This idea came to me when I was in the car with my brother were not actually related but our families are best friends

He was listening to this song and im like SWEET ZOMBIE JESUS and it all came to me

Disclaimer I don't own x men

The song is behind blue eyes by the who

Lyrics

thoughts

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erik slowly made his way from his stereo to his bed and lie down. He closed his eyes and listened to the music. Its hidden meaning touching him deeply. he was slowly humming and tapping his foot deep in thought about his life and the choice he made.

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No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes

they don't know what its like to be the villain to be the EVIL guy

to them I have stone blue eyes. To me, I have sad blue eyes

No one knows what it's like
To be hated
To be fated
To telling only lies

they hate me. Do you know what its like to be completely hated in every way. Do you know what its like when every one thinks your dead and the only one who cares is your daughter who you brian washed. Pietro he hurt the most. He Liked the fact he was dead he was happy his own son hated him.

But my dreams
They aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be

why do I do it. So we wont be hated so we will be feared .its my dream for freedom all my life ive been im prisoned NO MORE

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I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

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xaviers dream will never work humanities defining attribute is not sharing

No one knows what it's like
To feel these feelings
Like I do
And I blame you

I don't blame any one but me

Its my fault

Maybe I should work with charles

No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain and woe
Can show through

I must make sure they never see how hurt I am

How dead I am

I must be feared

But my dreams
They aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be

I must stay strong true to my reason

I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

it takes work

so much work

When my fist clenches, crack it open
Before I use it and lose my cool
When I smile, tell me some bad news
Before I laugh and act like a fool

Charles

I need him he keeps me sane

Keeps me cool

If I swallow anything evil
Put your finger down my throat
If I shiver, please give me a blanket
Keep me warm, let me wear your coat

he took care of me

hed do it again

he will save me

No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes

but the greatest telepath will never get it

I am evil

I am sad

Behind my stone blue eyes

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ok that's it sort of implies a bit of Charles/ Erik

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