This is a story I wrote at midnight when words started to tumble into my mind. I wrote this as I would, in my own thought process so forgive me if it sounds like a big pot of rambles but yeah.
It's a Camille centric story because I like Camille, she's got more of a personality than Jo (I still like Jo, but not really since she bores me). It's focuses on how Camille thinks over Logan, and their relationship. If you have any comments or anything else to say leave it in the review section. Enjoy.
He's perfect
She loves looking at his face. It's nothing but complete perfection, he's made of angles and subtle curves that make her heart beat just a little faster.
When he smiles the air in her lungs vanishes.
He's so pretty
He's so perfect
She knows that he think he's a loser and that his bones are full of awkwardness, she argues that his shyness, awkwardness are what make him endearing.
He's just so pretty, so perfect.
In that nerdy Clark Kent way of course
Sometimes she'll pretend that he's her prince ready to carry her away on his white Stallion to his ornate grand castle. But when she wakes up and sees that smile her castle comes crumbling down.
He's like a fairytale with brains.
When he thinks she's not listening, he tells his friends that he thinks she's pretty, but crazy and a tiny crack forms in her heart gets bigger and bigger each time he givers her that perfect dimpled smile.
And while she's busy melting she can't help but think:
He's so pretty
He's so perfect
He'll never love me
He doesn't know that she has to take pills, pills that remind her of the tiny shiny beetles that hid under the logs in the movie "The Lion King". But she doesn't always take her medicine, they cloud up her mind and she can't act, can't feel the character she's supposed to be.
But maybe, just maybe she can try for him. Just for him.
Because he's just so pretty
He's so perfect
He says that she's interesting and she knows that it means "You're a psycho" but she lets it go with a smile and lets him pull her in for a hug. The butterflies in her stomach almost make her choke as they flutter up into her throat. He pulls away from her, kisses her cheek and leaves; her heart almost ready to burst.
Why can't he be her prince?
Because he's so pretty
Because he's so perfect
And his voice, his voice gives her chills that dance on her spine and prick like needles against her skin. When he opens his mouth to sing it makes her feel like she's bathing in sunlight, it warms up the marrow in her bones.
He's so pretty
He's so perfect
He'll never love me
His face haunts her dreams always smiling, radiant with perfection. It feels more than real when his lips press to her, when his strong arms pull her into his chest. But her alarm rings, sending her tumbling back into reality where he barely gives her a glance.
He's so pretty
He's so perfect
He's always in my dreams
And she's been taking her pills like a good girl, getting better acting parts and spots in commercials to her surprise. She doubts that he's noticed that she doesn't enter a room or the pool overdressed; screeching, crying and smacking Kendall in the face which she's sure left the blonde's jaw numb. She fears that he doesn't even care.
He's so pretty
He's so perfect
He'll never care about me
The moment he asks her out on a date her heart explodes in her chest, the butterflies escape her throat as she happily says yes to him. She's walking on the sun, the moon, the stars whichever it is she knew she couldn't feel her feet on the ground. She feels only victory now and she still can't believe it.
He's so pretty
He's perfect
He's all mine now
Everything was perfect, she felt the way Princess Jasmine did when Aladdin too her on that magic carpet ride the entire 12 months they're together. She no longer feels her heart break every time he smiles. Instead their time together is spent laughing, hugging, holding hands and soft kisses which make her skin feel like it's on fire. She's always breathless after each kiss, each time his dark brown eyes look into hers, and she's lost; falling into a world where it's only him and her.
He's so pretty
He's so perfect
'I can't believe I lost him'
She thinks those words over and over as she cries into her pillow, her makeup smearing and soaking into the fabric. Even though he forgave her for kissing James (Logan actually blames the taller boy more than he does her), but not a month passed when he knocked on her door gave her a hug, a kiss on the cheek and said "It's over".
The biggest hold tore into her heart, she felt so dead, empty and confused.
But she stopped crying when she remembered.
'Nothing good lasts forever.'
So she washed her face, took her pills and went to her audition. She could be strong; she would be strong with out him.
But he's so pretty
But he's so perfect
It was never meant to be
They're still friends, despite her better judgment but Jo; Kendall's 'perfect' girlfriend encourages her to stay friends with the boy who stepped out of her dreams and shattered her heat. She smiles when he sees her, says hi, keeps her distance; this time she won't fall into him again.
Even though she really wants to
He's just so pretty
He's just so perfect
He'll never be mine again
She won't… can't forget that face, not even if she stops taking her pills. His smile, his voice will still give her chills, but she won't be lured to him anymore. She'll just stand at a distance thinking:
He's so pretty
He's so perfect
I wish he were mine again
Hope you all enjoyed this, it was a fun little fic to write. Please leave reviews of your thoughts and such.