Under my smile isn't a happy soul. It's all I can do not to cry. He said he'd return. But yet... This letter came in the mail.
'I know it's been a while... Waiting for me... But I wont be coming back. Gomen... Dont wait for me... And dont come looking...Im not coming back. Sorry.'
Why? He said he would wait, and I told him I would to. Now he's telling me not to wait? Hell. I waited two years and now he tells me not to.
I hate him... I hate his guts.
He lied to me.
Syaoran returned last week. I always had a crush on him, but gave it up because my best friend had a crush on him. I wonder what would have been if I was with him.
Oh well.
Now im on the top. The top of it all. I just wrote this to say I will miss my family, friends, and even... 'Him'.
I wonder if he will miss me to. I just want him to care. So now at the end of the line, on the edge of death, im no longer a soul. I no longer have to worry about the worlds screams, and the deaths fallen upon us.
So to you, my love, it's over. I love you and I want you to know how I really feel.
You may tell lies as much as you like now. Because im not here. So remember I love you. Dont be sorry, sad, mad, or upset. Live your life long. Forever if you wish. Ill be with you soon, hand and hand.
So, remember me. Open your eyes and see the light of which I never saw. The birds, the trees, the animals, and all of which I wish I got to love.
Love,
Your true friend.
P.s. Tell Sakura she's lucky to have Syaoran!
p.s.s. Give Naoko Fuffles, she loves that hamster!
p.s.s. Tell Tomoyo she should shoot for the stars and that I love her outfits!
p.s.s.s., Tell Rika that she and Mr. Terenda will have a great life.
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She slowly tucked the letter into a envelope and placed it on her bed. She slowly opened her door to the balcony and looked around. It was three stories down. She had always dreamed of flying. So she would.
Holding a ribbon in her left hand she wrapped it on her right pigtail. She held another one out and wrapped it on her left pigtail. One was pink and the other red.
She carfully sat up on the rail(fence around the balcony so you dont fall) and turned around till she face the outside. Sitting there she looked around. Her eyes closed trying to this on who she really was.
She saw one star shining out extra bright. Just for her. "Hello..." She said looking up at it. She then looked at the ground below. "Good bye... Takashi..."
As she slowly fell, she felt the wind in her face. The rush of flying. So carefree. But it was only a once in a lifetime thing.
No screams. Nothing. Only a loud bang. She sat for a minute, waiting to die. It was all cold. Everything was cold. She was able to say only two words... "Im home..."
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"Why did you do this..." someone asked. A boy with short black hair bent down to meet her grave. "Chiharu!"
"I shouldn't have left... I shouldn't have left you... I should have never done that. I just wish I could tell you. Now that your gone, I guess I relize that I do love you. Now I guess I should just leave... Just go home and be alone. I deserve it."
He placed a pink rose and a red one on her grave and smiled.
"Takashi? Are you done yet?" someone called. Syaoran was standing about 10-20 feet waiting for him.
"Yeah... Im coming..." He said back. Standing.
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oo' Confusing, yet sad and nice. R+R
'I know it's been a while... Waiting for me... But I wont be coming back. Gomen... Dont wait for me... And dont come looking...Im not coming back. Sorry.'
Why? He said he would wait, and I told him I would to. Now he's telling me not to wait? Hell. I waited two years and now he tells me not to.
I hate him... I hate his guts.
He lied to me.
Syaoran returned last week. I always had a crush on him, but gave it up because my best friend had a crush on him. I wonder what would have been if I was with him.
Oh well.
Now im on the top. The top of it all. I just wrote this to say I will miss my family, friends, and even... 'Him'.
I wonder if he will miss me to. I just want him to care. So now at the end of the line, on the edge of death, im no longer a soul. I no longer have to worry about the worlds screams, and the deaths fallen upon us.
So to you, my love, it's over. I love you and I want you to know how I really feel.
You may tell lies as much as you like now. Because im not here. So remember I love you. Dont be sorry, sad, mad, or upset. Live your life long. Forever if you wish. Ill be with you soon, hand and hand.
So, remember me. Open your eyes and see the light of which I never saw. The birds, the trees, the animals, and all of which I wish I got to love.
Love,
Your true friend.
P.s. Tell Sakura she's lucky to have Syaoran!
p.s.s. Give Naoko Fuffles, she loves that hamster!
p.s.s. Tell Tomoyo she should shoot for the stars and that I love her outfits!
p.s.s.s., Tell Rika that she and Mr. Terenda will have a great life.
~
She slowly tucked the letter into a envelope and placed it on her bed. She slowly opened her door to the balcony and looked around. It was three stories down. She had always dreamed of flying. So she would.
Holding a ribbon in her left hand she wrapped it on her right pigtail. She held another one out and wrapped it on her left pigtail. One was pink and the other red.
She carfully sat up on the rail(fence around the balcony so you dont fall) and turned around till she face the outside. Sitting there she looked around. Her eyes closed trying to this on who she really was.
She saw one star shining out extra bright. Just for her. "Hello..." She said looking up at it. She then looked at the ground below. "Good bye... Takashi..."
As she slowly fell, she felt the wind in her face. The rush of flying. So carefree. But it was only a once in a lifetime thing.
No screams. Nothing. Only a loud bang. She sat for a minute, waiting to die. It was all cold. Everything was cold. She was able to say only two words... "Im home..."
~~
"Why did you do this..." someone asked. A boy with short black hair bent down to meet her grave. "Chiharu!"
"I shouldn't have left... I shouldn't have left you... I should have never done that. I just wish I could tell you. Now that your gone, I guess I relize that I do love you. Now I guess I should just leave... Just go home and be alone. I deserve it."
He placed a pink rose and a red one on her grave and smiled.
"Takashi? Are you done yet?" someone called. Syaoran was standing about 10-20 feet waiting for him.
"Yeah... Im coming..." He said back. Standing.
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oo' Confusing, yet sad and nice. R+R