. Nervously she walked down the hall to the stairs. A few patients were walking around. She watched as people in white passed. "Okay, let's go mom." She carefully stepped down each step until she reached the second to last one, where her foot stuck to the stair and she fell on her face. A ripping sound echoed as she fell to her knees.
The people walking by couldn't help but snicker, a few actually laughed out loud and pointed. Hatori ran to her and helped her up. "You alright?" He fought back a smirk.
"Um- I think my dress ripped." Tohru's face flushed lightly. A huge hole had been torn into the butt area of her nice sun gown.
"We can sew that-" A sudden burst of laughter tore through the air. Hatori's serene expression turned to a scowl. He sighed and turned his head, Tohru followed the laughter to it's source. He was almost as tall as Hatori and had jet black hair, a little shorter than Hatori's. He was very handsome but he seemed smug.
"Ahahahaha- cute panties!!" yelled the man. Tohru's face was now completely red as she noticed three very cute boys, one of them being the orange haired one from earlier, were looking. Other nurses and patients were snickering as well. "Ahahaha!"
A frustrated sigh came from Hatori. "Are you finished Shigure?"
"I see London I see France I see Tohru's underpants!" Shigure sang. Tohru's whole body now flushed. "Okay, now I'm done." He was suddenly composed and in control. Hatori rolled his eyes.
"My apologies Honda-kun, this is my idiot cousin, Shigure." Hatori explained as he took off his over coat and wrapped it around Tohru, conveniently covering the whole. Tohru noticed the boys had gone and so did the other on lookers. Shigure bowed.
"I'm your psychotherapist." Shigure stated.
"N-nice to meet you." She bowed.
"Shigure, don't you have somewhere else to be, other people to annoy?" Hatori asked coldly as he pinched the bridge of his nose.
"Oh, don't be mean Haa-san I know you're just upset cus we haven't seen much of each other lately. Don't worry, I'll see you tonight my love!"
"Don't count on it." Hatori mumbled, but Shigure didn't hear him, he was already skipping down the hall. Hatori sighed. "Come along, we have things to do and little time." Tohru followed Hatori into the elevator. He pushed the number 3 and up it went. Slowly, passing every floor it lightly dinged.
"What things do we have to do Hatori-san?" Tohru asked curiously, she also wanted to get the embarrassment out of her system. Her skin still felt heated. It was quiet for a moment.
"A check up. I'm the doctor here so we'll go through it like a regular day at your pediatrician. Then after that, I will give you your required clothes, your prescriptions, and other things." They made it to the third floor and the elevator doors slid open. "Follow me." He commanded quietly. She nodded and did as told.
The third floor was a bit darker than the others and it wasn't all white (for once) the floors were a nice carpeting, the walls painted a light blue. There were many rooms with doctors' names. There were also rooms for the nurses and guards.
Suddenly a loud shriek echoed through the halls. A blood curdling scream. It filled the entire estate, freezing Tohru in her tracks. Whatever made the screaming, sounded like it was in massive pain. It continued on its earsplitting wails. Tohru covered her ears. A bunch of nurses and guards darted past Tohru and Hatori, rushing to the far end of the hall and turning around the corner. A loud crash was heard and then silence. The scream had brought her to reality. Had I forgotten where I was?! Tohru wasn't in a home, a safe place. She was in an insane asylum, a mental hospital! That was- - scary.
Hatori's hand lightly clenched her shoulder. She looked up to meet his worried gaze. "Don't be afraid. The patient is fine. He really just tends to over react. Please-" He reached his hand into his office, letting her go first. Tohru walked in, Hatori shutting the door behind them. His office was carpeted and had a desk. Where his computer was and a single picture frame, but Tohru couldn't see who the frame held. Behind that, was three filing cabinets, large filing cabinets. Next to those was a bookshelf that reached the ceiling.
They walked through another door and into what looked more like an operating room. "Okay, sit on the table." He pointed to the high, silver table with paper sprawled across it. (like when you go to the Dr.'s office.) There were at least five beds in the room, a fridge, IV things, four metal cabinets, and a TV. Tohru hopped up onto the table, it was a little chilly. Hatori opened a metal cabinet, rummaging for a second he then pulled out a white, very thin patients gown. "Put these on. When you're done changing call for me." He opened the door and it shut behind him. Leaving Tohru alone.
She sighed politely and began to take her clothes off. What am I doing here? Getting examined by doctors, socializing with people who only wear white? And listening to horrible screams. I want to go home. I want to see Uo and Grandpa. Am I being- - selfish? Yeah, I need to be here, for my safety and my families' safety. So, look on the bright side! "Right!" She reassured herself. A small blush covered her cheeks. This gown is really thin.
She was finally all changed and Hatori came through the door, wearing a stethoscope and holding a thick file, which had her name on the tab. "Okay." He set the file down on the far desk and walked over to her. Though she was up on the table he was still taller than her. She suddenly got nervous. She usually had a female doctor. "This will feel cold but just bare with me."
Tohru nodded. Hatori placed the end pieces into his ears as he placed the icy cold stethoscope on her chest. "Ah!" Tohru squeaked at how cold it really was. Hatori hid a smile.
"Breathe in…" Tohru breathed in. "Breathe out…" Tohru blew a breath out. "One more time." He moved the scope to her back. She once again did as told. "Good, now if you will, please lie down on your back."
"um…okay." She gulped nervously. He wrapped the stethoscope back around his neck.
"I promise, I wouldn't hurt you, just checking the vitals." Hatori very lightly smiled. Tohru looked at him thoughtfully as he helped her lie back. He pressed lightly but firmly into her shoulders, down to her chest, stomach, bladder. Tohru held her breath as he skimmed by her sacred place. She let it out as he felt her thighs, her calves, ankles, and feet. "Alright, sit back up."
"Kay." She sat up. "You know Hatori-san, you look good when you smile." Tohru admitted. He froze and smiled to himself as he remembered a certain memory. Hatori turned around with a new tool. A tongue depressor and a light.
"Say 'aah'." She mimicked him. Opening her mouth wide and sticking her tongue out. He pressed the wooded depressor to her fleshy tongue, holding it down as he flashed the light in the back of her throat. "Good. Now hold there." He reached over next to her and picked up a swab. Carefully, he stuck it down her throat and swabbed some of her saliva. Tohru gagged and he pulled it out. She coughed for a second. "Sorry."
"No it's okay." She smiled as he tossed the depressor in the trash. "What's the swab for?" Tohru was curious.
"To check for any sickness, such as strep or tonsillitis." He answered simply. He brought over another light and some weird contraption that he used to look into her ears. Then he flashed the light in her eyes, watching the pupils react to the light. "I have to get a sample of your blood."
"Okay. That's fine." Tohru was brave, she really didn't mind needles. She watched as he went into the metal cabinet and pulled out a syringe and a rubber band looking thing. He tightly tied the rubber just above the bend in her arm. He then shoved the needle into the vein there in the bend and she stared as the syringe filled with the red liquid. "Ew."
"Heh, yeah it is kind of gross." He was quickly warming up to her. She reminded him of someone. He untied the rubber, wiped the puncture with a wet gauze, stuck a band-aid over it and helped her off the table. "All done."
"That was easy." She admitted.
"Oh wait." He handed her a light green, fluffy robe and some white slippers. "You have to wear these if you're going to the cafeteria, the lounge, or to see a doctor. Other wise you are allowed to wear your clothing."
"Hmm…okay thank you." She looked at the robe. at least it isn't white. Oh but the slippers are. Hehe.
"One more thing." He handed her the prescription papers and her ID card. "You give the papers to Shigure, and carry your ID everywhere you go."
"Okay." Tohru re-said what he said in her head to memorize better. "Goodnight Hatori-san."
"Goodnight Honda-kun." He watched her leave before returning to his desk. Tohru walked down the stairs. It was dark now and very quiet. It must be past curfew. The clock in the hallway said 12:00am. wow, I didn't know I took that long.
Tohru slowed her pace to her room when she heard something. It sounded like…moaning? And panting? The sound grew as she got closer to room 206. Isn't this that boy's room? She asked herself. A loud moan followed by a giggle, startled Tohru.
"Oh- Kyo, wait…ah!" It sounded like Kagura's voice! "Oh god, Kyo!" Tohru's thought to herself.. whatever they're doing…it sure sounds like they're having fun. (we know how slow our Tohru is XD) Kagura panted and breathed. Tohru heard more panting, but from someone else.
"Shut-up- Kagura, someone will hear and you'll- ah- - ruin it." the boy said between pants. Tohru wanted to step closer, to get a better listen but she tripped over the slipper she had accidentally dropped and pushed the cracked door open wide. Kagura squealed and gasped as Tohru fell to the ground, face flat.
Kyo sighed furiously. Tohru looked up and flushed bright red. There, in the bed, was Kagura naked with a boy, whom was also naked. Both were breathing heavy and sweaty (ding ding ding light finally went off!) "Omygawd!" Tohru squealed. "I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to I -I was walking- - and I tripped- and the d-door was opened so- I."
The boy and all his naked glory were only an inch from her now. Her heart raced as his hand stroked her face. "I'm sorry, please forgive me." Her eyes went wide as his lips smashed against hers. "mmf!" A sudden pain ached between her legs as she stared at his gorgeous features, his tanned muscles as they flexed.
His lips were so soft and warm. Tohru suddenly found herself enjoying the kiss. "Kyo! Stop it!" Kagura snapped Tohru back to life. She pushed the boy away from her.
"I'm really sorry. I didn't- mean- to intrude or anything." Tohru bowed. Fumbling clumsily as she picked up her slipper and clothes. She heatedly ran from the room and into hers. She slammed the door shut and heard it lock. Omygawd! I saw a naked boy, and and- - he kissed me! Omygawd!
"What the hell?!" Tohru jumped at the unexpected voice. She looked to the other bed and there, was a girl who looked a little older than Tohru with a pissed expression. She had long, jet black hair with piercing black eyes to match. "Who the fuck are you?"
"I'm sorry. I'm Tohru Honda." Tohru answered out of breath. "I just got back from a check up with Hatori-san and-"
"Shut-up I got it. Jeez." The girl rubbed her head as if she had a headache. "So, you're my roommate?" The girl asked, yawning. Tohru nodded. "Whatever. I'm tired now shut up and go to sleep." The girl rolled over so her back was to Tohru.
"Um…what's your-"
"Rin." The girl answered before Tohru could finish. Tohru smiled as she climbed into her bed. Goodnight Mom, Uo, and Grandpa…"goodnight Rin," she whispered quietly.
Thank you all so much for reading, I really do hope you liked it. I promise it'll get smuttier and sexier soon ; and crazier! Pleas R&R thank you bunchez XD