None of these characters belong to me. They belong to Eric Kripe. Also this is after Mary and Lucifer are trapped in the rift, but starts with Cas' death scene.
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, Castiel, Jack Kline, Lucifer(mentioned), Mary Winchester(mentioned)
Relationships: Sam/Castiel; Sam and Jack; Sam and Dean; Jack and Castiel
Warnings: Temporary Major Character Death; Mentions of Past Torture; Emotional Trauma; Attempted Suicide; Self Harm; Comfort; Fluff
Summary: What if sastiel was canon during the events of "All Along The Watch Tower"? How would Sam cope with the loss of Castiel? How are the boys going to deal with Lucifer's newborn son?
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As Sam and Dean get to their feet. They look at the fading rift in shock, when Cas comes back through.
"Cas." Sam says with a wide relieved smile on his face.
The rift flares behind Cas, and an angel blade pierces his chest from behind. Sam stares in shock, as the light quickly fades from Cas' eyes.
"No!" He hears Dean yell somewhere in the background, but he can't even be bothered to look back, to busy staring at his boyfriends' dead body laying infront of him.
He doesn't comprehend what happens for a second. Then it all hits him full forced. No. No, no, no. Please, no. He feels himself fall to his knees before he can stop himself. He can't be dead. He's not dead. Please.
He thinks he might hear Dean calling his name somewhere in the background but can't respond. To caught up in the emotional agony of
the events that took place not even 2 minutes ago. He thinks he hears someone screaming. Is that me?
He crawls slightly to the...to Cas' body. He looks in his beautiful blue eyes, once so bright and filled with eager curiousity and love, now dull and lifeless. He leans forward until his head in on Cas' chest, and wraps his arm around the body. Please. Come back. And with that thought he is unable to hold back his sobs anymore. Why? Why couldn't it have been me? Why him?
He feels a hand on his shoulder trying to lift his face. Dean. He remembers. After a couple more failed tries, he finally relents and allows his head to be raise and craddled in Dean's rough hands. Dean pulls him in to his arms after look at him for a few seconds. At first Sam tries to pull away, but eventually his hand go from pushing to gripping tightly and pulling towards himself.
"Shhh, it's okay Sammy. It'll be okay." Dean whispers in his ear quiet and soothingly. No it won't. Sam thinks to himself. Not without Cas.
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After an hour of being in his arms, Dean finally feels Sam go limp. Asleep. Kid needs it after all that. He thinks, as he moves Sam so he can put his hands under Sam's back and knees to carry him. He lifts him gently without much problem. We need to get some food in you bud.
He carries Sam bridal style, in the cabin, and sets him on the couch. Then goes back outside, and grabs Cas' body. He brings him in and sets him on the dinning room table. He looks at him for a minute before going back out, and walks to the edge of the land by the lake.
He stares out at the night sky for a while before putting his head down.
Chuck...I know you and Amara are on you little vacation, but please...bring Cas back. It hasnt even been a day and Sam is already a total wreck. He needs him. He loves him. So please, do this one thing for them. Just this one good thing to make him happy.
He waits a couple minutes, waiting to see if Chuck will randomly appear. Just as he expected it's a no show. He sighs and goes back into the cabin. He sees a recliner across the room from Sam, and decides to keep an eye on him. Within 10 minutes he's asleep.
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So good? Bad? Horrible? Worst thing you've ever read? Probably, but Im just doing this because I have a bunch of ideas for things I want to happen but can't find anyother fanfictions on them. So now Im wrighting them for myself. Please tell me what improvements I could make without changing the plot. :)))