a. /n. this is a songfic after the song evertime by britney spears; the whole fic is in hermione's point of view. It is 2 years after hogwarts and Harry and hermione are dating.

Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?

Harry and me just had a fight. Harry was in the living room all pissed off. As I walk into the living room I remember a song that I heard on the radio. 'I just wanna die.' I thought.

Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I fill up the tub with water and just stare at myself in the mirror.

I make believe
that you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
what have I done
you seem to move on easy

" How could you do this Harry, I thought you loved me, but tonight I find you in the arms of Ginny Weasley, then you had the right to hurt me even more" I said to myself.

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

While I slip into the water I say, "You don't deserve me any more, good bye Harry James Potter. Then my head slipped thought the water.

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry

While I was under I had a vision:

Harry runs into the bathroom and sees me and then he tries to revive me, with no success, so then Harry transported both of us to St. Mungo's. Harry was apologizing and crying while the healers where trying to keep me alive.

End of vision

At night I pray
that soon your face
will fade away

I thought about the vision for a sec. So I decided to live and I resurfaced.


And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

After I got dressed I ran into Harry's arms. Harry then tells me what happened earlier that day, then he pulled out a little ring box and he proposed to me. I said yes.