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I know there is a huge difference in age and I'm not all about the pair but I like it!
Anyway give it a shot.
Summary: By order of the council there's a new test the girls have to take to become chunin and though Tsunade doesn't like it, she has no choice but to enforce it. After all the Hokage is only a military leader… Unfortunately Sakura, 14, has finally passed the chunin exam just in time for the new test and it's one that she and Kakashi are going to have to do together, no matter how much he's against it. What happens when the test gets a little too personal and an unsuspecting consequence occurs that could ruin both of them?
Chapter Rating: M-this is a long first chapter for a reason, a lot of cussing, alcohol use and a lot of stuff happens including a mature scene. You have been warned.
"Kakashi,'s late again," Shizune muttered looking down at Ton Ton, "I hope Lady Tsunada's taking it well."
"Oink Oink," Ton Ton looked up at her with worried eyes. Shizune smiled back as they turned down the hall leading towards the Hokaga's office. A loud bang rang in her hears and she stood stunned as the door opened and a frightened Ebisu was bowing down over and over again.
"Please forgive me Lady Hokaga," the man bowed so low it was a wonder his sun glasses didn't fall off. "I apol-"
"Just get out of here!" Tsunada's voice was heard loud and clear as she yelled. Ebisu nodded and ran past Shizune not even bothering to look her direction.
"Oh boy," Shizune muttered walking to the door hesitantly. "Lady Tsunada," she voiced making sure the elder/younger, woman knew it was here and not the offending other ninja.
"There you are Shizune," Tsunada growled. Her head was resting on her hand, an empty glass of sake beside her. The Hokaga looked worn and tired as she stared down.
"H…Have you talked to the council about taking away the-"
"Yes," Tsunada snapped. "And they looked at me like I was an idiot," she slammed her fists on the table and it shook creaking under her strength. Another hit like that and the table was sure to fall apart. "Who the hell do they think they're talking to?"
"Lady Tsunada," Shizune sighed with pity. Though the woman pretended to have a heart of steel she really was a mother like figure caring for everyone, or grandma as Naruto called her. But this wasn't her fault she shouldn't be blaming herself for something that was he council's decision.
"Yo," a familiar voice appeared at the open window as the missing junin appeared on the sill. Letting himself in, he hopped down and stood leaning against the wall.
"Your late," Tsunada growled staring at him. Her eyes were like daggers and Shizune herself felt like shivering but Kakashi stood still and smiled.
"Well you see funny story actually I was on my way here when a black crow and a white cat-" Even Kakashi knew to stop with the look Tsunada was giving him.
"I take it I have a mission," the man finally picked up on the high level tension in the room. Especially when he said those words.
"Your student Sakura passed the exam," Tsunada voiced. "Congratulations."
Kakashi frowned slightly. Sakura had finally passed the chunin exams and they had finished celebrating just two days ago, and he was proud. To be honest she'd surprised him with her strength and determination but Tsunada wouldn't call him here for a pat on the back. Something was wrong. Dead wrong.
"Yes," he answered quickly.
The other woman found it hard to continue looking at him so she stared down at her desk. "I'm afraid there is another test she's going to have to take to be a full fledged chunin."
"Oh," Kakashi chose his words carefully raising an eyebrow. "What would that be?"
"The council was looking at statistics a week ago," the Hokaga seemed not to notice anyone in the room. "It seems that most of the female ninja get the high risk jobs, especially younger aged ones. Spies, medic, undercover, are eighty five percent done my females. They make up most of our critical jobs."
Kakashi stared at her taking it all in. Of course women made the best spies, who would suspect the weaker sex of memorizing conversations and recognizing critical information? The medic core was made of more women because statistically they had the better chakra control and fighting is not there forte except to a few exceptions and once again who would suspect a woman was undercover? This was all interesting but what did it have to do with Sakura?
"These jobs are all very high stressed," Tsunada voiced. She had to make the other ninja see what the council saw for it to be eaiser for him to do this, no matter how much she was against it. "The women tend to go on medication a lot more than the men do to sleep and perform basic functions, that's how stressed they are. Some have to take pills just to go the bathroom there so tense."
"But a more recent statistic shows the increase in suicides and attempted suicides in women," the Hokaga paused to prepare herself. "Most of the attempts were after they had been raped."
That got the ninja's attention. Kakashi raised and narrowed his eyebrows become tense. Had something happened to his only female student?
"The jobs these women do increase their chances of being caught and once caught their captors seem to think it's a game to use them for their pleasure," Tsunada glanced at the tense nin. This wasn't going to be easy…
"There was already twenty five cases these past six months," the woman growled. "And the council says that the four suicides out of that number was because the girls were virgins. When they were raped it was their first time and they were young like Sakura."
"What are you saying?" Kakashi asked getting tired of waiting. If someone had touched his student…
"I'm saying that most of these types of high risk mission are given to chunin and junin women and because of that the council wants every woman of that level to have had experience in that field. Experience that Sakura does not have," Tsunada voiced.
"So Sakura's a virgin?" Kakashi voiced still not understanding what the council wanted.
"Yes," Tsunada voiced suddenly tired. "And if she want's to be a chunin she has to lose her virginity by the end of this week."
"What are you asking me to do?" Kakashi voiced with a strong feeling that he wouldn't like her answer.
"Either you get someone to or you do it," Tsunada voiced. Shizune looked away as the Hokaga finished. "But your mission is to make sure she loses her virginity by Saturday night."
Kakashi stood looking at the younger version of the old woman in absolute shock. "You can't expect me to…not with Sakura."
"I expect you to do your job as a ninja of this village," Tsunada voiced knowing the man was going to be difficult. "And I expect her to do her job and understand."
"What am I suppose to do?!" Kakashi shocked both women by sounding pleading and angry at the same time. Neither of them seen the White Fang's son lose his temper. The man raised his hands wide, "Should I just go up to her and say hey Sakura mind doing it with me, this is the only way you can full fill your dream? I don't think she'd buy it."
Kakashi's fist clenched. "This is the most stupid-"
"This is by order of the council," Shizune interrupted him. "Lady Tsunada had nothing to do with it. They just decided it would be easier on the female chunins if they had some good memories to cope with it later if it happened."
"Bullshit," Kakashi growled. "Utter freaking bullshit."
"Kakashi please understand this is hard for Lady Tsunada."
"It better be hard!" Kakashi growled. " I kno-" he stopped and clenched his fist at his sides. "Get out of her Shizune, I want to talk to her alone." His voice was so hard and commanding that Shizune froze along with Ton Ton beside her.
She glanced at Tsunada who nodded holding her left hand to her head. If the younger woman stayed she would never convince Kakashi to do this.
"Go buy that pig some treats," Kakashi growled. Ton Ton looked up at him and snorted lightly as he followed Shizune out.
A pregnant silence filled the room as Kakashi tried to grip exactly what was going on and Tsunada waited for him to blow up.
"Tell me I don't have to do this," he begged the older woman. Tsunada had known him from when he was a child before she'd left the village. Though they weren't close than or now Kakashi couldn't see the woman that his sensei had held so high allowing this to happen. It just didn't add up.
"It's not in my power," the woman voiced defeated.
"You and I both know for a fact that that doesn't matter," Kakashi found his voice darkening. "I've fallen in the same damn pit as those women a number of times." There he'd said it, maybe she'd listen.
"Kakashi you know its' different from a man raping a woman and a man raping a boy," the woman sighed.
"Damn you don't get it," the genius junin sounded frustrated. It's was not different!
"That doesn't matter," he shook his head. "It should be Sakura's decision of when she wants to and who she wants to with. You can't expect me, a man thirteen years older than her, her sensei, leader figure, to do this!"
"You don't have a choice," Tsunada grumbled. "And you only have until tomorrow night."
"What?!" Kakashi asked backing away.
"I lied when I told you til the end of this week for Shizune's sake. She can barely handle the situation as it is, I thought you would fair better." She sounded disappointed and Kakashi snorted. Over this situation?
"You have until tomorrow to arrange a way for her to lose it," Tsunada growled.
"You can't be serious," Kakashi slammed his own fist in her desk looking right into her eye. "I swore to protect them, I am not taking away something like that from her. She trusts me and I spent years building that and I'm not going to let it crumble for one night just to do what a bunch of old farts sitting so tall because something is so far up their ass."
"Do you think I like asking you to do this?!" This time Tsunada got completely pissed. How dare he make it seem like she enjoyed this?! "Wither you and I like it or not statistics is on their side and they outrank the both of us. So suck it and do your damn job! You're a ninja remember?!"
Kakashi backed up from her desk, his head down as he shook it. "I am not a puppet-
"You're a leaf ninja before their sensei remember," Tsunada growled. "You'll do this mission or you will be sentenced at court and someone else will get the job to take care of Sakura and it'll be the council's choice."
Kakashi lifted up his head in a quick movement staring at her stunned. The council didn't like the Haruno family because Sakura's uncle who had once been one of them had been an open person about his views before his assassination. And Sakura's father still pointed his finger at the village as being responsible for his death. Said that the council couldn't take the educated man putting them out public ally and showing how much of an idiot they all were. If they got to choose how it would happen for Sakura than it would sure be someone who would push her towards death.
"You know it's in her best interest for you to do it," Tsunada voiced. "Come on Kakashi," Tsunada voiced. "She trusts you and I trust you to be gentle with her." She had taken a liking to the pink haired girl and was waiting for a chance to ask her to become her apprentice. She wouldn't trust another man with this job except for Kakashi, the man was a student of the fourth, a responsible junin, and gentle man when he wanted to be. Except for the fact that he read those books…
"What about the other female genins," Kakashi voiced almost in defeat. Tsunada was right. To protect Sakura, he'd have to hurt her. Damn he wanted another choice.
"Asuma and the others will have to do the same."
Kakashi sighed in disgust. "Next they'll be asking me to do the same with Sasuke and Naruto." His male students weren't bad looking in fact Sasuke had already had a swarm of fan girls for a while. If they were to pick a qualified male to do a job like that it would be Sasuke, but would they ask him to do the same to him or was it just a double standard?
"Tsunada," Kakashi looked at her. "I will do what I have to but you must promise me that Sakura will be the only one." He stared at her deep in the eyes. "I want you to get this damned rule lifted." He couldn't let another one fall into the same fate. He might not be able to save Sakura but the other females her age….
"Sakura's been taking birth control to regulate her period," Tsunada voiced. "Her next cycle starts in two weeks so…"
Kakashi nodded. "If that is all Hokaga-sama," he turned and walked to the window jumping out. Tsunada stared at his figure as it disappeared in a puff of smoke. The tone in his voice hurt her and she wondered if this mission would be the undoing of both of them.
"I need some more sake," she muttered. But a new light glimmered in her eye and she was already making plans to meet up with the council again.
Kakashi stared at the darkening sky an hour later. It was already eight o'clock and the world was going to sleep again. It was too dim to read his book, not that he had been his mind preoccupied with different things so he put it away. Standing his mind still rolled over possibility after possibility as he got up leaning against the memorial stone. He'd hoped Obito or maybe Rin would have an answer to his problem, but they were silent. Always silent.
He found himself moving til he stopped and looked down at her through her window. Sakura was already dressed for bed being responsible and was listening to music in her room. He remembered vaguely that her parents were gone, they'd be home in two days. No wonder Tsunada wanted it done so fast. She needed a day to recuperate and come to terms with what he was going to do.
He watched for who knows how long as her small body finally decided to go to sleep. He wondered at why she would be going to bed so early, than remembered that he had scheduled a training session tomorrow morning. Even with the light out her pale skin gleamed in the moon and he saw what a beautiful person she really was. Leaning back watching he remembered her fascination with Sasuke and how the boy wouldn't even look her way.
"You're a fool," he muttered. His male student didn't realize what a good person she actually was, she was more than he probably deserved. "What a minute."
A thought hit him and Kakashi couldn't resist mentally slapping himself over the realization. There was only one way Sakura would give herself up willingly and only one person she would be happy to do 'it' with so he wouldn't have to.
"Sasuke."
"Where the heck is he?!" Naruto growled. Once again their sensei was late, four hours late.
"I don't know Naruto," Sakura shot back with irritation. "But he'll get here when he-"
"Sorry guys," Kakashi came up the path.
"Your late Kakashi!" Both Naruto and Sakura yelled together and their teacher had to stop himself from wincing in anguish. Late last night he couldn't sleep because of the 'mission' so he'd made a bee line to the nearest bar and drank til five this morning. His hangover was no where near from gone when he'd woken up only five minutes ago.
"I realize that Naruto," Kakashi snapped. "You don't have to say it! I was in bed late last night." His frank rational and snappy attitude stopped the teen. Kakashi had never admitted to being late due to a normal reason of oversleeping. Naruto was waiting for the lost penguins or something; this response stopped him in his tracks. It was so normal that even Sasuke looked at the junin.
"Jeez," Naruto threw his hands up on his head embarrassed and hurt at his response. "You don't have to get all mad about it," he muttered.
"Lets start the training. Today we'll deal with sparing," Kakashi spoke. He was so not up to fighting today and he knew his voice portrayed it.
"Um Sensei," Sakura spoke hesitantly and Kakashi almost jumped at his name. She had plagued his thoughts all night in his deepest nightmares were everything feel apart.
"Yes," he couldn't bring himself to say her name. Hell he couldn't even look at her.
"Aren't we suppose to be working with our ninja tools," she spoke quite fast and correct unfortunately. Ninja tools was just too much talking, way to much talking for Kakashi to do this morning. He wasn't up to explaining technique or anything.
"Aw man this is great!" Naruto yelled jumping up. "I'm finally going to show you what I got old man!" Sasuke snorted and Kakashi sighed.
"Enough, training starts now," he voiced and watched as they all disappeared in the trees.
"Well this is simple," he sighed pulling out his book. The woman was running hard from the man but he wasn't about to have that…
Jumping to the side the kunai missed him but he was surprised as it hit the tree and blew up. Damn he wasn't going to get to finish his book today…
Kakashi dodged as five Naruto's came out the woods and hit two of the clones having the disappear only to be forced to spin as Sasuke's fire ball came out of nowhere. They were getting better.
Suddenly Naruto was in front of him forming hand signs. Shit. A summoning jutsu.
Kakashi threw two kunai at the blonde ninja before it could be completed. He sighed, didn't he know better than to perform a jutsu right in front of his opponent? A kunai swept past him with a pink ribbon and he stared at it as he caught it in his hand. Sakura.
An image of the pink haired female stopped him as he looked down at the ribbon between his fingers. It was soft and felt cold between his fingers like the weapon it was attached too. He couldn't help but wonder at her laugh, smile and motherly ways as he clenched it in his fists. Thoughts of what was to come to the innocent girl made his skin crawl. She didn't deserve it.
He didn't move fast enough as Sasuke punched him in the face sending him reeling back until he caught himself. The entire field stopped as his students stared at him and Sasuke.
"No way," Naruto muttered. There was absolutely no way Sasuke managed to actually knock their sensei the legendary copy nin off his feet. It wasn't possible.
"Kakashi sensei," Sakura voiced in worry while inner Sakura hooted "GO SASUKE! CHA!"
"Humph maybe you should pay better attention," Sasuke smirked over confident.
"Brat," Kakashi spoke with a light fuse. Sasuke didn't hear him but noticed Sasuke's sharingan was activated, well if he wanted to play that way…His left hand and moved up and lifted up the hentai-ate.
Both Sakura and Naruto jerked back with their sensei smirking back at them. Sasuke grunted. So Kakashi was through playing nice.
Moving faster than they could see Kakashi dove behind Sasuke sending a kick that the younger barely avoided than rammed into Naruto who flew off five feet. He didn't bother Sakura, he couldn't. Sasuke was on him in a second as suspected with the fire ball jutsu which Kakashi threw right back. Naruto came behind him and struck only to find it was a clone.
"Dang it where'd he go," Naruto muttered. Sasuke looked around using his bloodline. "Sakura look out!"
"What," Sakura turned kunai in her hand but Kakashi just side stepped her and went straight for Sasuke sending three stars at him before Naruto's clone came behind him and he was forced to grab a hold of it.
"Your going down sensei," Naruto's voice hissed in his ears through the clone. "Nice try," was his answer as Kakashi turned getting out it's grip and struck across the neck.
"Phoenix flower jutsu!" Kakashi moved out of the way and saw the jutsu heading right to Sakura. Moving quickly he picked up the lighter female and moved.
"Damn Sasuke watch what you're doing! You could have hit Sakura!" Naruto yelled.
"She could move," Sasuke growled.
"What your comrade," Kakashi voiced putting Sakura down. She smelled like strawberries today and Kakashi couldn't help but sniff deep into the fragrance as his head brushed by her hair. Pakkun had to be mistaken when he said they used the same shampoo. Sakura smelled much nicer.
"Oh shit," he muttered and moved as far away from the female as he could. Sakura wasn't going to have it though and threw four stars at him disappeared closer to Naruto for cover. One of the stars grazed his jacket and the others saw it.
"What's his problem today," Sasuke muttered. Kakashi seemed completely out of it. Well his lose and Sasuke's gain.
"Naruto now!" Right the blonde yelled back. "Shadow clone jutsu."
Thousands of Naruto came out and they surrounded Kakashi who copied the jutsu with less fever than he had hoped. He'd barely made half of the clones Naruto had. With the distraction in place Sasuke and Naruto both worked on their moves, Rasengan and Chidori. Sakura stood back to cover them.
Feeling them gain more chakra Kakashi quickly mowed down the rest of the clones making his own disappear. There was only Sakura in his way from stopping the two and that was enough. He waited for them to finish their techniques pretending to come up with a strategy.
"Oh man he's going to run right through me," Sakura thought nervous holding on to the weapon in front of her. She had no chance of defending them from him, Kakashi was just too strong. She was surprised when he stood there, tense yes but he just stood there and let Naruto and Sasuke finish building up their charka. That wasn't like him. Usually he would point and use all their weaknesses like a normal opponent why was he holding back?
"Ahhh!" Naruto and Sasuke yelled at the same time running forward on either side of her so fast her hair hit her face. Before they could hit Kakashi grabbed both their wrists and threw the attacks harmlessly in the ground as he jumped away.
"Dang it," Naruto sighed. "We almost had him."
"I'm surprised he let us pull it off," Sasuke voiced staring back at Sakura. Why hadn't he attacked her yet?
"That's enough for today," Kakashi spoke pulling down the head band. "I want to talk to Sasuke but you two can go." He pointed at Naruto but didn't even look at Sakura.
"But I'm not through," Naruto complained. "Believe it!"
"There's a sale at the ramen shop," Kakashi happily added holding up his finger pretending to be normal. He was sure the others had picked up on how weird he was acting, Sasuke was a no doubt but the act seemed to fool Naruto.
The boy's stomach growled and he laughed. "Okay fine but I'll get you next time Kakashi! Bye!" He ran off towards the shop.
Kakashi watched him leave and listened closely as Sakura approached Sasuke. He knew how she felt about him but if this had any chance of working out than he needed to see how Sasuke really felt about Sakura.
"Um Sasuke I was thinking maybe after you finished talking to Kakashi-sensei that," she paused fiddling with her fingers slightly. "Maybe you would like to go get some lunch together since it's so late."
"I've got training to do," the Uchila answered coldly not even looking at her.
"Oh that's okay," Sakura seemed crest fallen but smiled anyway. "Maybe next time. See ya later than, bye Kakashi." She turned and walked away slowly as Kakashi watched her. Sasuke didn't even look up.
"She deserves better than him," Kakashi thought. "At least for now, one day he'll change though." He watched her walk away and couldn't help but let his eyes waver down her body as what he had to do occurred to him again. She wasn't that bad looking, not fully grown yet but she had potential to be a heartbreaker. Good curves already, swaying butt, everything.
"What did you want?" Sasuke voiced not noticing his sensei's view.
"Damn Kakashi," the male yelled at himself. "You were just checking out your student!" Ichi Ichi Paridise was changing him for the worst.
"Oh yes," Kakashi looked at Sasuke. "I was wondering how good your experience with women is."
Sasuke seemed frozen in time. "W…W…Wha…What?"
Kakashi smiled, finally a question that could actually shock the last of the dead clan. It was about damn time. "I said what's your experience of women? I mean you have a ton of fan girls and I was just wondering how far you've ever gotten."
He stared closely and watched as the pale cheeks grew red and the teen looked away not meeting his gaze. "What I do in my private time is none of your concern."
This wasn't looking good. "Aw you can tell me I might have an A-rank mission for you," Kakashi used it as a bargaining chip. The boy had always wanted to get stronger fast and an A-rank mission almost guaranteed a fight with a high ranking criminal. Perfect training for Itachi.
"I," Sasuke seemed reluctant. "Haven't been with anyone."
Kakashi's heart sank. Sasuke was a cherry. Sure he'd suspected it with only Itachi keeping the boy's mind but that fact ended any hope right there. He wouldn't know what he was doing and it would probably hurt Sakura more than if he did it. Besides how did you ask to virgins to lose it for a mission.
"Than you should read this," Kakashi threw the book in his face trying to play it off as if that had been his plan all along to get the boy to read it.
"No," Sasuke answered still a bright red.
"Fine," Kakashi grinned. "Your lost." With that the nin disappeared leaving a very freaked out and embarrassed teen behind.
"Damn it," Kakashi voiced in his house. With Sasuke out of the picture that left the job up to him. It was probably better off that way anyway because how could the girl live if she knew that the only reason her crush showed interest in her was because of a mission? That he'd hurt her the first time? At least if he did it than she would have Sasuke to run to…
"Oh man," the junin fell on the couch. What would happen when Naruto and Sasuke found out? The two would kill him, or at least try, there was no doubt in his mind that they would succeed but it would destroy team seven.
"I need a drink," and he got up and fixed himself the strongest thing he could find before going to find Gai. He was so angry that he needed some form of a punching bag and he knew the one man who would never say no to an all out battle.
"I don't know what his issue today was," Sakura voiced as she picked at the flowers in Ino's family shop. "I mean in training he wouldn't even look at me or say bye when I left."
"Fascinating," Ino voiced leaning back in her chair as she filled her nails behind the desk. "Are you going to buy something or what?"
Sakura couldn't help but smile. Ever since the chumin exam finished and she'd past Ino had been pissed off at her because now she was stronger and Sasuke was all about strong women. Of course she'd been able to grow her hair out faster than Sakura had but still, Sasuke had took a better notice of her and had even gotten her an awesome hand made kunai for a gift afterwards.
Ino was just plan jealous and Sakura bathed in the feeling being admitted by her and not the other way around.
"Look it's already ten o'clock I'd like to go to sleep sometime," Ino-pig voiced. "It's late Sakura go home."
"Fine," Sakura picked up a small bouquet and gave her the money.
"Oh let me guess that's for Sasuke," Ino voiced rolling her eyes. "Honestly Sakura the flowers are getting old."
"No there not," Sakura voiced smelling the carnations and freesia. "My parents are coming home soon and I figured I'd have something nice to welcome them back with."
"Oh," Ino rolled her eyes but Sakura's kindness touched her heart. "Whatever just get going."
When Sakura got out on the street a hawk flew and landed beside her chirping. "What," the female asked looking down at its talon. A small note was on it and Sakura glanced around, only junin were summoned like this not low ranking chunins. What was up? The bird chirped again and she hesitantly untied the message, though she hated to show it the bird intimidated her. She could just see its beak stabbing her hand.
Jumping she moved out of the way as the bird took off, the tiny scroll in her hand she read.
Sakura,
Come to my apartment, building six room 10 on the top floor tonight at eleven.
Kakashi Hatake
"What," Sakura voiced rereading it. Sensei wanted to speak with her now? But it was so late. She sighed remembering how he had treated her, maybe he felt bad. Well he should, acting like she didn't exist, didn't matter! But why now?
"Why ask," Sakura mumbled turning towards the building. "He's as wired as they come."
Kakashi had finished his battle with Gai hours ago and the sweat was long gone from the shower he'd taken. He wore only his under shirt and pants not to freak her out or give way to his intentions early on. The sake was still on his breath he was sure and the aspirin for his head ach was just beginning to work.
"What the hell am I doing?" he stared up at the ceiling sitting on the sofa in his living room. He'd been anxious and sitting down since the clock struck ten and now it was almost time.
"Damn them," he muttered thinking of the council. What the hell was he going to do?
"Um Kakashi-sensei," he heard her timid voice and knock jumping out of his skin. Jeez it was time already? He had to prepare himself to move, "I am an ninja of the leaf village before I am their sensei," he muttered to himself.
"Hey," she voiced looking down at what he was wearing with a funny expression. She'd never seen him without the head band or vest before. It was funny, he actually looked vulnerable and human. "You sent for me right?"
"Yes," Kakashi found himself unable to stop from staring at the small woman in front of him holding flowers. She seemed so beautifully innocent, something he wasn't and he was going to kill that part of her.
"So this is where you live," Sakura voiced nervous trying to break the silence by glancing around him. What was his deal?
Kakashi woke up from his stupor and stepped aside letting her in and closed the door. She didn't hear the click of the lock.
"What did you want to see me for," Sakura asked. "I'm kinda in a hurry sensei." She didn't want to be rude but it was a little crazy to be meeting at this time of night besides the flowers needed water.
"I wanted to talk to you," he heard himself speak before going to the kitchen. He had to make her understand that he was doing this for her own good, or at least that's what he'd been telling himself all day.
Pulling out a vase he poured water into and placed it on the counter, "You can put those here." She nodded and moved while Kakashi stared at her tiny delicate fingers. Oh god.
"What are your views on being a ninja Sakura," he barely coughed out her name. He motioned for her to sit on the sofa while he moved to the opposite chair. Sometimes there was an advantage of having an open room apartment.
"I don't know," Sakura frowned at the question. Was he testing her or something? Had he done the same with Sasuke and Naruto? "I guess a ninja should be strong, reliable, protect his village and watch over his comrades." She added the last bit as she remembered what he'd said during their first test under him to become genin. Surely he liked her answer.
"Yes," Kakashi nodded. "But what about your priorities, what should you be first above all? A protector to your village or your friends."
Sakura frowned. "I don't know," she muttered. The heat of his gaze was on here and it felt suffocating especially with the sharingan open. "Your village should be your first priority." There, she'd given the text book answer. Iruka would have been proud.
Kakashi nodded leaning down on his hands pressing against his knees. He watched her over silver locks sitting straight, hands in her lap, legs completely crossed. Virgin was written all over her.
"And what if protecting the village meant hurting your friend or team mate," Kakashi stared at her. "What if it meant wounding Naruto, taking away something he could never get back for his own good and the villages?" While she pondered Kakashi watched her quench her lips together in frustration. It was cute. Getting up quickly at his train of thought he grabbed the sake bottle and downed the last of it. Maybe it would give him enough courage to do what was needed.
He held it out to Sakura hoping she'd want some and give him an excuse to pull out some more. If she was tipsy than she couldn't really blame it on him could she?
But good old Sakura refused like the innocent angel she was. Damn. It was going to have to be the hard way.
"If it was for Naruto's own good than I guess I would wound him," she voiced hesitantly than her voice grew stronger. "I mean he's annoying but I don't dislike him so if I could save him some how even if it was by hurting him than I would do it."
"Even if he'd hate you afterwards?" Kakashi wanted to make this clear.
"Yes," Sakura added determined without any extra thought.
Kakashi nodded deep in thought. She'd understand, she had too. His vision was slightly blurred by the alcohol but he tossed it aside. Moving he motioned her to follow. "I have something for you."
He cursed as she watched him open the door to his bedroom and walk inside. Damn she was too trusting. Way to trusting. The light switch turned on but she seemed more interested in studying the aspects of his room than running.
Sakura looked into the room with a sort of awe. There was no way Sasuke and Naruto had gotten this close to Kakashi-sensei, the man was such a mystery to them that they'd have said something. The room walls were a dark green that didn't surprise her. It was clean with a bookself in one corner, a closet, and a wide king sized bed. "What a pretty bed sheet," she whispered mentally. It was a nice shade of light green that matched everything and she couldn't help but run a finger down the softness of it.
She turned as the door closed and looked at Kakashi with a half simile but a warning shiver ran up her spine. "What is he doing," she thought. "Kakashi-sensei?" she voiced hesitant. She didn't recognize the look in his eyes, they were darker somehow, primal, and his body hunched over slightly.
"I am so sorry," he voiced and the lock turned.
(Okay RATED M scene people-you can skip it!)
Sakura waited shocked. Sorry? For what. She stepped back hitting the bed with the back of her legs as he walked towards her. A hand went to his mask and he pulled it up and over his head revealing his face.
She gasped at his flawless face stunned. Kakashi was the most handsome man she'd ever seen. His lips were full and his nose wasn't two long for his face, there was absolutely nothing to hide! No big lips or anything. He'd never let them even get closet to figuring out what was under it and here he was taking off his mask?! In her state Kakashi inched forward and lightly pushed her down on the bed.
"What?!" Sakura gasped as she laid sprawled out in front of him, her legs dangling down. Kakashi grabbed her by her armpits and pulled her up so she rested with her head on the pillow and her body in the middle. "What's going on," she pushed her self up by her hands only to have him sit beside her and grab her by her shoulders pulling her up making her mouth hit his.
Sakura couldn't help but scream at the unwanted contact but Kakashi took it as an invitation to roam insider her mouth as he sucked in her bottom lip and allowed his tongue to slid through. He leaned completely forward ignoring her reluctant hands and immobile tongue pushing her down on the bed. When he let her go she stared up at him frightened with wide eyes.
"K..Kak..ak…aka..shi..hi," she couldn't even form his name as he kissed her again.
"This can't be happening," Sakura thought. " No…No…No.."
"NO!" She blurted out loud pushing him hard with her hands on his chest. He didn't budge but grabbed the offending arms by the wrist and pulled them above her head. Using one hand he held her captive as he stared down at her figure.
"No please," she was begging now as she turned from side to side trying to get lose. Moving to his dresser he pulled off the wire he'd placed there and wrapped it around her wrists. She was begging him and when she saw the wire she started to kick and buck. Growling slightly the junin threw his leg over her waste and forced himself onto her hips. He had to keep her still.
"Kakashi please," Sakura was crying now as she felt his weight on her.
"You should save your tears for later," Kakashi thought. "You'll need them all then." His heart was breaking but he pushed the emotions down. He had a job to do. He was a ninja. A tool. He finally tied her arms together and above her head to the head board. Moving away from her he pulled the shirt over his head and watched as she sobbed harder.
He loomed over her, his vision making her blur and he shook his head trying to clear it knowing that the smell of sake poured from his being and silently hoping she'd think he was drunk, even though he was still a good five glasses from it, but Sakura didn't know that. He let his right hand cup her cheek as she shook her head and allowed it to fall down to her neck and collar bone pushing away he shirt. Finally the other hand came up and he undid the buttons in the fabric pulling back.
She didn't make it easy twisting and turning in his grasp but he held her still. She closed her eyes as the cold hit her chest.
"Oh god," he muttered. She was still so young, not even fully developed yet, her chest small and humble stared back at him in its pink fleshy form. How could he do this? He reached over and pulled out a kunai from the dresser, his hands beginning to tremble.
Sakura couldn't understand why he was doing this but she knew what was about to happen. A foreign taste had been embedded in her mouth when his tongue had explored her there. Sake. That had to be it he was drunk, she had to get him to see what he was doing. She had to get him to stop.
"I can't fight him," her eyes squeezed shut tighter. He was too strong, if he really wanted this than she couldn't stop him. Her wrists burned from the friction created by trying to escape the tight bonds. "Oh no," she cried. A shiver went down her and the room seemed to freeze as she peaked up at him. A kunai was in his hand shaking as he stared down at her expressionless.
She couldn't breath as she watched the kunai inch closer, somehow she managed though, and she screamed.
Kakashi's large hand covered her mouth as he leaned down, his bare chest heating up the air around her own. She cried harder trying to tear away from the unforgiving hand and breath.
"Calm down Sakura," his voice tickled her ear as his cheek rested against hers. "The more you fight back the harder I'll have to be. If you don't want to get hurt, stop. Let me have control, you don't have to do a thing, I promise not to hurt you."
He sat back and stared down at the figure. She was terrible, snot began to trickle out her nose hitting his hand but he didn't move it. Her cheeks and eyes were red and her breathing erratic sending her chest up and down at an uneven pace. Unfortunately that only seemed to gain his attention as…well hot. His own body began to warm as he watched her, his body reacting to every movement of hers. Damn she was turning him on.
"I'm going to untie you and take away my hand," His voice was calm but changed into a demanding, ordering demeanor, the one he used on missions. He knew she would listen if he used that tone, she had for years. "Do not scream or move, stay where you are. You can't tell anyone about this," he leaned back down so he could whisper as his hand moved the kunai to the wire. She had to understand that this would ruin his reputation as a human being let a lone a ninja. If he had any chance of keeping the team together the boys had to remain oblivious.
There was only one way to ensure that. "Sasuke and Naruto are strong," he whispered. "but I'm stronger. If you tell anyone the same thing will happen to them. You don't want that do you?"
She shook her head gasping as her eyes grew big. He wouldn't, couldn't do that to Sasuke and Naruto. Even she had to give herself to him…Sakura shuttered again and cried harder, "than so be it," she thought.
"Good." The wire cut and he removed his hand letting her breath better which she did coughing. She curled on her side but his hand rested on her waste so she stopped and just turned her head not being able to look at him. She left her hands above her head not knowing what else to do. What else could she do?
His hand moved up to her shoulder and he pulled her shirt off.
"This isn't happening," Sakura closed her eyes hard. "This isn't happening. I'm not here, I'm not here." She repeated the chant as she felt his breath on her stomach moving up between her and stopping on her throat.
Kakashi had already decided to do as much as he could to make it enjoyable for her. This was her first time and though she would have nightmares for years, it would be less traumatizing if he could make her like it.
"Wh-" Sakura gasped again as his mouth wrapped around her throat sucking lightly near the collar bone. He wanted to make sure that if he left any marks she could easily cover them. Her hands came to his chest pushing up but he grabbed her wrists and made her hands run up and down his well worked out chest.
When he pulled away he saw her biting her lip trying to distinguish between hate and pleasure. Her lips were pink and her eyes closed peacefully as if she was his willing partner. Of course no had touched her there before so how was she suppose to feel.
"She won't like this," Kakashi growled. She heard it and looked up shocked again tensing as he loomed over her, his hand slipping behind her to her bra strap. With a well known twist it opened and so did her struggles.
"Please no oh no no no no no," she tried to push by him so he settled on top of her careful not to bruise her hips as he moved down using his legs to clasp against hers.
"Kakashi!" He froze, his hands on her bra straps when she yelled out his name. Looking down at her he saw her form trembling from both his heat, the cold, and…situation. She sounded so much like a vulnerable child.
He groaned inwardly in hate towards himself but continued. She had to just leave him be. The bra off he decided to start with her upper body before going any further. Being a virgin though he had to be careful she didn't come to fast.
Sakura gasped as he worked on her, his mouth to one side his hand on the other. Oh god it was…good. She moaned lightly and the hands that had been pounding his back started to move through his hair. She didn't understand what she was doing or how he was doing it too her but she suddenly didn't want him to stop.
"K..ka..Kakashi," this time his name was pleading to stop but in awe and asking to continue. He paused to look at her and she stared down at his half lit eyes full of an untold emotion her body wiggled at the unaccustomed air. He took the invitation and kissed her mouth lightly squeezing her in his hand. She moaned loudly unable to stop it and turned her head so he could get closer to her.
"This isn't right," her voice screamed and fought. But her body was winning the fight between pleasure and logic. Her legs already felt wet and clammy and actually pushed against his calves trying to separate. As if he knew their want he readjusted his own lying flat across her small body resting between them.
"Ahh," she breathed when he let go light headed and needing air. She struggled as he laid flat against her and she felt his heat right on her own. She couldn't stop the groan…and neither could he.
"This…" she couldn't form words. "Isn't rig…right."
Kakashi nodded agreeing with her but couldn't stop. He couldn't even if he wanted to now.
His hand left her and fell to the dresser as he fumbled with a sweet scented oil. So she couldn't see he kissed her again on the mouth and this time she kissed back and he let her. His body shuddered as her arms came around his neck pulling him closer and her inexperienced tongue lashed out over the roof of his mouth. He trembled harder and kissed her just as vicious back as three of his fingers became coated with the oil.
He shifted but continued to kiss her as his right hand went down to her pants. He made sure to use his left to touch her again as his hand snaked down her pants between her.
Sakura screamed in the kiss in absolute protest as something entered her. Her pure bliss was shattered and the tears came again, she tried to pull back from the kiss but he wouldn't let her. She tried to close her legs but his knee wouldn't allow it. She felt the fingers play in an out tearing her and she cried.
Kakashi knew that he had no chance of things ever being normal between them again as her once stroking hands began pounding at his back and scratching him. Finally his fingers brushed against her and she stopped.
Sakura didn't know what had happened but pure torture wasn't that terrible as she felt flashes in her eyes. Her body opened wider and she felt him put in another finger and his mouth leave hers but she didn't care, it was…bliss. Spit ran down her open as she moaned barely aware that Kakashi was watching her intently for any sign of pain. There was none.
Kakashi pulled out his fingers and moved off the bed barely hearing her cry of protest, her black shorts and underwear coming with him. He was hot and needed relief soon. He stared at her as his zipper fell down and watched as the noise startled her out of whatever planet women went to when this was happening. Her eyes grew in fear and her legs clamped shut again as his pants fell down followed by his boxers.
Sakura couldn't turn away from him. "He's so big, this is going to hurt." She stopped her thoughts, "Hold on this isn't going to happen. NO WAY IN HELL!" She moved but her body was slow and he caught her throwing her on the bed ignoring her cry of protest as he settled back between her. He held her wrists so her hands were on either side of her head.
"Kakashi," she felt him move in position. "Kakashi please, don't!"
"I'm sorry," he voiced. He couldn't look at her his hair was in his face. Before he moved again he kissed her forehead apologetically and she stared at him wide eyes as he repeated what he said again. Her green eyes stared into his black and he couldn't help the tears that came down his face. He hadn't cried in ten years.
Sakura didn't know what to do when she felt the splashes of tears hit her face and the salt water run down her throat. She felt compelled to kiss his pain away but…
Kakashi sighed it would hurt either way. No more torturing her. He closed his eyes clearing them and stared down at her with the sharingan. He was going to hypnotize her and decrease the pain as much as possible. He couldn't delete the pain but she wouldn't scream.
"Sakura look at me."
She did hearing his commanding voice, the trust burning in her eyes weak but still there. With the first thrust it was gone.
Sakura cried but she couldn't look away as she felt his movement above her. Her mouth opened and her body screamed as she felt hot thick liquid pour down her legs, blood.
Kakashi used her virgin blood to further coat himself trying to be as easy as possible with her but wanting to make it fast. She came before him moaning and he came later.
He pulled out letting her go and stood away sure that was what she wanted. Sakura shivered from the cold but made no move to cover herself. Why? She was broken.
End of the scene.
"Sakura," Kakashi touched her cheek slightly and she flinched looking down at his necked form. She was scared if he would do it again. Kakashi moved over understanding and put on his black boxers and mask. She seemed relieved but still tensed.
She was a mess, blood and semen was between her legs and the sheets were terrible. She needed to be cleaned.
"Sakura lets go get you cleaned up."
She didn't look at him but stared at the ceiling breathing hard, gulping at the air. "Sakura," still nothing. Kakashi moved beside her and touched her lightly. He would have welcomed anything, tears, flinching, or even a fist across his face. He deserved it all. But his heart sank as she did nothing. It was in that moment Kakashi knew he had done something horrible. He'd broken her, death would have been more favorable.
He swallowed a sob but picked her up bridal style. Moving to the door across his room he opened it and it revealed a bathroom. The bath was actually a very large stand up shower, something she couldn't do. He laid her down carefully and turned the shower on careful to have her head away from the water so she wouldn't try to drown herself. The water washed between her legs, warm but not hot. She didn't even flinch.
The man turned unable to look at the pathetic site and he walked back into the adjoining bedroom leaving the door open.
"Damn it." He sat on the bed, the smell of sex still heavy in the air. He grabbed the sheet angrily needing something to do and replaced it with clean clothes. He'd give anything to be able to kill a hundred men right now. Anything.
He glanced up at his pictures and saw his sensei staring back at him. "Oh god no," he muttered. Obito and Rin stared at him too and so did Sasuke and Naruto. What caught his eye though was Sakura and how happy and innocent the girl looked. "What the hell have I done?!" he asked falling to his knees.
To hell with being a ninja.
To hell with clearing up the Hatake name.
To hell with his record.
To hell with Tsunada.
To hell with the council.
"To hell with the village," he muttered through his tears. Anything would have been more welcomed than what he had just done. A thousand years being tortured endlessly by Kisame, Orachimaru, Kabuto, Itachi, Zabuza, the fox, anything.
The sound of water hit his hears and he knew he couldn't change what he had done but he owed it to her to watch over her tonight. No matter how much he didn't want to.
Getting up he felt dizzy and had to grab his head, maybe he'd drunk more than he thought. Going in the bathroom he pulled her out and dried her. She was like a doll unmoving or caring. She stared at the wall the entire time and didn't bother with anything. He left her there and went into his room to get her a large shirt to sleep in and when he came back she'd fallen asleep. Her hair playing across her features made it a beautiful sight and he caught his breath.
"I swear Sakura," he voiced. "I won't ask your forgiveness or understanding. I'll do what you ask and leave you be if that's your wish, you never have to see me again. But I will make sure no one hurts you ever again. I swear." Saying those words made a small amount of peace swarm in his soul. He'd hurt her, but he'd be the last to do it. No matter what he would do what needed to be done. The thoughts swelled in his head and the vow became permanent as she was dressed in his shirt and in the warm clean bed.
Kakashi sighed turning to go to the couch. It would do no good for him to be here when she woke.
His body though had other plans.
He began to shake and immediately he knew he'd used the sharingan too much that day. The last thing he saw before falling onto the bed unconscious was her light pink hair.
Okay how'd you like the chapter? Hope it was good enough! God am I evil or what?
Honestly I'm a virgin so the scene may have been...off...so reviews would definately be appreciated.
Anyway a suprise is coming up in the later chapters...if Sakura can survive
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