Title: Dreamers

Author: 13Storm13

Pairing: AmazingPhil/DanisnotonFire

Rated: T for language and fluff (Possibly might change to M if requested)

Disclaimer: I do not own Dan, Phil, or YouTube (Sad isn't it? The things I'd do if I owned Dan or Phil….;3). I don't own rights to any songs that might be listed within the story and I do not make any profit from this story.

Summary: Phil has a bad dream one night and his feeling for Dan come to the surface. Feelings he never knew he had…. Now he has to keep it under wraps and has to decide what to make of this or how not to act on it. Or most importantly how to not jump that tan sexy roommate of his. (Summary sucks; I know I'm sorry D: Stories better, I solemnly swear!)


"Are you ready to go, honey?" the petite blonde called from the other room. "Yes, love I'm almost ready. Just grabbing the last box!" Dan said as he walked out of his room carrying the last box. "I'm gonna go say my last goodbye to Phil, would you mind taking this last box down to your car, Anna?" flashing her one of his dazzling, heart-melting smiles. "Sure, Dan." She said taking the box from him and walking out of their flat to the lift. He walked over to Phil's door and knocked as Phil told him to come in. He walked in as Phil looked up from his laptop. "Well…Phillip…this is it. I'm moving out. I'm gonna miss you, mate." Dan embraced Phil in a tight bro hug. Phil had started to tear up, he had always been the more emotional one, or at least the more *outwardly* emotional one. "I'm gonna miss you too, Daniel. After all these years, it's gonna be weird without you. Who am I gonna make Delia Smith pancakes with? And who's gonna be my Bond or draw cat whiskers on their face?" Dan smiled slightly, "Oh, come onnnnn Philly I'll visit and still make videos with you. I won't be gone forever. It's just gonna be…different. Okay?" Phil nodded slightly, but his mind was racing a thousand miles an hour. Tell him. Tell him now Phil. Dammit Phillip don't be a wuss. Just, do it. Tell Dan how you feel. Tell him not to leave. Tell him….tell him…telllllll himmmmm…." "….Phil? What is it?" Phil quickly snapped out of it, "wh-what?" Dan seemed worried, "I dunno, you just like zoned out and you look like you have something to say…" Actually, he looks like he's…almost…begging me not to go…" Phil quickly shook his head, "oh n-no." Dan's smile quickly returned to his face. "Okay well I must be off now Philly, I'll see you later?" "Oh, yeah of course…" Dan quickly bounded out of the room and Phil followed behind him. Dan walked out the door and Phil closed and locked it behind him. With Phil's hand still on the door handle he dropped his head and whispered, "Dan don't go…..I…I love you. Please don't go." Phil hit his head against the door wishing he could have told Dan that. Wishing Dan would have stayed. Wishing Dan would love him back….


***Phil's POV***

Phil quickly jolted up in bed, covered in sweat breathing heavily. He looked around his dark room and hugged his Totoro closer to him. Phil tossed and turned for a while trying to get back to sleep before just sighing and getting up. He wandered around his flat for a bit before going into the kitchen to make some hot tea. He looked at the clock, 3:18. He drank his tea and he decided to check on Dan. Phil walked to Dan's room and peeked in. Awww, doesn't Dan look so cute when he sleeps….whoa wait what am I saying?! Phil quickly shook his head clearing those thoughts and clearing his throat slightly. Dan rolled over blinking slightly, "P-Phil is that you?" "Oh, um y-yeah. Sorry I didn't mean to wake you but I had a kinda bad dream", Phil said looking down scratching the back of his neck, "and I uh couldn't sleep." Dan was still half asleep, "Did you wanna talk about it? Or you just um, crash in my bed tonight I guess." Dan didn't care he just wanted to get back to sleep. Phil quickly shuffled into the room slipping in the bed next to his best mate. He could *feel* the heat radiating off of the shirtless boy's body. God, what Phil would give to hold him, feel his bare skin against him. Spoon his cute little tan body… Phil then started to think of what he would if he and Dan were in fact together and he was holding the smaller man's figure against his. Phil's mind started to drift off as he fell into a light slumber.


***Dan's POV***

Dan woke to find Phil asleep curled into him. He remembered Phil coming into his room after a bad dream last night. Dan knew Phil was still asleep so he turned to face the beautiful sleeping boy, "Phillip, I love you." Of course Dan could never say that to him if he was awake but he needed to say it. He lay there a few more minutes savoring the closeness of him and his lovely flat mate. He brushed some hair off his forehead and softly kissed Phil's head before getting up, stretching and showering. He decided to surprise Phil will some freakin' Delia Smith pancakes.

He had just flipped the pancakes and was putting them on a plate with bacon when he started to wonder about what Phil's bad dream was. He would ask Phil later he thought. Dan got his and Phil's plate with two cups of coffee he had just run out and picked up from the Starbucks just down the street from them. He always woke up earlier than Phil. He carried the tray of food into his room where Phil was still sound asleep his Totoro curled into his chest. He smiled at how cute Phil looked in this moment; he almost didn't want to wake him.

He sat down on his bed next to Phil and gentle shook him awake "Philly, wake up….I have foooooooood." Phil rolled over "Hmph, Dannn go away I'm sleepy…wait food?" Phil quickly sat up his eyes widening when he saw, "Are those freakin' Delia Smith pancakes?" Dan nodded as he took a forkful and fed it to the still half asleep Phil. Phil gladly ate the pancakes as he thought about the beautiful boy in front of him feeding him.

How perfect is this? Waking up to Daniel feeding me the best pancakes ever? After sleeping with him in his bed last night? I could get used to this…..but Dan has a girlfriend…and I'm not gay….am I? I shouldn't be thinking about Dan like this….I should be thinking about girls like this….but I've never felt this way about a girl before. So maybe I am gay….so what? But what would Dan think if I told him I'm gay? He'd probably hate me and think I'm some weird freak and want to move out as soon as possible. Then my dream would come true….


Phil spent the rest of his morning on his laptop feeling conflicted about everything. He had decided that, at least for now he couldn't tell Dan that he was gay. Hell, he wasn't even sure he was. I mean maybe he was just bi? Or was he really gay? Phil sighed as he shut his laptop, he couldn't focus on anything right now. He needed to go talk a walk to clear his head.

He walked out to the lounge to see Dan sitting on the couch facing his girlfriend, Anna holding her hand, "…Look Anna, I love you, I really do but I think we both know this relationship has been going downhill for a while now…" Anna looked in shock for a second before standing up grabbing her purse, "FINE. WHATEVER YOU'RE SUCH A LIAR, DANIEL. I WAS CHEATING ON YOU THE WHOLE GODDAMN RELATIONSHIP ANYWAYS." And with a flip of her fake blonde extensions she stormed out, her high heels clicking on the floor as she left. Dan sat there in astonishment as he realized what his, now ex-girlfriend just said.

"Oh mate, I'm sorry" Phil said awkwardly shifting from one foot to the other. He was never really good at breakups or comforting people too well. "Do you want some tea or hot chocolate?" "Some hot chocolate please." Phil went into the kitchen and made them both hot chocolate adding extra whipped cream to Dan's. He went in and handed Dan his hot cocoa. "….Is there something wrong with me, Phil?" Phil was shocked at that question "W-What? No, no! Of course not!" You're perfect, he thought to himself. Dan sighed staring down at his hot chocolate, "Well, I just mean girls are always breaking up with me or cheating on me, so is there something wrong with me? Is it me? What'd I ever do?" Phil wanted to take the beautiful slender boy in his arms and tell him how perfect he was and how beautiful and how much he wanted him, but he couldn't do that. Phil could see the tears starting in Dan's eyes. "Dan it's not you, please don't cry. You are amazing, Dan. You never did anything to deserve those turnips. You deserve better. You need a girl who will actually love and care about you. Not some little twat." Dan sniffled, "Well thanks, Phil but I'm gonna go drink this in my room."

Phil watched Dan slowly get up and walk into his room. Phil hated seeing Dan so sad and broken, he wanted to help him. He wished he could. Phil decided to go walk down to the shops and buy some groceries and clear his head. Maybe then he'd see if Dan was up for Sonic. If not, maybe it would cheer him up to play Sonic. Phil grabbed his keys and wallet and left the flat.


Well guise that was the first chapter. What do you all think? :3 It kinda sucked I know but the next chapters will be better! I love this story so far, and I have some good ideas for later chapters. So review this chapter and tell me what you think (it'll make me upload faster and it's really nice :D) so um yeah. Hope you all enjoyed this. Also I might move this up to M rated in later chapters if you want so another reason to review! It'd mean a lot! :) Also I didn't intend on getting rid of Anna so fast but she was annoying and she was in the way. And the characters took over and suddenly the writing just took over and I had no control anymore. xP so yeah. I hope you enjoy! :) ~Storm