A/N VERY FLUFFY!!! Fluffy bond between a son and his mom. HEARTWARMING! CUTEST STORY I've written yet and my personal FAVORITE: ) so far…ENJOY!!

EPOV

Another day lived as an immortal. Time seemed to go by so slowly ever since I became a vampire. I had absolutely no friends, and I was always locked indoors or hunting. Nothing more.

I was bored, as usual. It was about midnight, and my day was bad, dull and lifeless.

I had nothing to do, at all. All of the books that Carlisle gave me were ones that I had already read.

There was something missing in my life, if you could call it that, and I couldn't tell what it was. Maybe it was the fact that I was an outcast and didn't have friends. I wanted to make some badly, but unless they were vampires that wasn't possible.

I distinctly remember from my human life that my friends were a very important part of my life, as well as my family. Maybe asking for a friend was too much, so a sibling wasn't that bad either. I always dreamt of having a brother or sister. Someone to look up to, or someone to teach and help, but all of my life I was an only child. Still, now as a vampire I was the only kid.

Don't get me wrong, I love Esme and Carlisle, but sometimes I hope for someone more. Another addition to the family, maybe. Even if it was someone I didn't get along with very well I wouldn't care, as long as they were family. I would at least have someone to talk to, someone to tell my thoughts too, and someone to give advice too. Just one other person would be enough. One person.

I sat up, realizing that my commiserating for another friend or sibling was preposterous, and that it wouldn't happen any time soon. But still, I hoped. Every single day I wished that God would bestow a companion upon me. It was ridiculous, that I ask God for anything because it was obvious I didn't even have a soul and that God probably hated me, but I kept asking, waiting for the day he grant my heart's desire.

I stood slowly at the awakening of another dreaded day, and walked down the hall to the kitchen and found Esme tidying up things in the house. She smiled warmly and came to give me a hug. She knew how much I suffered, lonely all of the time and never doing anything. I hugged her back, grateful that I at least had someone like Esme. She was my mother there was no doubt about it, she treated me great and tried everything possible to keep me in high spirits. I tried, I really did, to stay happy, or at least pretend for my parents, but they always saw through me like I was some type of ghost. She let go of me, and continued cleaning, but she was still staring at me intently.

"Edward, is there any place you would like to go today?" she asked, obviously trying to keep me preoccupied.

"Mother, it's fine. You can carry on with what you're doing, I already have plans today," I lied. I had to. I hated lying to Esme, but I didn't want her to go through all of that trouble just to please me.

"Edward! You're being ridiculous. I know that you have absolutely nothing to do, so I demand that you come somewhere with me!" she exclaimed. Esme was never like this, I guess she was tired of me sulking and grieving. She was right, I had to live a life one day or another. Why not today? It's worth a try, just to make Esme happy.

I smiled in her direction and told her that I would go get dressed and be back in a little while. She smiled, and this time it truly touched her eyes.

I ran upstairs with my newfound speed, and got dressed. I ran back down, ready to get away from this place. Esme was already dressed too, and we both headed out the door. None of us felt like talking, so all we did was walk. Finally Esme spoke up.

"Edward, I know that you aren't happy with the way your life is going, but honey, you have to trust me, things will work out for you in the end," she calmly said. This was the Esme I had grown to know and love. She pulled me into another hug, and I embraced her just as hard. She kissed my cheek, and told me that she would always be there if I ever needed it. I smiled warmly and replied with a thanks. There was a strong bond between Esme and I that wasn't really explainable. She was the best mother anyone could ever ask for, and I was a bad son, but she still loved me probably as much as Carlisle.

We walked for a little while, talking about what was going on in the town and exchanging funny remarks about each other. We joked and played around all day long, something that I thought Esme would never do. For the first time in a long time, I felt truly happy.

Eventually we came to a beach, and we sat down, chatting. Esme decided to be all motherly again and she brought up a scary topic.

"Edward, don't you think it's time that you had the TALK?" she questioned. My eyes widened and I shook my head back and forth, as if saying no. She just laughed and continued on with her little "informal" lecture, while I tried to block it all out. She wore an evil smirk, as if she was only telling me to gross me out. She started going into depth.

"When a woman and a man are VERY deeply in love, they begin to feel a sort of sexual connection, and so this is where sex comes in…"

I put my hands over my ears showing that I didn't care to hear the rest.

"MOM! Please?" I asked. She just smiled bigger and continued with her rather long speech.

"Sex is a very special thing and it is only meant to be shared with the one person whom you love. I hope you get to experience it one day" she finished. I stared at her in horror, trying to rid all of what she had just told me. She just grinned.

"Come on Edward, we all know you LOVE that talk!" she said. I smirked. Even though Esme was my mom, she acted younger then me sometimes, always teasing me about these types of things. She obviously wasn't pleased with my reaction so she went further.

"But you have to watch out, you know, Sexually Transmitted Diseases? I hope Carlisle has told you about them?" She teased, once again. She was loving this to much. I bet the expression on my face was priceless. I laughed vociferously at her rather absurd statement. Vampires with STD'S? That would be rather interesting to see. (I don't know when STD's were actually discovered, but whatever just go along with it)

Esme and I both laughed carelessly for the first time in a while. Both of us hadn't been truly happy for a long time. I lost my parents and I was lonely, so I was always unresponsive. Esme had also lost a child, so she was depressed for a while too. We were both damaged in a way, and spending time with Esme has really made me blissful for once, like a human spending time with their parents.

We both walked home together joking about each other, and acting like little kids. I stepped inside and hugged Esme.

"I love you mom," I acknowledged. Her eyes glowed and she hugged me too. I turned around and this time I was the one to kiss her on the cheek.

She responded with the same tone.

"I love you too Edward," she avowed. I thanked her for the pleasurable day, and she thanked me back for just being there. I smiled warmly and then saw her eyes sparkle once more. I was glad that I could at least make one person happy. I turned around to leave and I heard a soft whisper behind me.

"Remember Edward, I'll always be here, right here. If you ever need anything, I'm here. You're a great son, and I will always be available to help," Esme whispered, showing me that no matter what, through thick and thin, she would be there for me. I smiled for the thousandth time that day, and proceeded upstairs.

I lay down on the bed and considered all that had happened today. And I was grateful. God had answered my prayer this whole time. I was just too blind to see it. Never take anything that you have for granted. Stop wishing all of the time and come to appreciate what you have. Many people have absolutely nothing, but I had more then I ever deserved…

A/N hope u guys enjoyed it!!! I thought it was very cute and just had to right it! REVIEW if u enjoyed it! I hope this made ur day, it made mine. I just wanted to write about a relationship between Esme and Edward because no one talks about it, and it's important!! Hope u liked the mindless fluff! I sure enjoyed it! Now u can really see y Esme missed Edward so much when he left…

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And I also wanted the reader's opinion on whether or not I should continue with the bonds between the other brothers and sisters…Should I? I think I might, but it's mostly ur choice: )

---Sam---