Hi guys! So, I didn't think I would start any new stories while I had my few going now until they were done, but I couldn't get this idea out of my head! So I had to type it up and post it! This is my first attempt at writing smut so it's definitely not the best... This was heartbreaking to write because I am in love with this ship. But I really hope you guys enjoy it!

Chapter One

This was it. This was the day Sebastian had been dreaming for for over a year now. His date with Blaine Anderson. Everything had to be perfect. There was no alternative for this night. Every little detail had to be planned out and go as smoothly as possible. Sebastian showered quickly and smiled to himself as he remembered how he got here.

It had been two months since they broke up. It seemed Blaine didn't like Kurt being around all those college guys all day and Kurt couldn't take Blaine's jealousy anymore. So it ended mutually. Sebastian had given Blaine enough time to grieve the lost relationship. He had been there for him throughout the breakup in any way that Blaine would allow him to be. Even though Sebastian had apologized for his behavior in the past, Blaine was still a little hesitant about him. But once Sebastian could tell he was ready, (and oh, he could tell by the way Blaine would check out a guy who passed by without caring who saw it) he worked up the courage to finally ask Blaine on a date.

"Blaine, we've been hanging out a little bit more lately, wouldn't you say?" Sebastian asked, almost shyly.

"Yeah, I'd say so," Blaine said, checking out the guy in line for a coffee at their normal meeting spot, the Lima Bean. Sebastian can't help but seem a little discouraged as he noticed Blaine's wandering eyes.

"Well…I was just wondering if maybe you'd like to go on an official…date?" Sebastian finally managed to muster. Blaine looked back to Sebastian with some confusion in his eyes. He looked at Sebastian while he considered his proposal.

"Yeah, okay," Blaine finally replied with a smile. Sebastian couldn't help the wide grin that spread across his face.

"That's…great, Blaine," Sebastian said, hardly believing that it was actually going to happen.

For a week now Sebastian couldn't wipe the smile off of his face. He was so beyond happy that this was actually happening. The man he loved, yes he had come to terms with the fact that he actually did love Blaine, had agreed to go on a date with him. Sebastian had never felt this way about anyone before and it scared him. It scared him that someone had this power over him and could crush him in an instant. But he knows Blaine would never do that to him. Blaine was a gentleman and that's part of the reason Sebastian loved him.

Sebastian gets out of the shower and throws a towel around his waist before walking into his room. He was so glad he was at home this weekend instead of in the dorms at Dalton. He couldn't take his roommate, David, making fun of him about how excited he was. All the Warblers agreed he was like a giddy five-year-old whenever Blaine was involved and they loved to tease him. Sebastian looked through every single shirt in closet and still couldn't find one that he thought would impress Blaine. Sure, he looked fantastic in all of them but which one would be the best for tonight? He finally decided on a dark green tight, quarter sleeved V-neck that made his eyes pop brilliantly. He paired that with a pair of extremely tight black jeans and he was dressed. Sebastian walked back into the bathroom and examined his hair in the mirror. Should he spike it up as he normally does? Or should he wear his bangs down in a way that Blaine might like? He finally decided to spike it because that's what Blaine knew. Once he was done spiking it up, he examined himself in the mirror again. Damn, he looked good. He smirked at himself in the mirror as he heard the doorbell ring. He was here. This was it. Sebastian took a deep breath and walked down the stairs and to the front door. He smoothed out his shirt before opening the door and revealing a gorgeous looking Blaine. He looked so perfect in his red button up shirt and black pants. No bowtie. Just how he knew Sebastian liked it.

"Hi," Sebastian said with the goofiest grin on his face.

"Hi," Blaine responded with a shy smile on his lips.

"You look incredible, Blaine," Sebastian told him honestly.

"Thank you, so do you," Blaine told him in return. Sebastian smiled even wider, if that were possible, and could swear he could feel himself blush like he was thirteen again.

"So, should we go?" Sebastian asks.

"Oh," Blaine says, looking into the Smythe house, "I was thinking we were just going to hang out here?"

"O-Oh? Well, I kinda had a whole evening planned out…" Sebastian explained.

"Oh…" Blaine said again, "Well was it anything big? Or could we just hang out here tonight?"

Sebastian shrugs; disappointed it wouldn't be the perfect evening that he planned. "It can be here if that's what you want…"

Blaine smiled and walked into the house. "Perfect."

Sebastian closed the door behind him and looked around the messy living room. "Sorry it's a mess, I didn't know we'd be hanging out here…"

Blaine looked to him and smirked. "Where else did you think we'd be doing this?"

Sebastian looked at him, puzzled. But just as he opened his mouth to speak, Blaine pressed his mouth to Sebastian's. Sebastian couldn't believe the perfect feeling of having Blaine's lips on his. It was the best sensation he had ever felt in his life. Blaine was kissing him. But it wasn't sweet and gentle as he had always imagined their first kiss. It was rough and needy. Blaine pressed himself closer to Sebastian, sliding his tongue across Sebastian's top lip, wanting access which was granted instantly. Sebastian pressed his tongue against Blaine's and moaned instantly at the feeling. Blaine smirked, obviously pleased with Sebastian's reaction, and tangled their tongues together, trying to dominate each other the best they could. Blaine suddenly pressed Sebastian up against the nearest wall and shoved his legs apart with his knee, pressing his thigh, since he was so short, right against Sebastian's crotch. Sebastian whimpered into the heated kiss and Blaine took this as a sign to continue. Blaine slipped his hands under Sebastian's shirt, feeling the bottom of his abs and moaning into his mouth as he loved the feeling under his fingers. Sebastian wanted so desperately to pull away and do this relationship the right way. Date first, wait for Blaine to fall in love with him and then do this. But this is the best feeling in the world to him. Being dominated by Blaine Anderson, the bashful schoolboy. Sebastian decided it was time for him to make a move as well and gripped Blaine's hips hard in his hands. He felt Blaine shudder at the touch and moved his hands around to rest on Blaine's ass. Blaine broke away from the kiss just to attach his lips to Sebastian's neck. Sebastian used to opportunity of having a free mouth to speak.

"B-Blaine," he panted, "Are you sure you want to do this?"

"Mhmm," is the only response he got as he worked on biting and sucking on Sebastian's neck. Sebastian was moaning and whimpering under Blaine's touch and Blaine just couldn't stand it anymore. He stripped Sebastian of his shirt quickly and dragged him by the waist of his pants over to the couch and laid down, pulling Sebastian on top of him. Sebastian shook his head and lifted Blaine up in his arms. Sebastian carries him up the stair and into his room and places him on the bed, crawling in next to him.

"We do this right, handsome," he tells Blaine, pressing a soft kiss to his lips. Blaine nods and leans his head back against Sebastian's pillow. Sebastian instantly went for Blaine's neck, always wanting to taste it. He worked his lips from Blaine's Adam's apple to up behind that sensitive spot behind his ear. Blaine was busy working on getting both of their clothes off, now working on the buttons of his own shirt. Once he had gotten his own shirt off, Blaine took Sebastian's hips in his hands and pressed them down against his own, earning a moan from both boys as their erections brushed up against each other.

"Pants. Off," Blaine said breathily as he began on the button of Sebastian's pants. Sebastian shimmied his hips out of his pants and quickly pulled Blaine's off as well, tossing them over where his pants landed. Both left in only their boxers, Sebastian began to grind down against Blaine, capturing his lips again in a searing kiss. Blaine groaned instantly into Sebastian's mouth and worked his hips back up against the boy on top of him. Sebastian knew he couldn't hold out much longer and they hadn't even gotten to the fun yet. Blaine seemed to be thinking the same thing because he quickly stripped himself of his boxers and was working on doing the same to Sebastian. Sebastian was sure his jaw dropped at the sight in front of him. Blaine in all his glory. It was beautiful.

"B-Blaine," Sebastian stuttered, "so beautiful…"

Blaine smiled. "Thank you, Sebastian," he said with a quick peck to Sebastian's lips. "Do you have…?" Blaine trailed off with a raised eyebrow. Sebastian nodded and got off of Blaine to walk into the bathroom. He came back with a half empty condom box and a half empty bottle of lube. Blaine smirked and instantly spread his legs. Sebastian bit his lip to keep in the moan that was threatening to come out at the sight before him. Sebastian took a condom from the box and the bottle of lube and went back to the bed, kneeling between Blaine's legs.

"No, prepping. Just do it," Blaine instructed.

"Blaine, I don't want to hurt you…" Sebastian said, worry clear on his face.

"Just…please Sebastian. I need you to hurry," Blaine responded. Sebastian nodded and Blaine gripped the condom wrapper from him, ripping it open with his teeth. Sebastian must have made a noise at the motion because Blaine looked up at him with a smirk on his lips and winked. Blaine rolled the condom onto Sebastian's cock and grabbed the lube from its place on the bed. He poured some onto his hands, warming it up between his hands and then fisting Sebastian's already hard cock in it to spread the lube on it. Sebastian threw his head back at the sensation. Blaine was holding him in his hands. He was in pure heaven. Blaine finished and wiped his hands on his abs as he spread his legs wider. Sebastian leaned down and kissed Blaine softly.

"You let me know if I'm hurting you, okay? I'll stop right away, I promise," Sebastian spoke softly. Blaine nods and Sebastian stays where he is, keeping his face near Blaine's face, as he lined himself up with Blaine's entrance.

"You're perfect," Sebastian whispered in Blaine's ear as he pressed inside of him. And if Sebastian thought Blaine's hands were heaven! His ass squeezing him so tightly was the most perfect feeling and Sebastian knew nothing else would ever compare again. And if he was lucky, nothing would have to. He let Blaine adjust to his tip being inside of him as he pressed sweet kisses to Blaine's cheek.

"M-More, Seb," Blaine moaned out. Sebastian slid in a little more, still pressing soft kisses to whatever part of skin his lips could reach. Blaine nodded, signaling he wanted him all the way in. As to prove his point further, Blaine grabbed Sebastian's ass and pushed him all the way into him. Both boys moaned out hotly and then joined their lips for a passionate kiss. Sebastian could die happy right now. This was pure bliss. Blaine felt absolutely amazing around him and he could feel the familiar burning coiling in his lower stomach. As Sebastian thrust, he felt Blaine leaking pre come on both of their stomachs. Sebastian once again, began pressing soft kisses on Blaine, hoping he realized that he was the only one he's ever been this soft and gentle with. Blaine moaned out loudly as Sebastian changed angles and hit his prostate. Sebastian smiled against Blaine's skin, loving how he was the one making Blaine come undone like this.

"S-Seb…s-so close," he whimpered out. Sebastian nodded.

"Me too, sweetie…" Sweetie? Did Sebastian just call him that? Sebastian has never called anyone that before. But Blaine wasn't just anyone. Sebastian began to thrust at erratic pace, coming closer and closer to his release. Just as he feels it coming, Blaine moans out and releases hard all over both of their stomachs. As Blaine orgasms, he clenches even tighter around Sebastian resulting in him moaning out Blaine's name as he comes inside of him.

"Oh God, Blaine!" Sebastian calls out as he rides out both of their highs. Blaine is writing beneath him, moaning and whimpering as he rocks his hips along with Sebastian's. Once both of the highs wear off and they're panting, Sebastian reluctantly pulls out and flops down on the bed next to Blaine. He just lies there, staring up at the ceiling with a huge smile on his face. That was the best time he's ever had. He closes his eyes as he tries to fathom that he just had sex with Blaine Anderson. The only boy he's ever loved. Sebastian can't keep the smile on his face as he turns on his side to drape an arm over the boy lying next to him. Only, Sebastian only feels his sheets when he lays his arm down. Sebastian opens his eyes with a confused look on his face. Why isn't Blaine in bed next to him? This is the time they're supposed to cuddle and hold each other, pressing soft kisses on each other and telling each other how amazing it just was. But when he opens his eyes, Blaine isn't lying in bed next to him. He's standing up slipping his pants up his waist, his boxers already on.

"B-Blaine, what're you…?" Sebastian can't even finish his question. Blaine smirks at him.

"That was fun. It was exactly what I needed. I see why you do this so often now. No boyfriend, no worries. A nice release from all the sexual tension in life is good. You are a good fuck," Blaine says, throwing a wink in Sebastian's direction. Sebastian feels sick to his stomach. This is all that was to him? Sebastian asked him on a date, not to come over to his house for a hook up. That's not what Sebastian wanted. He wanted Blaine. Every part of him. He wanted to hold him in his arms as they slept at night and tell him how much he loved him. He wanted Blaine to be his and only his. Not just a way to get off when he needed it. Blaine put his shirt back on and buttoned it up.

"See ya around, Sebastian," Blaine says as he heads towards the door before stopping. Sebastian hopes he's changed his mind. That he's going to come back to the bed and cuddle with him. Instead, Blaine digs in his pocket and pulls out his wallet. He takes out two dollars out and throws them towards the bed with a smirk.

"For your troubles," Blaine said with a smirk as he winks at Sebastian and walks out the door.

Sebastian just lay there. He couldn't move. He couldn't believe what just happened. Blaine just left after they had sex. And he paid him for it. Sebastian lay back on his pillow as he heard the front door close. The tears started falling and falling rapidly. Sebastian lay there, sobbing uncontrollably. All he was to Blaine was a whore. No. Not even that. Blaine thought he was a prostitute. Or was it just some cruel sick joke? Whatever he thought, it wasn't good. It didn't matter that Sebastian loved him. It didn't matter that he didn't treat like every other boy he's had sex with. Sebastian was slow and caring and gentle with him. He kissed him softly and told him sweet things. But all Sebastian was to Blaine was a good way to get off. And now Sebastian knew what it felt like to be heart broken. And beyond that, just broken. Sebastian didn't move. He lay in that same position, crying his eyes out. Blaine was gone. And Sebastian really didn't care if he ever saw him again. Blaine thought he was a whore. And maybe for the first time, he thought so too.

Sooo? Love it? Hate it? Let me know what you think! My poor Sebby :'(