Disclaimer: Every character belongs to CSI: NY creative and producers. I own all the OC's and the AU.
Warnings: AU, Danny/OC's FM Radio, SMACKED of course.
I'm still practice my English. Good score, but I need practice more. Apologies for my grammar mistakes.
D of Danny – D of Daddy
Chapter 1: Too Fast, Too Pain
10 months ago Danny Messer is a married person. Yes he does.
He gets married with Kathleen, the forensic veterinarian of the crime lab.
The love between them was fulminate… two months dating, and they married 10 months ago. And now Kay (That was the nickname of Kathleen), have nine months of pregnancy.
Danny is happy. Kay changes his life, and now they will have a baby boy or baby girl, they don't want know the sex until the birth.
Mac and Danny are working in the lab. Danny's phone start to sound: Melanie, the best friend of Kay.
"Mel?"
"Danny, you have to come to the hospital right now. Kay is in troubles."
Danny lost the colors on his face. Mac looks him worried.
"I'm on my way." – Danny shut off the phone – "Mac, Kay is in the hospital… Melanie is with her."
"I'll go with you."
Mac drives so fast, and they both run by the hospital hallway. Melanie is waiting.
"What's happen Mel?"
"We're at home, talking… she faints. I call 911"
The Doctor came out
"Danny, come with me now."
Danny walks in with the doctor. Mac and Mel will be waiting.
Danny puts on the green scrubs. He walks the room and finds Kay scared. She looks Danny and smiles.
The contractions are so hard. Danny holds Kay's hand.
"Push Kathleen… one more time" – the doctor says.
Kay pushes harder, and after a moment a baby starts to scream.
"Welcome to the world young lady" – the doctor shows them their daughter. Danny kisses Kay.
"Come on daddy, you have to cut her umbilical cord."
"Doesn't hurt her?" – Danny asks
"No, it doesn't."
Danny cuts the cord, and takes his girl and leave in Kay's chest.
"Hi my beauty baby girl. Look that's your daddy… I'm your mom. I love you."
At this moment one monitor starts to sound. "She is bleeding out."- says the doctor.
"Sir, please, comes with me to identify your daughter." – One nurse takes Danny and the baby out that room. When they cross the door, the curtains were closed. One thought appears in Danny's mind.
After a minutes, the doctor walks in towards Danny
"Danny…"
He closes his eyes, and denies with his head at the time that he heard the doctor words. His eyes are full of tears.
The newborn nurse gives her daughter. He holds her in his arms and goes to the next room. Danny is looking his Kay laying in the gurney, just like she was sleeping. He looks the nurse: "Would you help me?"
The nurse receives the baby. Danny gives a last kiss to Kay: "Thank you for makes me happy, for your love, for give me that gift." He puts on her wedding ring, and takes out a silver chain with a butterfly."
Danny takes his daughter, and walks to the waiting room. Mac and Mel walk in towards him.
"She, she is my baby, she was born 15 minutes ago. But Kay… she didn't do this. She has a serious hemorrhage after the labor." - Danny starts to cry- "Kay died 10 minutes ago."
Mac hugs him. Danny just cries.
"Mr. Messer, we need take out the baby." – The nurse talks to Danny.
Mac puts a hand in Danny's shoulder: "Come on man, you're not alone."
Mac looks Danny and watches himself 5 years ago, when he is doing the papers for Claire.
[After a while
Mac observes how Danny is learning to make the baby's milk formula, change diapers and all the things about the baby. So he calls Stella.
"Stell, it's me, Mac."
"Finally you call, tell me how are they?"
"The baby is fine, she is beautiful, healthy, but Kay died in labor."
Stella is in shock: "I go there."
Danny is out of the room, he can't stop to watch her baby. He follows with his eyes how the nurse puts in the crib with the others baby who was born that night.
"You have to rest." – Mac says
"No… I have a lot to do."
"You're not alone, I'll stay here boy, and Stella is coming."
"But… but my wife isn't… this is unfair… this can't be happen." – Danny starts to cry. Mac holds him.
(Change of scene)
Danny blinks quickly. And he finds her daughter in Mac's arms. He is feeding her.
"This young lady wake up early and she is hungry, like his dad."
Danny sits in the balance chair. Mac gives to him, and he finish to feed her. At that moment Stella walks in.
"There you are."
Danny smiles, and she gives a kiss in his forehead.
"I don't know what to say Danny."
"Tell me that she is the prettiest girl in the universe."
"Yes, she is."
The nurse walks in: "Mr. Messer… do you have the baby's name?"
Danny doubt: "Kay wants calls like her mom: Claire."
"You should respect her wishes" – Stella says at the time that she takes Mac's hand.
"Guys… do you want to be the Godparents of the little Claire Isabella Messer?"
"Danny…" – Mac will be answer, but Danny interrupted him.
"If something happen to me, she would be in good hands."
Mac and Stella nod their heads.
(Change of scene)
That was a sunny day, in the middle of the spring. Danny is wearing a black suit, and he holds Claire in his arms.
Stella, Mac, Flack, Lindsay and Hawkes are with him. His mom and his dad are with him too. Melanie and others friends of Kay are there too.
Danny looks the grave. He read the stone in the grave: Kathleen Messer, beloved mother & wife.
"You can't depress Danny… this little girl needs you tough… you have to be strong for her." – Flack told him.
Danny looks his girl, who is sleepy quiet in his arms. He kisses her forehead and swears: "I would be the best father in the world… I swear to you my princess."
(Change of scene)
Danny is coming to his apartment. That will be the first night their spent out of the hospital, because the last days he stays in his parents house.
Just with the moon light, Danny sits in the floor with his girl: "This is our home Claire, welcome home."
(Just Images)
Danny deals pretty well with rising Claire alone. He knows that when she is crying, he puts in his chest, and he sing to her and she fall asleep quickly. Grandma & grandpa Messer are helping a lot with their first granddaughter, but sometimes Danny have to go with her to the lab, and everyone wants to share a while with her.
The only important person for Danny is Claire. She is his focus, his world, and his motor life.
TBC