Ok so i can't really say i am 100% twilight fan, but I totally recon there should be some romance for Leah, I mean come on she turns into a giant wolf! what does Bella do besides from break her bones :S no offence to any Bella fans. I want to keep most of the same characters in this, but of course it's going to have a different story line. Also their ages are different… but I'll explain more next chapter, If you all enjoy it :) thanks for reading please let me know what you think :) R&R :) xx

LPOV

The sadness was becoming suffocating, everything seemed to be getting worse. I had lost everyone my father, Sam, my friends. Everyone had left, and now all I could feel was the rage, it was constantly there. The more I thought about It the more my blood boiled. It all started with Emily I couldn't believe that she had done this to me, she was like my big sister. Before I knew it my bedside lamp was flying into the wall smashing into a million pieces.

"LEAH, what the hell was that?" Seth said urgently from the other side of my door.

"NOTHING" I couldn't help the anger that came through my voice, he had taken it upon himself to be my keeper, Leah make sure you eat, Leah are you going out today, although his intentions were good i didn't need someone monitoring me twenty-four seven. At this point in time I just wanted to be left alone. I heard the door handle turning as he pushed the door open. GOSH he can't keep his nose out of things.

"OW! What the hell Leah" he said clutching his foot, "why is there glass everywhere?"

"My lamp fell" I closed my eyes, as I laid on top of the bed covers, hoping he would just leave.

"And what magically flew across the room" he said sarcastically, "listen Leah are you going to do something today or just sit and mope around"

"FUCK OFF SETH" I felt fresh rage quickly flow through my body.

"NO Leah, I know thing suck at the moment but you have to move forward, why don't you get out of the house and…"

"AND WHAT, go to the beach like I use to with Sam, Go shopping with Emily, go for a nice hike like I use to with Da.." I have no one, even my supposed friends had ditched me for Sam, all of them Embry, Quil, Jake they where all to busy hanging with that douche, they didn't come to school and they certainly didn't talk to me anymore.

"Lea I…"

"Please just go Seth"

As soon as he was out of the room I let the tears fall. I hated this the most showing this weakness.

JPOV

I can't believe she chose to go with that bloodsucker to Italy, all to save her stupid Edward. I don't understand why she can't just let him go. I couldn't let it worry me anymore, if she wants to go off and join them she can. I can't keep wanting someone who doesn't want me back.

Ring ring ring

"JAKE get the phone" came my dads voice from out side the house.

A couple of rings later I picked up the phone, I wasn't really keen to talk to anyone.

"Hello" i answered.

"Hey Jake it's Seth. I was just wondering if you were busy, its just Leah…"

this is not the conversation I want to be having now.

"Listen Seth I know how she's felling but I can't.." well I can't really do anything one of Sam's stupid orders 'NO OUTSIDERS'.

"Jacob she was your friend, there's something wrong with her. All she does is stay in her room and get angry about everything…Please just talk to her for five minutes she has no one. I have to go out and I just don't want her doing anything crazy". I really felt bad for Leah, I knew what Seth was hinting to, but Leah was strong, ever since we were little she always seemed so in tune with everything, nothing ever worried her. Screw Sam's order she was… well is my friend.

"Fine I'll be over soon". I said before hanging up.

I walked up the familiar steps of the Clearwater house. I immediately felt guilty, we were friend's good friends, Sue and Harrys house was like my second home but Sam made it clear no OUTSIDERS, no Leah. I was about to knock when Seth opened the door.

"Hey Jake thanks this means a lot," he said moving aside.

"No problems, Seth where is she?"

"Up in her room like always" he muttered before leaving the house.

I walked up the stairs to Leah's door, slowly pushing it open. I noticed the glass all over the floor, Leah had her back to me, facing the window.

"Lee" I said not knowing if she was awake.

"Jake". She turned to face me, our eyes met and it was like time froze, I could stare for hours into those beautiful brown depths for hours. Suddenly it dawned on me just what I had done, I knew things were about to get so much more complicated.

A/N (I know its a little depressing now but things can only get better) R&R :) hope you enjoyed it :)