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Broken Promise
You promised. You promised me you'd never leave me. You said you'd be around forever. You promised. You swore to always be here to protect me. You promised to always stay close and never leave me. You broke that promise. You have left me to face the world alone. I still have Leo and Phoebe but their not you. They can't comfort me like you nor can they protect me like you. I love them so much but Prue I think I love you more. I don't mean to sound so nasty but it's true. I can't cope without you here Prue, it feels like someone has ripped out half of my heart. That half of my heart is you. I can't move I can't feel I can't speak! All I can do is think about you. When I open my mouth, nothing comes out, all I can do is cry. Cry for what we'll miss. Cry for feeling guilty. Cry for Phoebe. Cry for me. Cry for you. Cry for what we've had. Cry for what I should have done! You have protected me all throughout my life, with powers and without them! And this one time you needed protecting most I failed! I couldn't even do that!
Prue, I can't even be near Leo right now. I know I shouldn't blame him but I do for some of it. Why did he have to heal me?! I would give my life for him to use his powers on you! When I came round and I saw you there, I lost my soul. It's my last image of you Prue and I hate it. I didn't get to say goodbye or I love you or just hug you one last time! 'They' took you away from me Prue. Just like he has done every time before, Mom, Grams, Andy, Dad (he may as well have. He has disappeared again and now I don't ever want to find him.) And now you. I always believed that we'd be together until we were old then we'd die together cause 'They' wouldn't be so cruel as too ever separate us.
Phoebe is coping. I think. She seems to have accepted it but I can't, I won't. She has Cole back now and that's helping her cope but Prue this guilt its overwhelming, its tearing me apart inside! I love you so much. You have always been my hero, my inspiration, my.....my protector. I have looked up to you my entire life. I wouldn't have survived high school without you there to watch out for me. I no you went behind my back and warned some people so they'd leave me alone and it worked although you couldn't keep them all from hurting me but you tried. When we became witches, you protected me all over again. I would have been killed by some demons years ago if it wasn't for you. Now one has taken you away from me, and all along you were trying to protect 'the greater good.' I no longer want to be a witch or use my powers, I don't care if it is for good. They remind me of you and what took you and I'm scared Prue. Scared that without you here we're all dead anyway. Every time I raise my hands I risk losing someone else, Phoebe or Leo that is. I have two people left in this whole world! TWO! Three I could handle three I was happy with but I can't take it Prue all our life it's been the three of us. The three Halliwell sisters, People thought we were weird for being so close but I never cared as long as you were both by my side. I always knew I had more than they ever would in you both, but now that safe keep is gone forever.
Leo orbed into the manor. He went straight to the living room to find Phoebe. "Phoebe can we talk?" He asked gently. Phoebe looked up, "yeah sure Leo. What's up?" Leo sat and tried to decide on his words. He had to be careful not to hurt her. "Phoebe......I'm worried about Piper. The elders could feel her pain it's so intense. I can feel it to and I have to help her, we have to help her get or this or learn to except it." Phoebe put her hand to her mouth she knew why Piper was feeling like this she felt it to but she had accepted it. "I understand Leo, I....I never knew she was this bad I knew she was having a hard time dealing but......but I never expected this." Leo sympathised so much with Phoebe he hated to ask for her help now but he needed to. "I no Pheebs. I think we should go see her now she has to let out somehow or else.....or else she is going to destroy herself." Leo said tears in his eyes. Phoebe stood up determination clear. "lets go get our Piper back." She said taking his hand and taking him upstairs. She gently knocked on Piper's door. "Honey can. I come in?"
Piper put down her pen quickly and put some documents over her letter. "I'm tired could you just leave me alone please." Piper said with no feeling in her voice. Phoebe gave Leo a worried glance. "Piper...." Phoebe started but then realized there was no point. She opened Piper's door and walked in. Piper looked up annoyed. "I said I wanted to be alone!" Leo approached Piper, he put his hand out to touch her shoulder but she brushed his hand off and moved away. Leo looked hurt. "Please I don't want anyone here. I just need to be alone!" Piper said becoming increasingly angry. It was Phoebe turn now. Piper, if we leave you alone any more you are only going to end up hurting more. You need to deal with this or else I'm going to lose you too!" Phoebe said despritley. Piper turned tears streaming down her face. " Couldn't hurt anymore so why care? Can't you just leave me here?! I don't want to talk to anyone, all I want is Prue back here!! Back here to protect me!" Leo now tears in his eyes went towards Piper, his heart breaking seeing her like this. Piper backed away, "don't come near me just leave me alone!! If it wasn't for you, she would still be here!!" Piper screamed. Leo's face dropped "what...what do you mean?" Piper turned to look Leo in the eye, "because....if you had healed her before me she would still be here!! IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ME!!" Piper broke down then. She fell to her knee's sobbing. "It should have been me" Leo looked at Phoebe he was for once in his life speechless. Phoebe went to her sister and took her in her arms. "Piper, it is not Leo's fault. Prue was already gone. Leo done what he thought was right! And Prue....she would have rather died than you. You know that she was our protector." Phoebe said trying to calm her sobbing sister. Piper could know that Phoebe was right Prue would never have one of them die before her. "I....I love her. I-I-I can't b-be without her!!" Piper cried gripping Phoebe tighter by the second. Phoebe began to cry with Piper. "I know but you can she'll never leave us really. She'll be around like Grams and Mom , accept more. Piper I love you and I need you to still be here please don't do this to yourself, let her move on." Phoebe begged. "I can't..." Piper said quietly. "You can honey, it doesn't mean forgetting her it just means accepting what's happened and dealing. We can get through this but only together." Leo now stepped in his heart aching. He wrapped his arms around both Piper and Phoebe. "I'm so sorry. I'd do anything. I could to bring her back. I love you both and I am always here for you." He said tears beginning to fall. The three remained like that most of the night. Piper letting the past few days out, Phoebe Comforting Piper, letting her know she was not alone. Leo....well Leo was being the brother Phoebe never had and the husband Piper always did. The next day Piper had been better she was still hurting still sad and still angry but she was beginning to come to terms with things. She had decided to finish off her letter to Prue.
Prue, I know you'll always be watching us and helping us it'll never be the same but I know you'll be there. I hope one day we'll be able to see you but I know 'they' wont let that happen soon. Prue......I love you with all my heart.
Always and Forever
Piper
Prue looked down on Piper. She was so relieved Piper was coping now. Prue was very sad right now because she wasn't with her sisters she loved them and needed them like they needed her. She had fought since it happened to get back down there but their seemed known way. She loved being with her Mom, Grams and even Andy again but she wanted her sisters.
"I love u too, Piper....I'll see you again I promise this time it wont be broken."
a/n: this is just something I had to write.
Broken Promise
You promised. You promised me you'd never leave me. You said you'd be around forever. You promised. You swore to always be here to protect me. You promised to always stay close and never leave me. You broke that promise. You have left me to face the world alone. I still have Leo and Phoebe but their not you. They can't comfort me like you nor can they protect me like you. I love them so much but Prue I think I love you more. I don't mean to sound so nasty but it's true. I can't cope without you here Prue, it feels like someone has ripped out half of my heart. That half of my heart is you. I can't move I can't feel I can't speak! All I can do is think about you. When I open my mouth, nothing comes out, all I can do is cry. Cry for what we'll miss. Cry for feeling guilty. Cry for Phoebe. Cry for me. Cry for you. Cry for what we've had. Cry for what I should have done! You have protected me all throughout my life, with powers and without them! And this one time you needed protecting most I failed! I couldn't even do that!
Prue, I can't even be near Leo right now. I know I shouldn't blame him but I do for some of it. Why did he have to heal me?! I would give my life for him to use his powers on you! When I came round and I saw you there, I lost my soul. It's my last image of you Prue and I hate it. I didn't get to say goodbye or I love you or just hug you one last time! 'They' took you away from me Prue. Just like he has done every time before, Mom, Grams, Andy, Dad (he may as well have. He has disappeared again and now I don't ever want to find him.) And now you. I always believed that we'd be together until we were old then we'd die together cause 'They' wouldn't be so cruel as too ever separate us.
Phoebe is coping. I think. She seems to have accepted it but I can't, I won't. She has Cole back now and that's helping her cope but Prue this guilt its overwhelming, its tearing me apart inside! I love you so much. You have always been my hero, my inspiration, my.....my protector. I have looked up to you my entire life. I wouldn't have survived high school without you there to watch out for me. I no you went behind my back and warned some people so they'd leave me alone and it worked although you couldn't keep them all from hurting me but you tried. When we became witches, you protected me all over again. I would have been killed by some demons years ago if it wasn't for you. Now one has taken you away from me, and all along you were trying to protect 'the greater good.' I no longer want to be a witch or use my powers, I don't care if it is for good. They remind me of you and what took you and I'm scared Prue. Scared that without you here we're all dead anyway. Every time I raise my hands I risk losing someone else, Phoebe or Leo that is. I have two people left in this whole world! TWO! Three I could handle three I was happy with but I can't take it Prue all our life it's been the three of us. The three Halliwell sisters, People thought we were weird for being so close but I never cared as long as you were both by my side. I always knew I had more than they ever would in you both, but now that safe keep is gone forever.
Leo orbed into the manor. He went straight to the living room to find Phoebe. "Phoebe can we talk?" He asked gently. Phoebe looked up, "yeah sure Leo. What's up?" Leo sat and tried to decide on his words. He had to be careful not to hurt her. "Phoebe......I'm worried about Piper. The elders could feel her pain it's so intense. I can feel it to and I have to help her, we have to help her get or this or learn to except it." Phoebe put her hand to her mouth she knew why Piper was feeling like this she felt it to but she had accepted it. "I understand Leo, I....I never knew she was this bad I knew she was having a hard time dealing but......but I never expected this." Leo sympathised so much with Phoebe he hated to ask for her help now but he needed to. "I no Pheebs. I think we should go see her now she has to let out somehow or else.....or else she is going to destroy herself." Leo said tears in his eyes. Phoebe stood up determination clear. "lets go get our Piper back." She said taking his hand and taking him upstairs. She gently knocked on Piper's door. "Honey can. I come in?"
Piper put down her pen quickly and put some documents over her letter. "I'm tired could you just leave me alone please." Piper said with no feeling in her voice. Phoebe gave Leo a worried glance. "Piper...." Phoebe started but then realized there was no point. She opened Piper's door and walked in. Piper looked up annoyed. "I said I wanted to be alone!" Leo approached Piper, he put his hand out to touch her shoulder but she brushed his hand off and moved away. Leo looked hurt. "Please I don't want anyone here. I just need to be alone!" Piper said becoming increasingly angry. It was Phoebe turn now. Piper, if we leave you alone any more you are only going to end up hurting more. You need to deal with this or else I'm going to lose you too!" Phoebe said despritley. Piper turned tears streaming down her face. " Couldn't hurt anymore so why care? Can't you just leave me here?! I don't want to talk to anyone, all I want is Prue back here!! Back here to protect me!" Leo now tears in his eyes went towards Piper, his heart breaking seeing her like this. Piper backed away, "don't come near me just leave me alone!! If it wasn't for you, she would still be here!!" Piper screamed. Leo's face dropped "what...what do you mean?" Piper turned to look Leo in the eye, "because....if you had healed her before me she would still be here!! IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ME!!" Piper broke down then. She fell to her knee's sobbing. "It should have been me" Leo looked at Phoebe he was for once in his life speechless. Phoebe went to her sister and took her in her arms. "Piper, it is not Leo's fault. Prue was already gone. Leo done what he thought was right! And Prue....she would have rather died than you. You know that she was our protector." Phoebe said trying to calm her sobbing sister. Piper could know that Phoebe was right Prue would never have one of them die before her. "I....I love her. I-I-I can't b-be without her!!" Piper cried gripping Phoebe tighter by the second. Phoebe began to cry with Piper. "I know but you can she'll never leave us really. She'll be around like Grams and Mom , accept more. Piper I love you and I need you to still be here please don't do this to yourself, let her move on." Phoebe begged. "I can't..." Piper said quietly. "You can honey, it doesn't mean forgetting her it just means accepting what's happened and dealing. We can get through this but only together." Leo now stepped in his heart aching. He wrapped his arms around both Piper and Phoebe. "I'm so sorry. I'd do anything. I could to bring her back. I love you both and I am always here for you." He said tears beginning to fall. The three remained like that most of the night. Piper letting the past few days out, Phoebe Comforting Piper, letting her know she was not alone. Leo....well Leo was being the brother Phoebe never had and the husband Piper always did. The next day Piper had been better she was still hurting still sad and still angry but she was beginning to come to terms with things. She had decided to finish off her letter to Prue.
Prue, I know you'll always be watching us and helping us it'll never be the same but I know you'll be there. I hope one day we'll be able to see you but I know 'they' wont let that happen soon. Prue......I love you with all my heart.
Always and Forever
Piper
Prue looked down on Piper. She was so relieved Piper was coping now. Prue was very sad right now because she wasn't with her sisters she loved them and needed them like they needed her. She had fought since it happened to get back down there but their seemed known way. She loved being with her Mom, Grams and even Andy again but she wanted her sisters.
"I love u too, Piper....I'll see you again I promise this time it wont be broken."