Dragon Ball Z

Lost Forever

"Shattered from the world of pretend, I stand gazing at this unfamiliar land of reality. Taking in the pain and harshness that is life, I am confronted with the knowledge that I have found myself Lost Forever..."

Disclaimers:

-The author does not own any part of the Dragon Ball series, including but not limited to the characters of the story.

-This story is entirely fictional, based from purely fictional premise, none of the characters, actions characters partake in, many contraptions found here-in did not happen/do not actually exist.

-No money was made from the creation or distribution of this fic.

-No animals/people were hurt in the making of this fic.

-The author does not encourage nor endorse others to partake in actions as described within the story

Warnings:

This story is rated M(Mature)+ for the following reasons:

-Senseless violence and rape

-Angst

-Murder/Death

-Explicit sexual acts (yaoi) between minors

-Wrongful acts of vandalism/drug use

Notes:

Primary characters will be Gohan and Piccolo

Story will contain Shonen-Ai, Yaoi

Synopsis:

Gohan has been enjoying a peaceful life for two years since the Cell Games. He enjoys school and is doing things just about any other kid his age would be doing. All of this turns upside down for Gohan when one day tragedy strikes.

As always, feel free to contact me at revu at revstuff dot com with any comments/suggestions or just to say hi!

Chapter 1: It Took Humans

Early afternoon, school had just let out, no reason to rush going home. Gohan strode through his usual route home without rush or urgency. He had been commuting to school now for over a year since he had turned twelve. His mother insisted he went to only the best academy available to students his age.

Gohan wasn't the biggest fan of school, but he got around alright. He did it for his mom more than anything else, but he really missed all the time he used to be able to spend with his dad and Piccolo and Krillin. He learned early on that rushing home and finishing his homework early proved little good as his mother would only make him study more if he was done. After all he had to maintain his perfect score… So his walk home was his time.

The mountain forest was so calming to him. After all, he'd lived there his whole life. He stopped by the creek and took everything in. He had done this so many times before, and still he found it so gratifying to be able to just stand there and stare at the scenery.

He jumped off the path and hopped over to a river he knew came close to the road. He let his book bag drop as he leaned against a tree to take in the sounds of the running water. He had found this place a couple months ago while he was walking around bored. He contemplated going for a swim, but thought that would take way too long, and that would make his mom upset, even if it was a Friday.

Instead he closed his eyes, and rested. He kept all the scenery he had been watching play over in his mind as he stretched and lied on the grass. Oh how he dreaded having to get up and go home soon.

As Gohan let himself rest, all his senses began to dull as he entered a near sleep state, he wasn't even aware of two figures approaching him from behind. Suddenly a strange smelling cloth was pulled over his face. Gohan immediately shot up and tried to power up. He shook the two off him and grabbed his book bag and quickly ran away. He didn't make it far as he had taken a big whiff of that rag. He fell to his knees as the two men caught up to him. He threw his book bag at them in a warning to stay away. He missed completely as the bag hit a tree and all the books flew out. He growled in a low tone as a last warning. But he hadn't the strength to even stand anymore. One of the men saw his chance and tackled the teen to the ground, pressing the rag up to his face again, suffocating him in the horrible odor. Gohan tried again to power up, but his power just wasn't there. He tried his hardest to push himself off the ground, and squirm out from under the man, but suddenly he found the man's weight over powering by itself. He couldn't breath, couldn't think, and with one last futile attempt to push himself free, he blacked out.

Chi Chi paced back and forth in her living room, something was definitely wrong. It was already dark outside, Gohan should have been back hours and hours ago. Bulma was sitting in their living room trying to comfort her, Vegeta and most of the other Z-Fighters had already arrived to help Goku search for their young friend.

A group of about half a dozen warriors flew anxiously across the night skies trying to pick up any hint of their friend's chi. Krillin and Goku flew over the road that Gohan usually used to walk home. Krillin landed for a quick break when he noticed something by the side of the road.

He bent over and picked it up, "A math book?..." He looked over further off the road and noticed more books thrown about and a torn open book bag lying on the ground, "GOKU!" Krillen yelled.

Goku landed and had a look himself. He gasped as he saw all of Gohan's belongs lying on the ground like that. They took off running into the forest, this bode ill but it was the first clue they'd found all night.

Gohan woke up with a start. He couldn't move but he was very suddenly aware of his surrounding. He was tied up, and he didn't have the strength to break free. There was a man standing over him, drinking. Every now and then he would walk over to him and give him a good kick in the ribs.

"We got ourselves some catch this time, take a look at that tail…" Another one outside of Gohan's view spoke.

"Freak!" The other one kicked him again.

"There's just something about that body I want to fuck him right now!"

The other one took another swig from his bottle, "You know the boss would kill you if you took the first go…"

"Yeah, too bad…"

"Too bad you used the DIP on the kid, had you used something else he might have lasted longer…"

"HEY! You were the one who brought that shit! Had I known you had dunked the fucking cloth in fucking DIP, I would have used something else!"

"Whatever the fuck you say, just be glad you have a one time use…" He kicked Gohan again, and he a moan escaped Gohan's mouth.

"HOLY SHIT! THE FUCKER'S ALIVE!" They stared at him for a second and saw his eyes barely twitch. "WHAT A GOD DAMN FREAK!" The man kicked him hard in the stomach.

"Take care, if he's still alive that only makes him still warm…" another man entered the room. Gohan still had no control over his body, he couldn't move, talk, or anything, only feel and listen.

He felt the man's cold hands tear his clothes from his body. Unwanted hands roamed over him, and touched him everywhere he didn't want to be touched, but there was nothing he could do to stop it.

Pain washed over him immediately, he was invaded, violated, whatever you wanted to call it, the man had entered his body. Gohan wanted to run, he wanted to hide, he wanted to cry, he wanted to just die…

"Please hurry boss, we want a turn with the freak too!" one whined.

"Don't rush me, I'm enjoying this freak way too much!" The man grabbed Gohan's tail and jerked it roughly to one side. Pain shot through Gohan at the rough handling of his tail, but his muscles couldn't even spasm.

"DAMN! That one was good… Alright, you boys have fun." The boss pulled himself away from the young saiyan and left him perched over a mound on the floor.

"Please, won't you let me go next?" The smaller one shouted anxiously.

"I don't give a fuck…" The other one brushed his companion off allowing him to have the next crack.

Quickly the man was on top of Gohan, "OH SHIT!" he cringed as he entered him… "OH! THIS KID IS SOO TIGHT!"

"Tell me about it…" The boss watched his men have their way with the boy, "He makes a good fuck for a freak!"

The guy on top of Gohan reached around and hugged him, grabbing on to his flesh while he continued. He had been wanting to touch the kid like this since they brought him back. And before long he had used the boy as well.

"OH SHIT!" he pulled out and collapsed behind the boy. "GOD DAMN! WHY DID WE USE THE DIP?! WE COULD HAVE KEPT HIM AROUND LONGER!"

"JUST SHUT UR TRAP!" The big man who's turn had come stepped up to the boy. He kicked him hard to turn him onto his back. He bent down and lifted the boys legs above his head before entering him.

Gohan's eyes opened only so slightly, enough to see the large naked man above him, thrusting into his body.

"Don't take too long now, you never know when someone might come looking for the kid," the boss had put his clothes back on and was watching the rest of the proceeds…

"FUCK OFF! You all had your long ass turns! I'm gonna enjoy this too!" He started taking out his frustrations by becoming more aggressive on the boy. He thrust harder, and even began punching him to hold off his climax.

Gohan's lips were bleeding, and was covered in bruises from the severe treatment. His eyes were already turning black from the force of the blows. The torture lasted for at least another fifteen minutes before the man finished.

He withdrew himself from the boy and went to put his clothes back on. "So wasn't he a great fuck?" the other one asked him.

"I've had better…"

"I don't think so, he was so fucking tight! Damn it he was!"

The larger man, now fully clothed walked back over to Gohan, and picked up the presumably dead body by the tail, "HOW THE HELL COULD YOU GET A GOOD FEELING WITH THIS SHIT RUBBING AGAINST YOUR CROTCH!" He motioned to the boy's tail and twisted it in a manner that they all heard a crack, indicating he had broken the bone.

"It wasn't that bad…" the smaller one flinched as he shifted his feet around.

"He was a fuckin freak, and you know what, the world is a better place with him gone now!" He flung the boy by the tail against the wall where he crashed and fell to the floor.

"Come on you two, we got other things to test don't we?" The boss called as they walked out of the cabin, leaving the boy for dead…

Hours had passed since Krillin and Goku had found the book bag on the ground. The sun would be rising soon as they hurriedly searched over the area again. Goku was becoming nearly frantic, he kept trying to feel for something, anything, as he floated high in the sky with his fingers pressed to his forehead in deep concentration. No matter how hard he concentrated, his son's chi couldn't be felt…

The other Z-Fighters let their search comb far and wide, but tried to centralize around the spot his book had been found. Trunks flew in low under the canopy of the trees. With the sun rising this whole place was just barely becoming visible.

The boy from the future looked through the thick foliage with a keen eye, then he saw something that caught his interest. He flew ahead and found a small cabin hidden deep in the woods. It appeared to be abandoned. Not wanting to leave anything to chance Trunks opened the door to check inside.

The place was a mess, there was trash everywhere, cobwebs were growing on the wall, and broken beer bottles were practically making up the carpet. Trunks was about to leave when he head a low moan coming from the back of the cabin.

Trunks ran through the room until he found the source of the sound. There on the ground was Gohan, naked and beaten purple. He gasped taking in the site of the little warrior. Not knowing quite what to do he ran over to the open door and screamed out, "I FOUND HIM!" then immediately rushed back to Gohan's side.

The numbing effects on Gohan's body were finally wearing off, and now he could fully feel how much pain he was in. The throb from his tail alone was enough to practically keep him paralyzed there on the floor. Then he the purple haired man ran over to him. Nothing registered in his mind so he did the only thing that made sense to him, he screamed.

Trunks fell back, he wasn't expecting the boy to just let off all of his lung power at him like that. Trunks tried to regain his composure as he crawled over to Gohan again, "Gohan, it's me Trunks… please calm down, everything's going to be OK…" Gohan screamed again as Trunks approached, "Gohan, look, it's me, TRUNKS!"

Gohan's scream didn't end, but turned into words, "ST…S…ST…STAY AWAAAAAY FROM MEEEE!"

Trunks backed away from the boy as he had requested. He ran out of the cabin finally unable to take it, he released anything he had eaten yesterday on the ground below him. The smell, it was the smell… That smell of sex and drugs and pain… it was so thick…

Piccolo, Krillin, and Goku landed right after that, hearing Trunks' scream they came as fast as they could. They stared at Trunks who was still heaving out his stomach as he pointed inside the cabin.

Goku's eyes filled with worry as he rushed into the cabin with Krillin and Piccolo not far behind. He rounded the corner of the room in a panic only to find his thirteen year old son left beaten and writhing on the floor of the cabin… "Oh my god…"

Krillin came running after Goku, "Did you find… SHIT!" Krillin covered his eyes, it looked horrible… Piccolo couldn't even say anything as he stared at Gohan…

Gohan's eyes went wide as the new people came running in, he didn't recognize any of them…. The man who came in first approached him, "GET AWAY!" He yelled before he could come any closer.

Goku was confused as he looked at his son, "Gohan, it's me dad… I'm going to take you home, OK?..."

Goku tried to approach the boy again but got a scream for his efforts. Krillin came over to back Goku up, "Gohan it's us, your friends, what's wrong?"

"GO AWAY!" Gohan cried cowering into a ball against the wall. Neither of them could bring themselves to come closer to the boy.

"Perhaps I should try," Goku and Krillin made room for Piccolo to come between them. He slowly walked over to the boy on the ground and knelt beside him.

Gohan stared up at the man in amazement, he was so tall, and his skin was green, and his ears pointy… that was it then… he was a freak… just like him… Gohan watched as Piccolo removed his long cape, and draped it over him, covering his quivering body. Gohan was confused, but still retreated further back against the wall as the tall man tried to pick him up.

"Krillin," Goku looked over at his friend, "Go tell Chi Chi and Bulma we found him, and tell the others to call off the search…"

Krillin nodded, "Of course…"

As Krillin was leaving Goku pulled his attention back, "And Krillin," Krillin turned to look at him, "Don't tell anyone how we found him…" Krillin knew what he meant, everyone was going to be freaked when they saw him, best to not let them know of everything right away… Krillin flew off to go let everyone know.

They looked back at Gohan who had pulled the cape around him more fully, and sat there crying into it. "I think we should try moving him again…" Goku looked to Piccolo who nodded and went to grab the boy again. The boy made no movement to get away, but did flinch from the pain the pressure of being touched caused him. The boy was purple all over, so they could understand. They looked at the tail that had grown back last year and saw even it bent at such a horrible angle… "Who could have done this…"

Piccolo held Gohan to him, and as they exited the cabin the other Z-Fighters came into Gohan's view. He had no idea who any of them were, and he hid his face deeper into Piccolo's Gi… Somewhere the back of his mind told him these people were only here to make him hurt more…

Piccolo covered the boy up more, he knew he wouldn't want the others to see him in this condition. Everyone stared horrified as Piccolo and Goku walked past them and took off into the sky. Even Vegeta wondered what the hell was going on, even if he would never admit to it.

Goku's mind was racing the entire way home. Who could have done this to his son? Who could have hurt him so badly? His son was the most powerful being on earth… how could this have happened in the first place? If only he knew who had done it. He knew what had happened he could smell beyond the physical abuse, that someone had beat and raped his boy, and if he ever found out who, he was going to rip them to pieces…

He looked back at Gohan and his expression saddened, how could he not have been there for his son when he needed it? That must have been it, that's why his son wouldn't even let him touch him… he hated him…

Goku just couldn't stand it, as he flew next to Piccolo. He wanted to do something so bad, he wanted to hold his son close, to make him better, yet for one of the few times in his life, Goku found himself absolutely powerless.

Chi Chi rocked back and forth on her chair holding her two year old son tight to her. Goten looked up at her all confused as to why his mommy was so sad. Krillin had told her they found Gohan and they'd bring him back soon, and she sat waiting for her son to come running over to her, that it was just one big mistake, and that he was fine…

She jumped as the door swung open and Goku and Piccolo walked in, Piccolo holding a white bundle in his arms. She burst into tears as she saw Gohan's head poking out of the cloak, purple in complexion… He looked so small compared to the large green man holding her son, which made her mind wonder why Goku wasn't carrying him.

She ran over to her son, and when Gohan saw her running toward him, he freaked, screaming at the top of his lungs and gripping to Piccolo's shirt hard. Chi Chi stopped in her tracks and nearly dropped her younger child until Bulma came over and took him from her.

"What happened?..." she cried as she looked at her boy.

Goku shook his head, not wanting to respond to that question yet.

Piccolo took Gohan over to the couch and placed him down gently, Gohan still trembled as he balanced his weight off his sorer spots again.

Goten walked over to Chi Chi and pulled on her pants, "Mommy, wots wong wit my buttor?" Goten looked up at his mommy looking as worried as a two year old could, Chi Chi was ready to break down again as Bulma reached over to pick up Goten and take him back to his room.

"Goten," Bulma sniffed, "big brother is feeling sick, OK?"

Chi Chi tried to move to her son again, but got no better reaction.

Gohan looked up and saw the blue haired woman take away the child with a tail, suddenly he found himself hoping with all he had that she wouldn't hurt him. The black haired woman caught his attention again as she again attempted to approach him, he backed into the couch more pressing his broken tail up against the cushion making it hurt more, "STAY AWAY!" he screamed at her. She looked so hurt, but at the moment, he didn't care. The green man had disappeared and Gohan found himself scared again.

The boy in the other room heard his scream and came running back to him, "Buttor! Aw u otay?" the boy grabbed onto the couch looking up at Gohan. Gohan helped the boy climb up onto the couch,

"no…"

The small boy looked up at his brother then turned his head, "Mommy?"

The woman walked over to pick up her youngest child when Gohan grabbed him protectively and growled at the woman. He was more scared for the young boy than he was for himself, and let his protective instinct take control. He growled even louder, baring his teeth as the woman tried to approach again. He wouldn't let them hurt the little one too.

Goten looked up at his brother in fear, "whyd u do dat buttor?" the boy asked.

Gohan pulled the boy closer to him, he had to protect him from these people…

Piccolo was still watching from the other room where he wasn't seen. He had never seen Gohan act so hostile towards his family. Vegeta noted to himself that he hadn't seen that reaction since before planet Vegeta was destroyed, but he did recognize it, it was the instinct a Saiyan had to scare away threats.

Piccolo walked over to the boy who had a death grip on his little brother, "Gohan, you should put Goten down…"

Gohan looked up at his old unfamiliar sensai, "Who?" Everyone looked shocked at Gohan. How could he ask that?

Piccolo pointed to the small boy in his arms. Gohan looked as if he were about to refuse when a wave of dizziness came over him and fell back to the couch. Chi Chi immediately grabbed Goten and stood back to watch her older son.

Gohan's breathing was coming in spurts, he was having a hard time staying awake. Everyone looked over at him, "He's not doing well…" Goku grabbed Gohan's wrist feeling his weak pulse.

"We need to get him to a hospital!" Chi Chi looked at her son with worry.

Goku picked Gohan up and ran out to their sky car. They tucked him in the broad space of the plane as everyone piled in and Bulma piloted the ship off. She was the fastest pilot, and they wanted to get to the hospital now.

It was a short flight to the nearest hospital, and the entire hospital crew was alarmed out of their minds as a sky plane landed in their emergency lot nearly crashing into the building.

Goku took his son into the hospital where he was immediately placed on a stretcher and taken into tests. There were several doctors and nurses on him immediately running all sorts of tests and bandaging him up.

Everyone was waiting out in the family waiting room for several hours before a doctor finally came out looking very solemn.

"You have one special boy Mr. Son… he's going to live…" everyone took a sigh of relief at those spoken words. "He is the first patient we've ever seen to have been exposed internally to DIP and to survive."

Everyone looked up at the doctor in wonder, "DIP?"

"Yes it is a very potent drug, originally it was designed to put down large animals, but it somehow escaped onto the black market where it was renamed DIP, and used mostly for homicide. Your son somehow survived the initial contact, but I'm afraid there is still bad news…" The doctor took a deep breath before continuing. "I'm afraid after the boy was knocked out, he was beaten and raped… badly…" Chi Chi began to cry again, she couldn't believe her little boy had been raped… "There is some damage to his inner tract caused by the forceful intrusion, and his wounds are severe, we were able to stop the internal bleeding for the most part, but I'm afraid he suffered several concussions while he was under the influence of the DIP… I'm afraid nearly all of his memory has been practically wiped out…"

Goku let his head rest in his hands, that's why he didn't recognize any of them…

"Also his, erm… tail had been broken during the lot of it all, we were able to splint it, but there may still be bleeding from the break, if it continues we may have to amputate before he loses more blood. And also the drug was fed to him vaporously, so I'm afraid it has done significant damage to his lungs, he will be having breathing trouble for quite some time to come…"

Everyone stared at the doctor horrified, some had an "anything else?" look on their face. It all sounded so horrible.

"I'm terribly sorry, we're moving him to a room, you will all be able to see him in a few minutes, he's asleep right now, but I'm not sure how he will react to you when he wakes up. I recommend seeing him in smaller groups, even if his physical state has stabilized, it will take some time for the mental scars to heal…"

The doctor turned to leave and walked back through the large double doors.

Goku stood up and put his fingers to his head. "Goku, where are you going?" Chi Chi looked at him, furious that he would leave at a time like this.

"I'm going to do all that I can for him right now Chi Chi, and for the time being that's bring him some sensu beans… I'll be back before you're taken to him…" Goku disappeared, to Koren Tower.

Everyone continued to sit wondering what was yet to come…

End Chapter