Into this black hole of darkness I go,
Into the darkness inside my soul.
The dark and the light make everything right,
Dividing the eclipses, phases, and tides in the night. However, this garish beast that appears from within the walls of my heart
When the moon's bright face shines on the earth's mottled skin dark
Should it not be confined to the blackness of hate?
When the life of light fades and the darkness embrace?
Should it not be a monster of evil's disease?
When all hope has perished and all goodness is in need?
As of now, the change takes place, my body now it racks and it shakes
What now will become of those I hold dear?
Will they stray in my path? Will they run away in fear?
Will I, in the madness, come to them in hate?
Wanting naught but their hide in my teeth, but too late?
I fear for my friends and of those I know not,
Nevertheless, for what I am, I am unable to help
Just as they in their ignorance cannot.
For now, I will let the change take my form,
Let it make me the evil thing it wants once more.
In a life once past, I was a regular guy,
A kid with a dream, and a knack for the sly. Now, even with the attributes I bore, I wonder if ever I will be the same
evermore.
It was once a good life, not to change with the tides.
Not to live in fear of the kill,
In fear of the lies.
Now it's too late,
Now, it's too mad.
However, once, in a life, I was but will beāagain.
