Dear Diary

by connieLover

Title says it all I feel. This was published on ADMM board a while ago, on there I tried to continue it but here I am leaving it as a short one shot.

I hate the fact that I love you and you don't love me back, or even if you do you think you are too old for me. It's stupid in the world that we live age should not be a factor. We live to be hundreds of years old if we are lucky, OK so maybe I exaggerate a little, so why shouldn't I love someone sixty years my senior it's not totally unheard of. My mother was forty years older than the second man she married but nobody cared so why should you think it matters to me?

I know I used to be your student but once again if you ruled everyone out on that basis you wouldn't of been able to go out with many of the people you have supposedly been with so that is a none starter. Maybe that its that you don't approve of romantic relations with your colleagues but then again Hooch and Snape have been seeing each other for a while now so you should see that that's not really a problem.

So I can only conclude that we were only meant to be together for that one night. That it was a mistake, that you don't feel for me what I feel for you although I do hope I'm wrong because;

Albus I'm having your baby.