You never meant to get involved
just like you never meant to
Fall in love.
:-:
You know it's your own fault
you should have listened to your i n s t i n c t s
instead of following that foolish heart
it's only got you in this position.
But you can't believe how much it
h u r t s
s t i n g s
a c h e s
because just maybe
you've been in denial this whole time.
:-:
You never wanted to admit
that you were in love with him
because that would mean
you had lost control of yourself.
You needed him though
&& he needed you
&& now it's just so h a r d
To be without him.
:-:
You never been so jealous because she has him
she gets to keep him with no questions asked
&& no sidelong looks.
She lies in his arms every night
&& you don't anymore
it's like you just can't stand it
the v i l l a i n shouldn't win.
Maybe she's the p r i n c e s s though
&& you're the villain
because you took him from her
without any remorse
He said his heart had always been yours.
:-:
You still don't feel bad for her
she'll never feel the way you feel
he never belonged to her anyway
&& you've never been that soppy girl
but he makes you q u i v e r.
:-:
Maybe for o n c e in your life
you really believed in the fairytale
that everything would work out
&& you could have your happily ever after.
You should have known that would never happen
you should have realised
Fairytales are just myths
that little girls believe in.
:-:
That final promise is the h a r d e s t promise
that you have ever had to make
you understand why you both had to agree
it was to keep them safe
But M e r l i n you want to howl like a d o g.
:-:
It just isn't fair
you've never felt so l o s t
because there is no one you can confide
no one you can tell
Because it's just too dangerous.
:-:
Every time you see him
it's like you've been in a car crash
&& everything aches. Everything b u r n s.
You want to call out to him
you want to s c r e a m his name
&& for him to take you in his arms
&& murmur into your hair
That he'll never leave you again.
:-:
You know that you can't though
but it feels as though you're betraying your heart
not being in his arms, not being in his bed.
You m i s s him every single moment
You want him to hold you in his embrace
p r o m i s e that he'll never leave again
because you just can't stand it.
:-:
When you know he is near
you walk in the o p p o s i t e direction
but your heart feels as though it's pulling towards him
&& you try so hard not to break down and cry.
:-:
He's everything that you never knew you wanted
He's everything you can never forget
So you close your eyes to sleep
i m a g i n e you are in his arms
because it's the only place you wish to be.
Well what do you think?
Was it any good?
Kerr's POV obviously.
You'll be pleased to know I have started on
Chapter 15 of Corridors && Secret Passagways.
It's coming along nicely.
Hopefully be up by the beginning of next week.
I'll try and make it Monday but it might be Tuesday.
Anyways what did we think?
Just press that little magic button to let me know.
Kerr X.