My friend read it and said if you listen to songs like Chain, Cellos, Into Gaea,... it really deepens the mood... something like that... try it out.
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The Rain
Allen
No one understands this Pain I feel, it lingers in my Heart...
My beloved little sister is here... with me,
Safe.
Forever.
No matter how many times I say those Words to myself,
I know they will never be True...
You cannot be with me Forever, no matter how much I wish for you to stay...
You must grow up someday.
I must let you go...
My little sister... I cannot keep you safe,
This World is much too Cold and harsh for your gentle soul,
So Beautiful...
Fragile, like a Glass doll...
My little Glass Doll,
Perhaps too fragile for this lifetime...
I cannot let them Poison you!...
Shall I take care of that...
Should I take your life? This Life that means so much to me, it means absolutely nothing to so many others...
Let me End this now!...
Why do you look at me that Way?
Your breath is gasping,
Your eyes are tearful and afraid...
Sister, please... you must understand why I must do this...
I lose every One I Love...
At least this way I know that you are gone...
Never to come back...
You'll never come back to haunt me.
Celena!... I...I love you!
Why did you have to come back?!?
You were my one shred of Perfection...
You kept me going...
On those cold, rainy nights, all alone...
Many times I thought of taking my own life,
And then I saw you... You were waiting for me to come to you...
I could not let those tears out...
The Rain cried for me.
Washing away my pain and my happiness, Leaving me cold, and waiting for You...
Holding my blade, up in the air...
You're still staring...
The Rain outside was mere trickles before...
The Windows burst open from behind me, allowing the cold fluid Streams drift in...
They hit me with all they've got... not exactely painful, just cold.
I look down at You... Your fearful eyes,
I see the way They caress your face, then drip slowly to the floor...
It brings tears to my eyes...
This Rain washes through me and lands on You...
I needn't hold back these Tears now...
I needn't the Rain to cry for me now...
My blade Falls to the ground...
And I drop to my knees...
'Please, forgive me, Celena! My dear sister!'
Your loving arms wrap around me...
You're shaking, but you're no longer Afraid...
'I understand... I love you, Allen!'
Your soft lips Touch my cheek.
I close my eyes, still feeling the Rain's icy blows...
I lift my sword...
With a deep breath...
I shatter my little Glass Doll, my last shred of Perfection...
No longer letting the Rain wash away my tears...
I open my eyes,
You are still there... keeping me in Your warm embrace...
You wipe my tears
'I love you, Brother.'
Forgive me, dearest Sister...
I cannot keep you...
Safe...
Forever.
Forget those Lies...
I love you, Celena...
With this blade at my side and pain relishing on my heartache...
The water still slides down your face, slowly, gently... I will remeber this warm embrace in the cold rain...
My little sister...
I cannot protect you from the Rain.
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Wow... if you don't get it, Imm really sorry I was in one of my depressed/angry/sleepy teenager moods... but still tell me what you think. review. Oh yeah, Imm still working on my Eries fic *Never Again* I'll post the next chapter as soon as possible.
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Allen
No one understands this Pain I feel, it lingers in my Heart...
My beloved little sister is here... with me,
Safe.
Forever.
No matter how many times I say those Words to myself,
I know they will never be True...
You cannot be with me Forever, no matter how much I wish for you to stay...
You must grow up someday.
I must let you go...
My little sister... I cannot keep you safe,
This World is much too Cold and harsh for your gentle soul,
So Beautiful...
Fragile, like a Glass doll...
My little Glass Doll,
Perhaps too fragile for this lifetime...
I cannot let them Poison you!...
Shall I take care of that...
Should I take your life? This Life that means so much to me, it means absolutely nothing to so many others...
Let me End this now!...
Why do you look at me that Way?
Your breath is gasping,
Your eyes are tearful and afraid...
Sister, please... you must understand why I must do this...
I lose every One I Love...
At least this way I know that you are gone...
Never to come back...
You'll never come back to haunt me.
Celena!... I...I love you!
Why did you have to come back?!?
You were my one shred of Perfection...
You kept me going...
On those cold, rainy nights, all alone...
Many times I thought of taking my own life,
And then I saw you... You were waiting for me to come to you...
I could not let those tears out...
The Rain cried for me.
Washing away my pain and my happiness, Leaving me cold, and waiting for You...
Holding my blade, up in the air...
You're still staring...
The Rain outside was mere trickles before...
The Windows burst open from behind me, allowing the cold fluid Streams drift in...
They hit me with all they've got... not exactely painful, just cold.
I look down at You... Your fearful eyes,
I see the way They caress your face, then drip slowly to the floor...
It brings tears to my eyes...
This Rain washes through me and lands on You...
I needn't hold back these Tears now...
I needn't the Rain to cry for me now...
My blade Falls to the ground...
And I drop to my knees...
'Please, forgive me, Celena! My dear sister!'
Your loving arms wrap around me...
You're shaking, but you're no longer Afraid...
'I understand... I love you, Allen!'
Your soft lips Touch my cheek.
I close my eyes, still feeling the Rain's icy blows...
I lift my sword...
With a deep breath...
I shatter my little Glass Doll, my last shred of Perfection...
No longer letting the Rain wash away my tears...
I open my eyes,
You are still there... keeping me in Your warm embrace...
You wipe my tears
'I love you, Brother.'
Forgive me, dearest Sister...
I cannot keep you...
Safe...
Forever.
Forget those Lies...
I love you, Celena...
With this blade at my side and pain relishing on my heartache...
The water still slides down your face, slowly, gently... I will remeber this warm embrace in the cold rain...
My little sister...
I cannot protect you from the Rain.
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Wow... if you don't get it, Imm really sorry I was in one of my depressed/angry/sleepy teenager moods... but still tell me what you think. review. Oh yeah, Imm still working on my Eries fic *Never Again* I'll post the next chapter as soon as possible.