A/N: Hey, here's a little dark one shot reflecting on Near's loneliness.

Disclaimer: I don't own Death Note.

Why does nobody like me?

Is it because I'm simply smarter than them?

As I watch the screens that show the angry mob outside, I hear Gevanni and Halle start to panic.

Yet, I show no emotion. I never do, never have, and never will.

Inside, however, I feel as though that anger is directed at ME.

I know it is, for I always upset people.

Especially Mello.

I've never understood why he hated me, but I'm sure he has a right to.

As the money from L floats down, I realize that I can't run from my rivalry.

I can try, though.

After all, it's much easier to do things when you have no one to betray you.

It does get awful lonely, but I have no choice. I'd never be accepted.

….I wonder what it's like to have friends.