My name is Natalia Braginski. I'm also Belarus, a small country that my brother…use to rule.

There is only one thing that I like in this world and that is my brother. People say I'm obsessed with him and it seems that it looks like that. Every time I see him or hear about him I can't help but act different than what I think of acting.

I see him a lot at his house and I try not to talk but I always seem to turn into a … crazed woman. "Brother."

Every time I say that he jumps, turns, and, when he sees me, runs away. I'm always pained by the action, but I don't show it and end up chasing him. With the action that I make, everything is misread.

"Go away!" is what he shouts ever time. I feel heartbroken but end up scratching at the door that he closes on me.

"Let me in, brother, I just want to talk. Let me in!"

I seem to say that in a creepy voice, but I don't know that. He'd tell me to go away again and I'd think about going away, but then I find myself breaking the door knob and peering through the crack in the door.

"Marry me, marry me, marry me." Is what I chant when I see him.

Now that happens when Ivan, my brother, is around. When he isn't around I act the way I want to act for a short while.

Today my brother is out with the other four allies, who I think are all idiots, and having a meeting. I'm glad that he has a good time, but I miss him too much.

I hear a knock on my door and turn to see my sister Ukraine, or Katyusha, there. "Bela, I have come to see if you'd like to go outside with me."

She gives me her smile that she easily shares with everyone and I shake my head. "I'll leave when brother comes back." Is what I say, but not what I wanted to say.

She frowns. "Okay, but if you change your mind I'll be in my fields."

"I won't change my mind." I say staring out the window again waiting for my brother to come back.

I hear her leave then feel sad at the way I speak with everyone. They think that Russia is all I think about, but that's not always true.

I sometimes think of what it's be like to actually say or do what I want instead of having another me doing and saying things. I always say "another me" for the reason of feeling like I have two different parts of me. I even describe them differently.

One part of me is the one who wants Russia all to herself. She is also mean, scary, a control freak, and other things. Basically she's the Belarus you usually see.

The other part of me is sort of the opposite. She's shy at times, calm, has a cheery side to her, isn't obsessed with brother, and is very nice. She's not seen very often, but it'd be a different life if she was.

I look at the clock and see that it's 3:45 p.m. I sigh and get up to leave when Ukraine comes in again. "I thought you were going to your field." My harsh self says.

She looks at me and weakly smiles. "I felt like being with you, but if you don't want me to…"

She was about to leave, but I stopped her. "No!" I say a bit shocked since it came from the me that is not seen often. "Please…stay."

I say that part quietly and more sweetly than my other voice. I look at Ukraine's shocked face and look away embarrassed. I didn't know if she was smiling or not, but she came over and grabbed my hand. "Then I'll stay."

Why was I crying and what for? I think I was crying because I'm happy, my nice and shy self had finally won a battle to say something before my other self.

I know this is short but it's one of many chapters that i've written. This is like a prologue and i sort of don't know if it's good, but i hope it is.

I had gotten this picture of Belarus and just had a feeling like i should write a story/fanfic about her and wound up writing this during Chem. I was paying attention, but i just got engrossed by the story and kept writing.

Any way, again, i hope you liked it and i plan on having the second chapter up soon. Please review because i'd like to see if anyone likes it or not. Thanks :)