Title: Broken
By: SailorSakuraChi
A Degrassi Ellie/Sean songfic to the Evanescence/Seether song Broken.
Disclaimor: I do not own Degrassi TNG or Degrassi. I also do not own Evanescence or Seether. Nor this song "Broken" it is Seether and Evanescence song and therefore ..well I dunno but there awesome and its THERES! (Yay! Uh ..yeah. lol.)
A/N: I wrote this in 10minutes at 1:05 am in the morining...wow...
Sean's hard eyes looked softly (Or as soft as they do) As he looked at Ellie's school picture. She was smiling. She always did he noticed in school pictures. Almost like she enjoyed them. A remembrance..
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"I Wanted You To Know
I Love The Way You Laugh
I Wanna Hold You High
And Still your pain.
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Ellie sat with her head in her hands her red-oak braids fallings limply in front of her.
Ellie sighed...
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Cause Im Broken
When Im lonesome
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I wonder what Sean's doing. Probley dwelling on something.
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And I don't feel right.
When you've gone away.
(You've gone away
And I don't feel right)
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Sean stared at the photo. Thinking how it couldn't be a real smile. Because the smile's SHE gave him looked different. Just like the smilies she gave Ash or Marco in the hall. Or the smile she gives the counsler.
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Ellie thought about what Sean had been through. He survived going through Acholic parents. Except lucky for him he ahd a brother and could get away. She on the other hand...
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Sean gave one last glance at the photo before putting it back on the wooden table. He thought about how he got through having alcholic parents. "yes" he thought. I survived.
That gave him a weird sense of strength. Yet also made him think about Ellie..And a picture of he crying in a room flashed through his mind.
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The worst is Over Now.
And we can breath again.
I wanna hold you high...
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Sean got up. Out the door. Down the street. To his girlfriends and possibly the most understandable person in the world to him.
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And Steal your pain.
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Ellie got up and looked out the window. Hating her room and wishing that the day was brighter. At least in her gray world. Or so that's how it felt. "I think I'll call someone or go hang with someone in a few..no use sitting here huh?"
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Sean rang the bell. Ellie looked down and forgot all thought as she raced smiling down to Sean. As they hugged she carefully tried to guide him passed her drunken mom who was passed out on the couch. Sean wasn't dumb. But he played along even though he knew Ellie knew exactly what he saw.
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Cause I'm broken
When I'm lonesome
And I don't feel like.
I am strong enough.
Cause I'm broken.
When I'm lonesome.
And I don't feel right
When you've gone away.
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As they reached the top of the stairs they kissed. Then peacefully made there way to Ellie's room were they talked deeply about life,friends,betrayel,family,issues and themselves. past. present. And future goals.
That was my story. My first Degrassi songfic I hope you liked it. And hopefully there wasn't tons of grammar errors (which really sucks...)