EPOV

This is what I have turned into. Again, a stalker in the shadows and this tree is my only friend. Despite I have lived 119 years, it feels as if my whole life I have been doing this, not only 10 years... I wish it didn't hurt so much.

And always, my point of obsession... Isabella Swan... Mrs. Isabella Black. I loathe and damn the day I let this happen. What would she do if she knew I was here, that I have been sitting out here, admiring and agonizing?

She stands by the kitchen window, while she washes the dishes. Today I spot a new gray hair. Thats 33 now.

Bella has a daughter now. I bet she does not regret me leaving. If I had stayed, she would never have met her ray of sunshine. She's happy.

And next, the image that hurts me the most: her loving husband, returning from home, quietly, slips his hands around her waist and kisses her neck. And there's the face that kills me, she closes her eyes and smiles, she enjoys the warmth of her loved one. I can't see any longer.

I've spent enough time torturing myself in this tree, now it's time to torture myself in my place.

I wish I could die now, I'm just agonizing eternally. She's happy, that's what matters. I still love her.

My days pass as this. I always feel the fire of pain in my chest, but in the end, I realize she's happy, making it all better.

The night is long, and I usually can't stand staying here, so I go to her place and take a closer look. By the time I'm two houses away, I hear her sobbing. I run as fast as I can, and the front door is open.

I hear Bella's agonizing scream, which I have never heard before. I enter the house, without any thought, and she's in the floor, next to her daughter's body. She's holding her against her crying.

Bella saw me, but she kept on crying, ignoring me and turning her attention towards her daughter. She had been stabbed in the stomach. I believe Bella thinks her daughter is dead, but I hear her pulse, slowly... she's not dead, but she's not far from it.

I quickly grab her from her mother's arms, and carry her to the hospital. I enter yelling Carlisle's name, while I place her on a bed. Carlisle sees her and hurries to surgery room without asking for explanation. She's in good hands now.

I stand by the door listening to his thoughts. As for what I hear, it was very close. I can breathe now... so to speak. But now, I have to talk to Bella. Instead, I walk to reception and tell the lady to call Isabella Black, to tell her that her daughter is fine. I wish I could ask her what happened... and why wasn't Jacob around?

I had to go see her, but I'm not sure if I can let her see me. So I decide to lurk in the shadows.
Bella's sobbing in the corner of her living room, her sobs somehow relieved. I guess the hospital already contacted her. This is a new pain... I have never seen her like this before. This time, I can't control myself, so I enter.

"Bella?" I asked from the front door. She's on the floor, crying. I wanted to stay on the door, since it wasn't my home, but seeing her this broken was excruciating. I slowly walked towards her and without thinking, I sat next to her. She remained hugging her knees, sobbing. I tried touching her back, and she quickly hugged me.

My heart dropped to my stomach.

And I can't think of anything.

She's here, I'm here.

"You're here" she sobs.

I hugged her back.

"I'm sorry" I said. "For leaving you in the woods"

"I always forgive you" she said. "And now I can't thank you enough for saving my girl."

My thoughts scattered around like crazy, I was still wondering what happened, and where the hell was the father of the girl.

"It's nothing" I replied.

Suddenly, Bella stood up and turned to me. "Could you take me to the hospital?"

We stood in the waiting room, when Carlisle got out. "I hear Mrs. Black's daughter was our patient" Carlisle said with a smile, making his entrance. Bella ran to hug him, like the daughter she once was to him. Physically, she was around the same age as him, but we still saw her as the 18 year old girl who just moved in to Forks.

Carlisle stated the condition of the girl, and we felt relieved that she was stable. We entered the girl's room, and she was asleep. She looked like Bella... with Jacob's chin.

Bella kissed her forehead and sat next to her. I felt I wasn't needed anymore in here, so I excused myself.

"Please don't go" Bella whispered, with a cracked voice.

"Then I need to know what happened, and where's Jacob?"

She didn't say anything, her face dropped. He did this.

"How? Why?" Then I saw Bella's arms... bruised.

"What happened?" I managed to say through my teeth. My blood boiling at this point.

And then I saw it. He was here. Behind me. He remembered what happened for me to see.

JPOV

I wake up suddenly, but Bella's not in bed. I walk down the stairs to look for her, and there she is... standing in the kitchen again. looking out the window. This is a game I am sick of now. She acts as if she doesn't know, but she know's he spyes on her. She was supposed to be sleeping with me, and she's looking for him?
My blood boils as my hands shake, all of my body starts to tremble.
"Are you waiting for him?!" I yell.
She turns quickly, her face terrified. I slap her and grab her by the wrist, and throw her on the ground.

Without thinking, my claws are out. I want to hurt her so bad so she knows what pain is. What she constantly gives me, when she is supposed to be kissing me and I know she's thinking of him. When she is supposed to sleep with me but she rathers be awake thinking about him.

I throw my claws out...

"Daddy, no!"

EPOV

The girl in the bed will have to forgive me, because she has no father now.

I fast paced outside and he followed me. The rest is history. I ended him in the woods, as the same as I did to Bella 11 years ago.

What has my life become?

How I wish I could turn back in time... I wish I never left.

I wish I had never pushed her into his arms.

She never stopped loving me.

Why did I do this to myself, to her?

"See?" Alice said. "This is not the best way"

"Stop it, Alice" I groan, as I am lying on the floor of this abandoned house in Brazil.

"You needed to see how much you will regret leaving Forks, brother. You had to see to whom you are leading her to, because she IS with him, already. They are friends, but she spends all her time with him to forget about you. And she will marry him to forget about you. All in vain."

My chest aches so hard. I can't do this to her. I don't want to kill Jacob... I mean, I want to, but I don't have to.

I stand up, dust off my clothes and take a deep breath.
"Thank you"

"That's the spirit! 3 "