Prologue.

"So it's totally cool that I can have him to myself right?" asked an albino male to his friend.

"Yes!"

"Well, I thought he was kind of off limits you know?"

"No, no go on ahead mi amigo it's fine!"

"Alright awesome!" he gave a sigh of relief.

"But if you ever hurt him" his friend pulled out an axe "your head will be mine entiendes?"

The albino swallowed and no he wasn't scared at all. Of course he wasn't because that wouldn't be awesome right?

"y-yea sure"

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He had called it off about two weeks ago. I think. The reason why? I still don't know and that still fucking pisses me off.

"I think we should see other people" he says and it's so cliché that I almost laugh.

"Listen" he continues saying, damn it why doesn't he just leave!? "Your fucking smoking hot don't get me wrong, but I'm interested in somebody else".

He grabs me by the waist pulling me in, making things harder then they already are. I try to pull away, but he doesn't budge. "Let go" I demand, but he only smirks. Damn him. Why the hell did I ever agree to this shit in the first place? He leans in "Let go!" I shout and violently push him away and this makes him stumble. I feel my cheeks flare up and I'm on the verge of tears.

"Go to hell Gilbert" was the last thing I ever said to him and of course he would reply with something like

"see you there Lovino"

I can't believe that I had ever agreed to the stupid relationship. Damn him.

He had caught me at my most vulnerable moment.

I regret that I let him find me after that huge fight with Antonio.

I regret that I allowed him to kiss me.

and I also regret that I had agreed to being just his.

I'm so stupid.

...........

I'm so hurt that I just want to hurl.

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"Are you alright?" asks Antonio one day. "You've been acting very strange lately" he leans over the table checking my temperature with the palm of his hand "Lovino your not sick are you?" he then adds. Hearing him say my full-name almost makes me flinch. I can't help but feel that he thinks that's it's not alright to call me 'Lovi' anymore. Ever since Gilbert and I started a relationship. But by this time our relationship has ended like I said about two weeks ago and I still haven't told Antonio.

He would usually ask 'so how are you and Gilbert doing?' and I usually reply with something like 'okay I guess or mind your own damn business!'

But not this time. I shrug to his question. "I feel fine" and I'm not and even my own voice betrays me.

I've been spending a lot of time over at Antonio's place and he's too dense to notice how I'm glooming and sulking and don't even have the effort to pick a fight anymore. Even Gilbert's visits have been becoming less frequent everyday. But Antonio doesn't seem too mind. You could not visit him in over 3 months and he still treats you like the time period had never happen.

Sometimes I wonder what goes on in his head. Like he's hiding something.....

We had just finished dinner and I watch him wash the dishes and don't even notice I'm staring.

"Did you want something Lovino?" he asks, making me jump.

"No, can't I just look!?" I shoot back. I'm irritated for no apparent reason and I'm sure Antonio knows it.

"M~ okay Lovino whatever you say"

That was it! He's been calling me Lovino this whole entire time and it's pissing me off like he's trying to rub it in my face.

"Stop" I say coldly.

I hate it, I hate it! I don't like him calling me that. Only because he had only called me Lovi as a display of affection before doesn't give him the right to just stop.

"Stop calling me that" I clench my fists already fed up.

"Que?" he seems confused, of course he does.

"Lovino" I say "stop calling me that...I hate it"

"But why it's your-"

I can't take it anymore.

I grab a fist full of his shirt and turn him so that he is facing me. "Just stop it Antonio!" I sound like a schoolgirl on a soap opera, but I don't care I had just broken up with someone I thought I loved and Antonio was probably the only one to accept me for who I was.

All of a sudden he grows dead serious "I knew something was bothering you"

This catches me off guard and I let go. I have never seen him look so serious....so deadly.

I'm scared.

"Ugh just forget it" I say returning to normal or at least try to "and nothing is bothering m-"

He had moved so fast that I didn't have a chance to react. Antonio had pinned me to the wall, using both of his arms as shields to prevent me from escaping.

"What the hell do you think your doing!?" I shout incredulously a mix of fear and anger in my voice.

"Dime....ahora" he says and it sounds so scary that I want to cry right then and there. I hated it when he was angry and speaks Spanish to me.

"D-don't tell me what to do!" I push him on the chest making little effort. The next question he asks catches me off guard...completely making me stumble over my words.

"How are you and Gilbert?"

"I-I said w-we were f-fine!" I can feel the heat rush up to my face. What business does he have to be all confrontational about it!?

"Mentiras!" he shouts, but he isn't angry....he looks hurt.

"Stop calling me a liar it's true! and our business has nothing to do with you!" I pound on his chest trying somehow to break free. I can feel myself on the verge of tears and I could care less. My pride has flown out of the window a long time ago. This distracts him a bit and I decided to duck under his arms and make a run for it.

I barley get within two feet away from him before he snatches me back to the wall again. I turn to hit him and he grabs my fist in mid-air.

"why won't you speak to me?" he says it so quietly that I had almost missed it.

"Because!" I shout again trying so hard not to me his intense gaze.

"Tell me Lovino I want to help!" he shouts back desperately. "You aren't yourself!"

He has never yelled at me.

"I said to stop calling me that!" I'm kicking and thrashing at this point, but he doesn't let go.

"Lovi! Por favor...dime!"

Hearing that makes me stop and I can already tell I'm flustered. I'm breathing heavily, worn out from all of the thrashing and kicking.

"W-what did you say?" I whispered. He ignores my question and continues

"Why didn't you tell me you and Gilbert weren't seeing each other anymore?"

He hugs me.

"Lovi I was so scared he did something to you! You weren't acting like yourself, but I was giving you time to tell me yourself. But I didn't think I could hold out any longer. I was so worried." He finishes still holding me close and that's when it happens.

I start to cry.

I hadn't cry when Gilbert and I had spilt up. I sort of went to shock and then nothing, but now that it was out in the open makes reality sink in...

We were officially done.

Antonio hears my sobs and hugs me tighter before looking at me.

"No llores" he whispers wiping my tears away.

"No llores" he repeats kissing my forehead.

"It's alright" then he moves lower.

"You know that I love you right?"

I stop and look, his eyes were telling the truth.

"yes I know"

He whispers something in my ear in Spanish too low for me to hear, before he kisses my lips.

Feeling like an emotional wreck I kiss him back hard.

Antonio's hand snakes up my back while I grip his hair for support and I could hear something coming from the back of his throat.

And I'm satisfied with it. I wrap my leg around his waist and we kiss deeper.

This was probably better then make-up sex I tell myself.

I don't know why, but I should of had stood with Antonio instead of Gilbert.

I mean Antonio gives me the attention that I want without asking him and as for Gilbert he pushes all the right button on me and I'm constanly yelling at him and If I'm not yelling we're kissing. What kind of relationship is that?

"why did you give me away?" I managed to breathe out.

Antonio's eyes were full of lust. "What?"

I pushed him off. Hard. And that was a mistake I lost my balance and went crashing down to the floor.

Antonio's lust broke and was now replaced with concern. "D-did I make you angry?"

I stand up dusting myself off. "Yes, I want to know why you didn't object to me and Gilbert dating? It's like you gave me away like nothing!"

Antonio blinked, and he looked confused, of course "Oh that, well Lovi I wanted you to be happy and I saw how happy Gilbert was when he was around you and then you changed when you two started to see each other so I didn't say anything"

I'm stunned as I read between the lines and I can hear that he was a jealous of our relationship, because he wasn't with me.

"But that isn't the case anymore right Lovi?"

"What?"

"You like me too and that makes me really happy!" he jumps on me and hugs me hard.

"B-bastard!" I shout at him trying to push him off.

"So you kissed me knowing I would do it back!?"

"Si!!"

"You sneaky bastard" I say, my cheeks growing red and hot. I'm so embarrassed and angry for what he did.

So that's what happened with Antonio and I, so we decided to hook up then, but at that time I did not know the type of drama and shit that was going to happen later on......

To be continued.....

My second fanfic yay! Anyways this is just the beginning to this story, a lot of things happen to go down. As the story continues on. (Oh snapz)

The story itself and what happened between Gilbert and Lovino is explained in more detail in the first chapter. This is just a prologue.

I hope you enjoyed~

Spanish=English

Que=What?

Dime ahora= tell me now

Mentiras= lies

Por favor...dime= please tell me!

No llores= don't cry