If you wanna find the real song that i sung please head to and search up Anathema- Goodbye Cruel World. The person who is singing the lyrics slowly would be me.
Anyway on with the story.
So I haven't told anybody this, nobody even knows about this. This has been going through my brain for a while. But ever since my brother Syd died of a heart attack, I had no true friends. Meaning I became part schizophrenic. I would always be talking to my stuffed animals. Of course during school, I would act normal. But still I grown up to be more like Syd Barrett. A person who built a wall around himself, never took drugs, but would always let my cigar burn as a starred into nothing.
Anyway enough about that, let's get into the story.
After Brian and Molly got married, Syd took them down to Los Angles California. Of course I stayed at the Holiday Inn Hotel, sitting in my chair, watching T.V, just lighting a cigarette and smoke a few puffs before just letting it burn in my hand. Always making sure it wouldn't cause a fire or anything. Of course I noticed I needed a shower. So I put the cigarette out and took one. Of course if I was gonna be like Syd Barrett, I Needed to use elastic bands instead of shoe lases, and shaved all my hair. But for my eyebrow hair, I only shaved the edges.
After I did all that, I went back to watching T.V, then my phone rang. "Hello, you have reached Brian Gilligan", I said. Syd answerd saying that they got in a bit of trouble and there coming home. I hung up the phone, and tried to get in reach with carylon. She didn't pick up. I waited for about half an hour, then decided to head to the pool. It was only 9:56am, and it was 56 degrees out, with nobody in sight. I slowly opened the door and took off my shirt, then layed on my back in the deep end, breathing in and out while gazing into the sky. All I could hear was the wind blowing and the cars passing by on the freeway, so I decided to sing Pink Floyd's The Thin Ice.
"Mama loves her baby"
"And daddy loves you too"
"And the sea may look warm to you babe"
"And the sky may look blue"
"Ooh, baby"
"Ooh, baby blue"
"Ooh, babe".
"If you should go skating"
"On the thin ice, of modern life".
"Dragging behind you, the slient reproach"
"Of a million tear stained eyes".
"Don't be surprised"
"When a crack in the ice"
"Apeers under you feet"
"You slip out of your depth"
"And our of your mind"
"With your fear flowing about behind you"
"As you claw the thin ice".
Soon I began to feel a rush, as I began kicking and just panicking in the pool of blood. Nobody was out to see this. But then I calmed down, and ran out of the pool.
I tried getting ahold of Brian, no answer. Syd, no answer. Molly, no answer. Carolyn, no answer. I got tired of them not answering and not calling me back. That i threw my hand, giving up on life. So I walked down to the music store to buy the latest copy of Pink Floyd - The Wall. When I got back I played the song on the jukebox they had in the corner of the hotel room. And just began making a noose, while singing along with the lyrics.
Pink Floyd - Goodbye Cruel World
"Goodbye Cruel World"
"Im leaving you today"
"Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye".
"Goodbye all you people"
"There's nothing you can say"
"To make me change my mind"
"Goodbye".
Right when I had my head through the noose, and roger waters said goodbye, I kicked back the chair and I hung myself.