I don't own Life with Derek sadly I just like to have fun with the characters.
Summery: Casey hates everything about Derek, but then why does she love him?!
Oh the italicized parts that aren't bold are flash backs in case you get confused.
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The song is "I hate everything about you." By Three days Grace
XOXOXOXO
Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet
I hate his hair! The way his brown and reddish locks of hair are always out of place. It makes him look like a total slob! I honestly think he's never picked up a comb in his life. It's like a mop on top of his head.
Whenever I suggest he comb his hair he just says he wouldn't change the way is hair looks for the hottest chick he's ever met. I glared at him when he said that. I mean if he changed the way his hair looked he'd actually look a little better; my mistake to try and help him.
I hate his eyes too. His big brown eyes that always gets him what he wants. All he has to do is bat those brown eyes of his and it makes everyone melt. It sickens me! How can someone accomplish anything in life by just batting eyes at people, well except maybe hookers but that's not a job most little kids tell people they want to be when they grown up.
Every roommate kept awake
By every sigh and scream we make
All the feelings that I get
But I still don't miss you yet
I hate his smirk! That smirk that haunts me, challenges me. A childish smirk that makes you think he's up to something, and you better watch out.
Every damn day he's smirking about something. Some hot girl asking him out, having a great day at hockey practice, beating Edwin or Sam in Babe Raider, or charming his way out of another punishment.
I can't even count how many girls have tried flirting with him long enough to catch a glimpse of the "perfect" Derek smirk. Even Emily, who probably would stay at their house all day stalking Derek just to see him flash her the smirk. It pisses me off! I don't even know why people think his smirk is so special.
I see him smirk every day.
Only when I stop to think about it
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate how every girl flaunts over him! Throwing themselves at him like he's fucking Orlando Bloom. It's the girls at my school that make men think women have no self respect. The girls in my school, including Emily would literally let Derek do "anything" to them just as long as they are having some sort of interaction with him, good or bad!
And he completely basks in it! He calls himself the Ladies man, the Playboy thinking he could get any girl in school.
One day when he got back from a date with Kendra he came into my room smirking at me. I was really pissed off because I had a project that was due in three days and I was not understanding it, so when he came in I was close to punching him in the face!
"What do you want?" I asked angrily trying to concentrate
"Nothing." He said sitting on my bed with me making sure I noticed the hickey on his neck.
"Okay then get out I'm trying to do something, I don't care about you getting a frickin' hickey!" I snapped at him
"You don't want me to go." He says calmly laying on my bed now
"And I know you care, you wish you gave it to me." He jokes
I stood up and glared at him.
" You WISH, and yeah I do want you to leave, I have to try to start this project when I have no clue as to what I'm fucking doing!"
"Ouch such bad language from such a preppy polly pants." He smirked
"Too bad! Get out!" I scream and he finally gets off from my bed and stood so close to me I could almost feel him breath on my. He moved so close to me our lips were only inches away.
"Make me." He whispered and I felt a shiver run down my spine
I just looked at him for a minute before I snapped back in reality.
"Derek just get out PLEASE!" I begged and his smirk faded when he noticed I was trying to be nice and I was tired and frustrated
"Fine, I'll leave this time, I just wanted to tell you about how my date with Kendra went." He said walking to my door.
"She doesn't know the real you." I said and he looked at him
"No, she only sees the babe magnet part of me, unlike you who sees all of me." He says softly before walking out not letting me say anything as to what he admitted.
Two days later he was with another girl named Britty, the cheerleader! My God how can girls just make a fool of themselves to a guy they don't even know anything about! It's pathetic!
Every time we lie awake Only when I stop to think about it
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet
I hate the fact that he fights me on everything, even the most simplest things.
I was in my room just on my computer talking to Emily when Derek just barges in.
"Derek,it's called knock!" I say annoyed
"Why it's not like you were changing!" He says seeing no big deal
"So, I always knock before I enter your room, return the favor!" I scream getting up from my computer chair.
"Why are you making such a big deal about this!?" He screams " You're such a bitch!"
"A bitch?! A BITCH?! I'LL FUCKING SHOW YOU HOW MUCH OF A BITCH I CAN BE!" I screamed so loud. I was grateful it was just me and Derek alone that night. It's the first night where we could be left alone.
I pushed him so hard he landed on my bed making him hit his head on the wood part of my bed. He was rubbing his head trying to get it to stop hurting.When he got up his face was so angry. He deserved it! He walked over to me slowly and was only inches away from me.
"Listen Casey, I'm not going to hit you because your a girl but.." He says in a dark whisper before I knew what was happening I was over his shoulder.
"DEREK!!!" I screamed so loud and then I was put down in our bath tub
He turned the knob to cold before putting the shower on.
I screamed! It was the middle of December and it was cold! As I was about to get up and run he was on top of me holding me down.
"Are you going to calm down now?!" He asks me
"Fuck you!" He holds me down tighter and then I stop and we look at each other.
And out of no where we were kissing! I have no idea who started the kiss but it was one of the best kisses I have ever had!
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate that I lost my virginity to him. The day that we started kissing in the shower turned into a night I'll remember for the rest of my life.
Derek released his lips from mine after a minute. We were both breathing heavily, panting and trying to figure out how this happened. He looked in my eyes to see if I was mad or I disliked the kiss but I couldn't fake it. I did enjoy it! I was anything but mad.
Then he pressed his lips to mine. I closed my eyes and relished this feeling. The kiss was so passionate filled with hunger his lips were soft. Our tongues battling each other. His hand was in my hair and the other was turning the shower knob to make the water warmer.
I moaned loudly when he broke the kiss and started to kiss my neck. Sucking it like a tootsie pop trying to get into the middle.
How many licks does it take?
"Derek." I moaned and I arched into him feeling his man hood get harder. Our hips starting moving in a steady pace as he starts to unbutton my blouse. He looks at me making sure I was okay with it.
I didn't say anything I just nodded and he quickly finished and looked at my pink lace covered breast. He liked what he saw and start to kiss in between my breast. He ripped off my bra and started sucking on my left breast.I felt like I was on fire. His hot tongue on my skin felt amazing! Then he started sucking on my right and I felt like I was going to die of such pleasure.
After my orgasm I felt him unzip my jean skirt and I started to unzip his jeans. Our eyes met, we knew if we didn't stop now, there was no turning back. Truthfully at the time I didn't want to. So I pushed him to the bottom of the tub and got on top of him, it was my turn now. I ripped his shirt open and he squealed in surprise! I started kissing his chest and sucking on his nipples and after I heard his moan I looked up at him and smirked, before I took off his jeans and his boxers.
He was huge! I never actually thought how big he was but I was not expecting him top be that big! I kissed him from his neck until I reached my destination. I sucked his man hood so hard until I heard him groan so loudly and he came in my mouth. I swallowed the bitter cum and rocked my hips on him.
Then he got on top of me and thrust in me, in and out, slowly then hard. I screamed with pleasure as we both came, and with one final thrust he lies on top of me. He breaths in my neck for a couple minutes before getting off me.
I look at him, and he looks at me, both having nothing to say. So we both just lied in the cold bath tub for five hours straight silent.
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
You hate everything about me
Why do you love me
I hate that every night from that moment I would sneak into his room and we would have sex all night. No words were said through the whole thing. We knew we had to keep it a secret and no one could ever find out. Because if anyone ever did their punishment would be hell to pay.
I hate that I want it to be more then just sex with us. I wanted us to make love. I wanted us to be together. I didn't want to keep this thing we have a secret, whatever it is.
I hate that I fell for him. I might not be like every other girl in my school but I WANT to be. I WANT to show people how much I loved him, but I can't! I can't tell anyone I can't tell Derek! I can't love him!
I hate
You hate
I hate
You love me
I just don't get it. I hate everything about him. I hate his perfect goofy hair, I hate his big pouty brown eyes, I hate his adorable smirk that's almost always directed at me, I hate his witty charm that gets him whatever he wants.
I hate how me makes me second think about something I felt so strongly about, I hate the fact he knows me better then anyone, even Em, I hate the fact that he still flirts with every girl in school, when every night he fucks me.
I hate that he got me to fall in love with him. Especially when I know he doesn't love me back.
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate him. I HATE everything about him!
Why do I love him?
(I might do a two shot if people liked this one idk I'm still thinking about it)
Hope you liked!