Drifting. She's drifting through the unseen air. Drifting far enough to be just out of my reach. Who is this girl? I can see her face but then it's gone, drifting, drifting away.
Why? Why is her brown hair always replaced with blond? Why? Why is her green eyes replaced with blue? Why? Why do I have to share a heart with Sora? Why does he get to chose who he loves and replace it with mine?
Sometimes I have dreams, dreams of her suffering, our hearts are connected I know they are. She suffers in her heart because I'm drifting too. I try, try with all my heart, MY heart, to stop drifting but I can't. I can't stop because even if I want to it's not my heart, it's his, always his.
Sometimes she realizes she's drifting and manages to stop. She comes to me, she's always so close but, of course she is replaced. Replaced by those blue eyes and blond hair.
No matter how much we love each other, it will never work out because I haven't got a heart, and you need a heart to fully love someone right?
Sharing a heart just isn't enough because Sora's love will always come first not mine. He loves Kairi and I must love Namine right? How can I? I didn't get to know her, so how could I?
But the girl, that girl with brown hair and green eyes, the one who always had sea salt ice cream, the one who really got to know me. The one I made sure to keep close to my heart. The one I most definitely loved.
Is always drifting, she's always drifting. Drifting, drifting away until I can't remember her face, her laugh, and her smile. All those things, all those important things just drift away. They just drift, drift away to the confines of my heart, MY heart, until I can't remember any more.
No more pretty eyes that seem to sparkle when she laughs, no more dazzling smiles when she sees you're around. Just blue eyes and blond hair, that don't seem right, and something that missing I can't quite place drifting. Just drifting away.
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Yea short Olette/Roxas fic I wanted to post. I know this may not be the best but, hey I'm still practicing. Please constructive criticism is welcomed. I really would like to know what I need to fix and what I need to work on. And if you have to flame tell me what I did wrong. Please leave a review. Thanks!
Disclaimer: If Kingdom Hearts 2 belonged to me I'd know what the secret ending meant!