I sit alone in my bedroom staring out the window at the never ending darkness of the sky. All I can hear is the screaming of my parents downstairs. I wipe the single tear that escaped as i thought of a better life, one better then this crappy life i have. I mean is this really my life day in day out crying in my room listening to my parents scream and yell at each other.
I wish my life was different maybe like twilight or vampire diaries my two favourite things in the whole world. i usually sit and read twilight or watch vampire diaries in my dark cold room. I wish a vampire would come take me away to join their family ahh that would be the life a nice mommy and daddy and siblings.
Oh let me intruduce myself how silly of me, im alyssa thorpe. Im skinny but not sickly, i have long brown straight hair that reaches my backside, brown eyes which i got from my 'real father' which mum practically hates im just your average 12 year old. im a burden says my parents. Not a day goes by that im not reminded of how pathetic i am. I live with my mother Jemma thorpe (brown hair, slightly overwight, blue eyes) and step father joel thrope (black hair, brown eyes very overwight) My 'real' dad is the man who raped my mum, she doesnt believe in abortion so she got me. Mum met my stepfather Joel thorpe two months after I was born so I was adopted by him and got his last name. let me put this short, my parents hate me alot so im reminded of that with beatings , abuse and not being loved.
I snapped out of my daydream to a crash and a scream coming from downstaris and grabbed my copy of twilight and settled in for another the long sleepless night on my hard lumpy matress, atleast it was better then the floor. I had read this book atleast 100 times and had almost finished it again to make it 101 times but it was put on hault as i heard footsteps on the stairs and before I knew it Joel was in my room and he looked really mad, he was walking towards me with a fist clenched and the next thing I knew I was flying out of my bed onto the floor but not before my head hit the corner of my bedside table. out of the corner of my eye mum had walked in and began laughing and Joel stood in front of me talking.
"Were gonna be rid of you once and forall" I heard Joel say before everything faded to darkness.