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the conversation after the end of 2x14 Blame it On the Alchohal

Kurt/Blaine

This was going to be the longest walk of Kurt Hummel's life.

He had just heard the words he had been praying for since the party, and he couldn't even enjoy it.

"Hey"

"Hey" Blaine responded, refusing to make eye contact.

Blaine pushed past him toward an empty table in the corner, as far from Kurt as possible.

"Shit" Kurt says under his breath.

Kurt gathers up whatever courage, "hmm, interesting choice of words" Kurt thinks, and walks over to Blaine's table.

"Can I sit...Please?"

"Fine"

Kurt slowly and cautiously lowers himself into the chair. Blaine gives him a look that seems entirely foreign to his warm, kind eyes, a look that cuts through Kurt like a cold knife. Kurt releases a breath he didn't know he was holding in.

"Listen…" Kurt begins, stuttering.

"I'm…sorry."

Blaine rolls his eyes.

"Stop, for Christ sake STOP! I was wrong ok! I was an ass, I said the wrong thing and freaked out, ok? Are you happy?"

"No, frankly I'm not."

"Blaine, please…"

"Just tell me why, that's all I want to know." Blaine almost growls.

"You of all people, should know how it feels to question who you are and how it feels to be shaken to the core by this kind of discovery. I don't love that I questioned myself, I wanted to be a mentor to you, I wanted to be perfect so I could help you but you know what Kurt, I'm not perfect, so…there you go."

"Blaine I never asked for perfect, perfect is boring and frankly I don't want perfect, I want…"

"What?" Blaine looked up, finally making eye contact with Kurt.

Kurt summoned up all the strength he had left.

'Ok…you know how I feel about you, how can you not think that you going after someone else would hurt me? And let alone it being Rachel Berry, who for all the time we've been friends, she has taken everything I have ever wanted!"

Kurt could feel his voice rising, but didn't care.

"She took my solos, she took my spotlight and she took Finn, and I'd be damned if she was going to take the only man that I have actually been willing to risk my heart for, so you'll excuse me for not being entirely thrilled when you two got together!"

"Kurt…"

"AND furthermore Blaine, I'm not saying I wouldn't still like you if you were bi, that doesn't change my opinion of you. Nothing could change that ever.

"Kurt.."

But you have to realize that I was completely in shock and I lashed out and I'm really sorry and I'm a fuck up and I'm emotional and that I just...I'm rambling aren't I?

'Yes, and making a scene." Blaine replied with a smile tugging at the corners of his mouth.

Kurt cleared his throat as he sat back down.

"Kurt, I accept your apology, and…I understand."

"Wait, what?" Kurt said completely shocked. "I was pretty sure that that was a rambaling mess…"

"It was, but I get it…"

"So…" Kurt murmurs, "You're completely 100% gay?"

"Yeah" Blaine Responded with a little chuckle.