You are my Heaven Chapter 1: A Drop in the Ocean, an once upon a time fanfic

A drop in the ocean
A change in the weather
I was prayin' that you and me might end up together
It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert
But I'm holding you closer than most
Cause you are my heaven
I don't want to waste the weekend
If you don't love me, pretend

REGINA POV

It all started a year ago, one year ago to the day, when both our lives changed forever. Where for the first time in my life I believed that I would get my happy ending.

Regina: Maybe this is the authors house. Henry you did it

Emma: Did what, what's going on?

Regina: uh Well, we were looking for the author, I was hoping he could write me a happier story

Henry: We called it operation Mongoose

Emma: I like it, it's got style... I'm in

Regina: You are

Emma: I made you a promise I intend to keep, everyone deserves their happy ending.

Smiling we walked out of the library all three of us hopeful for the future and for the first time I looked at Emma and saw the woman I once hated, here by my side willing and wanting to find my happy ending. We stopped outside and I gave Henry a hug and watched him walk off with Emma. In that moment seeing her with Henry it hit me. Emma...It's Emma she is my happy ending. She is the one who was sent here to save me and give my happy ending.

a few more hours
Then its time to go
And as my train moves down the east coast
I wonder how you keep warm
It's too late to cry
Too broken to move on

Regina: Emma wait

Emma: Regina

Regina: I was just ahh wondering if you still wanted to get those shots?

Emma smiles back at me

Emma: Of course sure hey kid you okay to

Henry: Ya I will see you later mom

Regina: Goodnight Henry

Henry: Night moms

Emma: So back to Granny's?

Regina: How about my place?

Emma: Sure that sounds great.

I remember kissing her, pulling her close to me and staring into her beautiful green eyes, eyes that I could get lost in forever, feeling her blonde locks in my hand as I held the back of her head in one hand and my other hand resting tightly around her waist. My tongue grazing her lips waiting for the access I am craving, when I feel her lips part just enough to grant me the access that I am craving wanting to taste her. She tasted of whiskey and cherry from her chapstick. I hear her moan the sexiest moan I have ever heard, my head began swirling as I feel her pull me closer kissing me harder, until we both couldn't breathe anymore, she pulls back smiling at me while resting her forehead on mine.

And still I can't let you be
Most nights I hardly sleep
Don't seek what you don't need from me

Emma: Regina that was...

Before she has the chance to finish that sentence or change her mind, my lips are crashing against hers once more. Hands roaming all over the place, clothes being torn off each other, as we slowly make our way my bedroom, while clothes are being discarded one by one along the way. Both desperate for the skin on skin contact. Once in my room I lead her to the bed pushing her down watching her fall back, hair spreading throughout the bed. I smile looking down at her now in her bra and panties. I see her looking at me full of lust and desire and before I realize what's happening I am being pulled on top of her and her lips crashing against mine once again, I feel her hands running up and down my back, finally resting on my bra clasp and sliding it off.

Emma: Fuck Regina

Regina: Oh don't worry Ms. Swan I have every intention of fucking you

It's just a drop in the ocean
A change in the weather
I was prayin' that you and me might end up together
It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert
But I'm holding you closer than most
Cause you are my heaven

Her tongue grazes my right nipple, while her hand massages the left. I feel like my body is on fire and ready to explode, I try to suppress the moan that comes out but it escapes anyways. I want to touch her, I want to rip off her underwear and bra but her tongue and hand have me lost and unable to think straight. The next thing I know I am being flipped over on my back as she leans up off me, I cry out from the loss of contact.

Emma: Don't worry Gina I'm not going anywhere

Gina no one has ever called me Gina before, the way it rolls off her tongue is the most intoxicating sound I have ever heard at this point. I feel her rip my panties right off me and I gasp and was about to say something but that was when I felt it, her tongue sliding up and down my wet slit, I swear in that moment I thought I was gonna cum.

Misplace trust in old friends
Never counting regrets
By the grace of God, I do not rest at all
And New England as the leaves change
The last excuse that I'll claim
I was a girl who loved a woman like a little girl

Regina: OH god EMMA don't stop

Emma: I have no intentions of stopping Gina

Her tongue was like magic, swirling around my folds her fingers rubbing circles along my clit then I feel her tongue plunge as deep inside me as she possibly could.

Regina: OH EMMMMMMMA

Emma: Look at me Gina

And still I cant let you be
Most nights I hardly sleep
Don't seek what you don't need from me

I open my eyes and look deeply into her eyes and feel her plunge two fingers into me and in that moment I cum my whole body releases and trembles beneath her. Our eyes remaining locked onto one another as she continues pumping her fingers in and out of me, bringing me to the edge once again. This is the most intense feeling I have ever felt, never has anyone ever looked at me the way she is right now, while watching me come undone, never have I allowed someone to break my walls down. I scream her name over and over again, wrapping my arms around her pulling her closer to me kissing her with everything I have in me, wanting her to feel all the love I have for her. My nails digging into her back while my last orgasm takes over me. Holding onto her tight not wanting to let her go, afraid she will leave, panting heavily she finally pulls her fingers out and takes them into her mouth, smiling at me. I smile at her before rolling her over kissing her passionately.

Regina: Bra off

I grab at the clasp of her bra finally ripping it off her, finally able to touch her, her nipples are hard and just waiting for my attention, I take one into my mouth and littly nibble and suck on it, while pinching the other and rolling it between my fingers. Feeling her beneath me moaning at the touch. I know what she is wanting, what she is needing. She is needing the same release I was, years of pent up sexual frustration between us. Years of yearning and lust. I slide my mouth down placing soft kisses down her stomach, sliding her panties off her I look down at the beauty below me. She is the most beautiful creature I have ever laid my eyes on

Emma: Gina Please I can't wait anymore

I realize upon hearing her voice I must have been staring awhile. I take my hands and slide them up her legs placing soft kisses on her thighs, before sliding my tongue along her wet slit, tasting her for the first time and again I felt myself wanting to cum. She was perfect, everything I ever wished for, everything I imagined her to be but better. I swirl my tongue around her wet slit, and up to her clit not wanting to waste time, I plunge two fingers into her. Feeling her tremble and gasp at the instant penetration. I continue to swirl my tongue around her clit while slowly plunging my fingers in and out of her. She screams my name begging for me pulling on my hair ever so gently. My tongue meets hers while they swirl together, both of losing ourselves.

Emma: GINNNNNNNNNNNNNAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA oh God I'm cumming

In that moment I feel her cumming and trembling beneath me, as I continue to plunge in and out of her. Finally I pull out of her and fall down beside her pulling her into my arms and kissing her tenderly. It was in that moment I realized that Emma Swan was my happy ending she was my heaven. We wrap our arms around each other, our legs twisted together and I feel her start to drift off to sleep, I kiss her forehead and smile before I myself fall asleep.

PRESENT TIME

Standing outside her apartment, the apartment her and Henry live in, the apartment she stayed in once her parents moved out. It was a little ridiculous having her, Henry, Snow, David, and baby Neal in a two bedroom apartment. I stand there staring up seeing a light on, wondering what she is doing, what she is thinking. Is she remembering all the nights we shared together? Is she remembering our first night together? I remember that night like it was yesterday, sitting at granny's when she came up to me and offered to be my drinking buddy, how excited Henry was when he came running in to tell us the news he had found the library. The library and hopefully the potential author of Henry's book. The one who could give me my happy ending. That night was the night where it all started, the night where we begun our amazing but short affair. We both knew that it would never go anywhere but she wouldn't end it so I knew that I had to before either of us got hurt, she was with Hook for crying out loud and I knew when she left my house she went to him. Maybe it was my fault, maybe it was her fault I am not even sure but I know that neither of us could come out with the news that the Evil Queen and the Saviour were together, no one would accept it especially not her parents. I knew I had to end it no matter how much it hurt. So three months into our affair I ended it, broke her heart and watched her fall into the arms of that wretched pirate. Now she is getting married tomorrow, married to that filthy, smart mouthed, arrogant pirate. The pirate who didn't deserve her, the pirate who doesn't know what it is like to love Emma Swan, the pirate who didn't know how to love her the way she deserves to be loved.

Heaven doesn't seem far away
Heaven doesn't seem far away anymore no no
Heaven doesn't seem far a way aaaahhhhhhh...!

I decide this is it, I can't lose Emma not to that pirate. I can't I have to stop her from marrying him. Standing outside her door, I hear soft cries coming from the other side. I finally knock and hear shuffling on the other side and the door slowly opening. There she is standing in front of me tear stained cheeks and red puffy eyes. Why is she crying what the hell did that pirate do to her.

Emma: R...R...Regina what are you...

Before she can finish that sentence I grab her by the waist pulling her close and crash my lips against hers. Feeling complete for the first time in 9 months. 9 months since I felt her body next to mine, since I tasted her. I feel her arms wrap tightly around me pulling me closer, kissing me back. Is this really happening? I expected to be pushed away, slapped even. Finally I feel her push me back.

Emma: Regina what the hell

Regina: Emma I'm sorry. Please just let me come in and explain.

I stand there looking at the love of my life, my true love, my heaven, my everything staring at me with a look of confusion, anger, resentment, and fear on her face.

Regina: Please I just I just

A drop in the ocean
A change in the weather
I was prayin' that you and me might end up together
It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert
But im holding you closer than most, cause you are my heaven
You are my heaven

Song: A Drop in the Ocean by Ron Pope