Laughing eyes, I watch you
Carefully from far away
Knowing that I'm the one you see right through
When you pass me in the hallway
Over my head, under my mind
And I get this crazy feeling
That "we" will never be defined
That this might not have been appealing
Vastly I searched, and for so long
But to what avail?
I thought maybe I could belong
But this seems like the end of this tale
Energy wasted? Aces played?
Hands dealt? Don't tell me I'm wrong
Or let this feeling fade
But I guess I knew it all along
Yet, still, I don't give in
This is a fight to the finish
And although I likely won't win
My spirit won't diminish
Outside I seem fine
And inside isn't different
Accepting the fact you'll never be mine
Never seemed so brilliant
Ultimately stunning
That's what you would see
If you could imagine what it would be like loving . . .
Me