A/N: Hey readers, I know it's been long time since I've updated on my long story, but I am currently on writers block [ :/ ] for it. Soon I'll continue with it, but I would like to focus on this new one. It's going to be a Peter/OC story, and hopefully this one won't turn out to be a Mary-Sue character... So i'm going to expand my immagination (i know it may sound wierd but i think it makes sense.) and well, that's it.
Hope you enjoy!
love always,
liza
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Chapter 1
I peered across the otherside of the forest, anxiously waiting for the clearing to be open and safe. The White Witch has made everything cold, so cold. I have never felt so cold in my life ever. The coat on my body is the only thing that keeps me warm while I battle through this cold and bitter winter. My parents have been turned to stone while my friends having been transformed into different animals. I am alone, defending...fending for myself. This new world was stomach turning in my opinion. Jadis is not the true Queen of Narnia. Not at all. Where is Aslan when you need him. He is the real King of Narnia, and in a time like this where is the lion? I am upset, anxious, hurt, confused, and pleading for it all to be over. I wish to live a prosperous life with no fights and wars. Yes I am impatient, and sometimes I can be greedy and selfish, but how could this happen to me? Do I deserve this fate?Is this what is mean't to be? I did not want to be a horse forever.
I looked one more time and hopefully I would be home free. My heart pounded as I made my way out my hiding place. As I dashed through the clearing I thought I was on my way to freedom, my feet had become sour due to walking but mostly running trying to find safety throughout the days. The last thing I remember is being tied in ropes dragged and falling into unconciousness. I was beginning to believe I was dead, but I heard his voice.
"Stay calm, my child. You will be saved." He said with his warm and peaceful voice. It was rough and deep.
"What is happening to me?" I couldn't feel my body, I was numb. The only thing I could feel were my eyes. They let see him, the great lion himself in front of me.
"I am giving you another chance of living."
"Oh thank you, Aslan." I looked down and I still see hooves. I want my human form back. "I am not human."
"Dear one, you have to truely convince me you are worthy enough to change."
"Of course I can change!" I barked.
"I have seen you many times Esme. You have been using vandictivess to get what you want. Over time it has made you into a selfish, greedy, and cruel being." My eyes grew watery.
"I have no Idea what you are saying." He showed me a well beside us. The water rippled and made motions to look like people moving. It showed me treating my brothers and sisters cruely. I saw myself always arguing with my parents, throwing things when I was angry. I never shared anything with anyone, and it wasn't a wonderful thing to remember. It was clear and I stayed silent until the memories in front of me were gone. All there was to do was regret and now I was filled with pain, sorrow, and anger.
What else is there for me to live for?